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STORIES OF IMAGINATION 


PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 
-a novelet by Clifford Simak 


In March 


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T he remorseless march of science really came 
home to roost in our editorial sanctum re- 
cently. You will note in this issue an excellent 
novelet by J. G. Ballard, titled A Question of Re- 
Entry. (see p. 46). It concerns the search for a 
moonship pilot believed to have crashed, upon 
his return from Luna, in the Amazonian jun- 
gles. It is explained that the pilot was unable 
to radio his exact location at the time his ship 
plunged down out of control, because the atmos- 
phere was ionized by the heat of his re-entry, 
and the electrically-charged field blacked out 
his radio signals. 

Well, at the time we bought and scheduled 
that story, and set it in type and closed the page 
forms, radio-blackout-due-to-ionization was a EDITORIAL 
reality phenomenon. Enter, however, the re- ■ 

morseless march of science. Couple of weeks 
ago came the news from communications engineers working on ex- 
perimental Air Force vehicles, that the ionization blackout problems 
has been solved. Equipment has been developed that will enable radio 
signals to penetrate the ionization field 99 per cent of time. 

The breakthrough — literal as well as figurative — was made possible 
by the use of higher frequencies. New equipment will broadcast at 
frequencies of thousands of megacycles, far above those now practic- 
able to use for high-performance voice and data transmissions. Pre- 
viously these frequencies had been suitable only for “crude" trans- 
missions — such as diathermy and the annealing of metals. 

Ballard’s theme had a real-life genesis when, on his three-orbit 
Mercury capsule flight last May, Scott Carpenter was cut off from 
radio communication with Cape Canaveral for four minutes during 
his re-entry. The new equipment will benefit not only astronauts; It 
will be even more important in the light of such projects as the ex- 
perimental manned orbital gliders (originally named Dyna-Soar). 
Since the gliders are winged, the pilot’s descent through the area 
where ionization would occur will be far longer ; the blackout “sheath” 
could persist for 20 minutes or more — obviously too long to be out of 
touch with a ground control station. If you can overlook this bit of 
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find the rest of it fascinating. Shows you what science-fiction writers 
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PHYSICIAN to the 


UNIVERSE 


The statutes were quite clear: illness was a criminal 
offense, and the offender cast into Limbo. None came 
back from Limbo. But Alden Street was bound to try, 
although for a long time he did not know the reason. 



H B awoke and was in a place 
he had never seen before. It 
was an unsubstantial place that 
flickered on and off and it was a 
place of dusk in which darker 
figures stood out faintly. There 
were two white faces that flick- 
ered with the place and there was 
a smell he had never known be- 
fore — a dank, dark smell, like the 
smell of black, deep water that 
had stood too long without a cur- 
rent to stir it. 

And then the place was gone 
and he was back again in that 
other place that was filled with 
brilliant light, with the marble 
eminence looming up before him 
and the head of the man who sat 
atop this eminence and behind 
it, so that one must look up, it 
seemed, from very far below to 
see him. As if the man were very 
high and one were very low, as if 
the man were great and one, him- 
self, were humble. 

The mouth in the middle of the 
face of the man who was high and 
great was moving and one 
strained to catch the sound of 
words, but there was only silence, 
a terrible, humming silence that 
shut one out from this brilliant 
place, that made one all alone and 
small and very unimportant — too 
poor and unimportant to hear the 
words that the great man might 
be saying. Although it seemed as 
if one knew the words, knowing 
there were no other words the 
great man might be allowed to 


say, that he had to say them be- 
cause, despite his highness and 
his greatness, he was caught in 
the self-same trap as the little, 
humble being who stood staring 
up at him. The words were there, 
just beyond some sort of barrier 
one could not comprehend, and if 
one could pierce that barrier he’d 
know the words without having 
heard them said. And it was im- 
portant that he know them, for 
they were of great concern to him 
— they were, in fact, about him 
and they would affect his life. 

His mind went pawing out to 
find the barrier and to strip it 
from the words and even as he 
did, the place of brilliance tilted 
and he was back again in the dusk 
that flickered. 

The white faces still were bent 
above him and one of the faces 
now came closer, as if it were 
floating down upon him — all 
alone, all by itself, a small white- 
faced balloon. For in the dark one 
could not see the body. If there 
were a body. 

“You’ll be all right,’’ the white 
face said. “You are coming 
round.” 

“Of course I’ll be all right,” 
said AJden Street, rather testily. 

For he was angry at the words, 
angry that here he could hear the 
words, but back in that place of 
brilliance he could hear no words 
at all — words that were impor- 
tant, while these words he had 
heard were no more than drivel. 


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“Who said 1 wouldn’t be all 
right?” asked Alden Street. 

And that was who he was, but. 
not entirely who he was, for he 
was more than just a name. Ev- 
ery man, he thought, was more 
than just a name. He was many 
things. 

He was Alden Street and he 
was a strange and lonely man 
who lived in a great, high, lonely 
house that stood above the village 
and looked out across a wilder- 
ness of swampland that stretched 
toward the south until it went out 
of sight — farther, much farther 
than the human eye could see, a 
swamp whose true proportions 
could be drawn only on a map. 

The house was surrounded by a 
great front yard and a garden at 
the rear and at the garden’s edge 
grew a mighty tree that flamed 
golden in the autumn for a few 
brief hours, and the tree held 
something of magnificent impor- 
tance and he, Alden Smith, was 
tied in with that great impor- 
tance. 

H e sought wildly for this great 
importance and in the dusk 
he could not find it. It had some- 
how slipped his grasp. He had had 
it, he had known it, he’d lived 
with it all his life, from the time 
of childhood, but he did not have 
it. It had left him somehow. 

He went scrabbling after it, 
frantically, for it was something 
that he could not lose, plunging 


after it into the darkness of his 
brain. And as he scrambled after 
it, he knew the taste again, the 
bitter taste when he had drained 
the vial and dropped it to the 
floor. 

He scrabbled in the darkness of 
his mind, searching for the thing 
he’d lost, not remembering what 
it was, with no inkling of what it 
might have been, but knowing he 
would recognize it once he came 
across it. 

He scrabbled and he did not 
find it. For suddenly he was not in 
the darkness of his brain, but 
back once more in the place of 
brilliance. And angry at how he’d 
been thwarted in his search. 

The high and mighty man had 
not started speaking, although 
Alden could see that he was 
about to speak, that at any mo- 
ment now he would start to 
speak. And the strange thing of 
it was that he was certain he had 
seen this all before and had 
heard before what the high, great 
man was about to say. Although 
he could not, for the life of him, 
recall a word of it. He had been 
here before, he knew, not once, 
but twice before. This was a reel 
re-run, this was past happening. 

“Alden Street,” said the man 
so high above him, “you will 
stand and face me.” 

And that was silly, Alden 
thought, for he was already 
standing and already facing him. 

“You have heard the evidence,” 


PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


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said the man, “that has been giv- 
en here.” 

“I heard it,” Alden said. 

“What have you, then, to say 
in your self-defense?” 

“Not a thing,” said Alden, 

“You mean you don’t deny it?” 

“I can’t deny it’s true. But 
there were extenuating circum- 
stances.” 

“I am sure there were, but 
they’re not admissable.” 

“You mean that I can’t tell 
you . . 

“Of course you can. But it will 
make no difference. The law ad- 
mits no more than the commis- 
sion of the crime. There can be 
no excuses.” 

“I would suppose, then,” said 
Alden Street,” there is nothing I 
can say. Your Honor, I would not 
waste your time.” 

“I am glad,” said the judge, 
“that you are so realistic. It 
makes the whole thing simpler 
and easier. And it expedites the 
business of this court.” 

“But you must understand,” 
said Alden Street, “that I can’t 
be sent away. I have some most 
important work and I should be 
getting back to it.” 

“You admit,” said the high, 
great man, “that you were ill for 
twenty-four full hours and failed 
most lamentably to report your 
illness.” 

“Yes,” said Alden Street. 

“You admit that even then you 
did not report for treatment, but 

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rather that you were apprehended 
by a monitor.” 

Alden did not answer. It was 
piling up and there was no use to 
answer. He could see, quite plain- 
ly, that it would do no good. 

“And, further, you admit that 
it has been some eighteen months 
since you have reported for your 
physical.” 

“I was far too busy.” 

“Too busy when the law is most 
explicit that you must have a 
physical at six month intervals?” 

“You don’t understand, Your 
Honor.” 

His Honor shook his head. “I 
am afraid I do. You have placed 
yourself above the law. You have 
chosen deliberately to flout the 
law and you must answer for it. 
Too much has been gained by our 
medical statutes to endanger 
their observance. No citizen can 
be allowed to set a precedence 
against them. The struggle to 
gain a sound and healthy people 
must be accorded the support of 
each and every one of us and I 
cannot countenance . . .” 

The place of brilliance tilted 
and he was back in the dusk again. 

H e lay upon his back and 
stared up into the darkness, 
and although he could feel the 
pressure of the bed on which he 
lay, it was as if he were sus- 
pended in some sort of dusky lim- 
bo that had no beginning and no 
end, that was nowhere and led 


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nowhere, and was, in itself, the 
terminal point of all and each ex- 
istence. 

From somewhere deep inside 
himself he heard the questioning 
once again — the flat, hard voice 
that had, somehow, the sound of 
metal in it: 

Have you ever taken part in 
any body-building program? 

When was the last time that 
you brushed your teeth? 

Have you ever contributed ei- 
ther time or money to the little 
leagues? 

How often would you say that 
you took a bath? 

Did you at any time ever ex- 
press a doubt that sports devel- 
oped character? 

One of the white faces floated 
out of the darkness to hang 
above him once again. It was, he 
saw, an old face — a woman's face 
and kind. 

A hand slid beneath his head 
and lifted it. 

“Here,” the white face said, 
“drink this.” 

He felt the spoon against his 
lips. 

"It’s soup,” she said. “It’s hot. 
It will give you strength.” 

He opened his mouth and the 
spoon slid in. The soup was hot 
and comforting. 

The spoon retreated. 

“Where . . .” he said. 

“Where are you ?” 

“Yes,” he whispered, “where 
am I? I want to know.” 

PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


“This is Limbo,” the white face 
said. 

* * * 

Now the word had meaning. 

Now he could recall what 
Limbo was. 

And he could not stay in Limbo. 

It was inconceivable that any- 
one should expect that he should 
stay in Limbo. 

He rolled his head back and 
forth on the thin, hard pillow in 
a gesture of despair. 

If he only had more strength. 
Just a little while ago he had had 
a lot of strength. Old and wiry 
and with a lot of strength left in 
him. Strong enough for almost 
anything at all. 

But shiftless, they had said 
back in Willow Bend. 

And there he had the name. He 
was glad to have it back. He 
hugged it close against him. 

"Willow Bend,” he said, speak- 
ing to the darkness. 

“You all right, old timer?” 

He could not see the speaker, 
but he was not frightened. There 
was nothing to be frightened of. 
He had his name and he had Wil- 
low Bend and he had Limbo and 
in just a little while he’d have all 
the rest of it and then he’d be 
whole again and strong. 

“I’m all right,” he said. 

“Kitty gave you soup. You want 
some more of it?” 

“No. All I want is to get out of 
here,” 

“You been pretty sick. Tem- 

n 



perature a hundred and one point 
seven.” 

“Not now. I have no fever 
now.” 

“No. But when you got here.” 

“How come you know about my 
temperature? You aren’t any 
medic. I can tell by the voice of 
you that you aren't any medic. 
In Limbo, there would be no 
medic.” 

“No medic,” said the unseen 
speaker. “But I am a doctor.” 

“You’re lying,” Alden told him. 
“There are no human doctors. 
There isn’t any such a thing as 
doctors any more. All we have is 
medics.” 

“There are some of us in re- 
search.” 

“But Limbo isn’t research.” 

"At times,” the voice said, “you 
get rather tired of research. It's 
too impersonal and sterile.” 

A lden did not reply. He ran 
his hand, in a cautious rubr- 
bing movement, up and down the 
blanket that had been used to cov- 
er him. It was stiff and hard to 
the touch, but seemed fairly 
heavy. 

He tried to sort out in his mind 
what the man had told him. 

“There is no one here,” he said, 
“but violators. What did you vi- 
olate? Forget to trim your toe- 
nails? Short yourself on sleep?” 
“I’m not a violator.” 

“A volunteer, perhaps.” 

“Nor a volunteer. It would do 


no good to volunteer. They would 
not let you in. That’s the point to 
Limbo — that’s the dirty rotten 
joke. You ignore the medics, so 
now the medics ignore you. You 
go to a place where there aren’t 
any medics and see how well you 
like it.” 

“You mean that you broke in?” 

“You might call it that.” 

“You’re crazy,” Alden Street 
declared. 

For you didn’t break into Lim- 
bo. If you were smart at all, you 
did your level best to stay away 
from it. You brushed your teeth 
and bathed and used one of the 
several kinds of approved mouth 
washes and you took care that 
you had your regular check-ups 
and you saw to it that you had 
some sort of daily exercise and 
you watched your diet and you 
ran as fast as you could leg it to 
the nearest clinic the first mo- 
ment you felt ill. Not that you 
were often ill. The way they kept 
you checked, the way they made 
you live, you were very seldom 
ill. 

He heard that flat, metallic 
voice clanging in his brain again, 
the disgusted, shocked, accusa- 
tory voice of the medic discipli- 
nary corps. 

Alden Street, it said, you’re 
nothing but a dirty slob. 

And that, of course, was the 
worst thing that he could be 
called. There was no other label 
that could possibly be worse. It 


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was synonymous with traitor to 
the cause of the body beautiful 
and healthy. 

"This place ?” he asked. "It’s a 
hospital ?" 

“No,” the doctor said. “There’s 
no hospital here. There is nothing 
here. Just me and the little that I 
know and the herbs and other 
woods specifics that I’m able to 
command.” 

“And this Limbo. What kind of 
Limbo is it?” 

“A swamp,” the doctor said. 
“An ungodly place, believe me.” 

“Death sentence?” 

“That’s what it amounts to.” 

"I can’t die,” said Alden. 

“Some day,” the calm voice 
said. “All men must.” 

“Not yet.” 

“No, not yet. You’ll be all right 
in a few more hours.” 

“What was the matter with 
me?” 

“You had some sort of fever.” 

“But no name for it.” 

“Look, how would I know? I 
am not . . .” 

“I know you’re not a medic. 
Humans can’t be medics — not 
practicing physicians, not sur- 
geons, not anything at all that 
has to do with the human body. 
But a human can be a medical 
research man because that takes 
insight and imagination.” 

“You’ve thought about this a 
lot,” the doctor said. 

“Some,” Alden said. “Who has 
not?” 

PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


“Perhaps not as many as you 
think. But you are angry. You are 
bitter." 

“Who wouldn’t be? When you 
think about it.” 

“I’m not,” the doctor said. 
“But you . . .” 

“Yes, I of all of us, should be 
the bitter one. But I’m not. Be- 
cause we did it to ourselves. The 
robots didn’t ask for it. We han- 
ded it to them.” 

A nd that was right, of course, 
thought Alden, It had started 
long ago when computers had 
been used for diagnosis and for 
drug dosage computation. And it 
had gone on from there. It had 
been fostered in the name of 
progress. And who was there to 
stand in the way of progress? 

“Your name,” he said. “I’d like 
to know your name.” 

“My name is Donald Parker.” 
“An honest name,” said Alden 
Street. “A good, clean, honest 
name.” 

“Now go to sleep,” said Parker. 
“You have talked toe long.” 
“What time is it?” 

“It will soon be morning.” 
The place was dark as ever. 
There was no light at all. There 
was no seeing and there was no 
sound and there was the smell of 
evil dankness. It was a pit, 
thought Alden — a pit for that 
small portion of humanity which 
rebelled against or ignored or 
didn’t, for one reason or another, 

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go along with the evangelistic 
fervor of universal health. You 
were born into it and educated in 
it and you grew up and con- 
tinued with it until the day you 
died. And it was wonderful, of 
course, but, God, how tired you 
got of it, how sick you got of it. 
Not of the program or the law, 
but of the unceasing vigilance, of 
the spirit of crusading against 
the tiny germ, of the everlasting 
tilting against the virus and the 
filth, of the almost religious ar- 
dor with which the medic corps 
kept its constant watch. 

Until in pure resentment you 
longed to wallow in some filth; 
until it became a mark of bravado 
not to wash your hands. 

For the statutes were quite 
clear — illness was a criminal of- 
fense and it was a misdemeanor 
to fail to carry out even the most 
minor pi’ecaution aimed at keep- 
ing healthy. 

It started with the cradle and 
it extended to the grave and there 
was a joke, never spoken loudly 
(a most pathetic joke), that the 
only thing now left to kill a per- 
son was a compelling sense of 
boredom. In school the children 
had stars put against their 
names for the brushing of the 
teeth, for the washing of the 
hands, for regular toilet habits, 
for many other tasks. On the 
playground there was no longer 
anything so purposeless and 
foolish (and even criminal) as 


haphazard play, but instead me- 
ticulously worked out programs 
of calisthenics aimed at the 
building of the body. There were 
sports program on every level, 
on the elementary and second- 
ary school levels, on the college 
level, neighborhood and commu- 
nity levels, young folks, young 
marrieds, middle-aged and old 
folks levels — every kind of sports, 
for every taste and season. They 
were not spectator sports. If one 
knew what was good for him, he 
would not for a moment become 
anything so useless and so sus- 
pect as a sports spectator. 

T obacco was forbidden, as 
were all intoxicants (tobacco 
and intoxicants now being little 
more than names enacted in the 
laws), and only wholesome foods 
were allowed upon the market. 
There were no such things now as 
candy or soda pop or chewing 
gum. These, along with liquor and 
tobacco, finally were no more than 
words out of a distant past, some- 
thing told about in bated breath 
by a garrulous oldster who had 
heard about them when he was 
very young, who might have ex- 
perienced or heard about the last 
feeble struggle of defiance by the 
small fry mobs which had marked 
their final stamping out. 

No longer were there candy- 
runners or pop bootleggers or the 
furtive sale in some dark alley of 
a pack of chewing gum. 


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Today the people were healthy 
and there was no disease — or al- 
most no disease. Today a man at 
seventy was entering middle age 
and could look forward with 
some confidence to another forty 
years of full activity in his busi- 
ness or profession. Today you did 
not die at eighty, but barring ac- 
cident, could expect to reach a 
century and a half. 

And this was all to the good, 
of course, but the price you paid 
was high. 

"Donald Parker,” said Alden. 

“Yes,” said the voice from the 
darkness. 

“I was wondering if you were 
still here.” 

“I was about to leave. I 
thought you were asleep.” 

“You got in,” said Alden. “All 
by yourself, I mean. The medics 
didn’t bring you.” 

“All by myself,” said Parker 

“Then you know the way. An- 
other man could follow.” 

“You mean someone else could 
come in.” 

“No. I mean someone could get 
out. They could backtrack you.” 

“No one here,” said Parker. “I 
was in the peak of physical con- 
dition and I made it only by the 
smallest margin. Another five 
miles to go and I'd never made 
it.” 

“But if one man . . .” 

“One man in good health. There 
is no one here could make it. Not 
even myself.” 


“If you could tell me the way.” 

"It would be insane," said Par- 
ker. “Shut up and go to sleep.” 

Alden listened to the other 
moving, heading for the unseen 
door. 

“I’ll make it,” Alden said, not 
talking to Parker, nor even to 
himself, but talking to the dark 
and the world the dark enveloped. 

For he had to make it. He must 
get back to Willow Bend. There 
was something waiting for him 
there and he must get back. 

» « * 

Parker was gone and there was 
no one else. 

The world was quiet and dark 
and dank. The quietness was so 
deep that the silence sang inside 
one’s head. 

Alden pulled his arms up along 
his sides and raised himself slow- 
ly on his elbows. The blanket fell 
off his chest and he sat there on 
the bed and felt the chill that 
went with the darkness and the 
dankness reach out and take hold 
of him. 

He shivered, sitting there. 

He lifted one hand, cautiously, 
and reached for the blanket, in- 
tending to pull it up around him- 
self. But with his fingers clutch- 
ing its harsh fabric, he did not 
pull it up. For this, he told him- 
self, was not the way to do it. He 
could not cower in bed, hiding 
underneath a blanket. 

Instead of pulling it up, he 
thrust the blanket from him and 


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his hand went down to feel his 
legs. They were encased in cloth 
— his trousers still were on him, 
and his shirt as well, but his feet 
were bare. Maybe his shoes were 
beside the bed, with the socks 
tucked inside of them. He 
reached out a hand and felt, grop- 
ing in the dark — and he was not 
in bed. He was on a pallet of 
some sort, laid ujwn the floor, 
and the floor was earth. He could 
feel the coldness and the damp- 
ness of its packed surface as he 
brushed it with his palm. 

There were no shoes. He 
groped for them in a wide semi- 
circle, leaning far out to reach 
and sweep the ground. 

Someone had put them some- 
place else, he thought. Or, per- 
haps, someone had stolen them. 
In Limbo, more than likely, a 
pair of shoes would be quite a 
treasure. Or perhaps he’d never 
had them. You might not be al- 
lowed to take your shoes with 
you into Limbo — that might be 
part of Limbo. 

No shoes, no toothbrushes, no 
mouth washes, no proper food, 
no medicines or medics. But 
there was a doctor here — a hu- 
man doctor who had broken in, a 
man who had committed himself 
to Limbo of his own free will. 

What kind of man would you 
have to be, he wondered, to do a 
thing like that? What motive 
would you have to have to drive 
you? What kind of idealism, or 


what sort of bitterness, to sus- 
tain you along the way? What 
sort of love, or hate, to stay? 

H e sat back on the pallet, giv- 
ing up his hunt for shoes, 
shaking his head in silent won- 
derment at the things a man 
could do. The human race, he 
thought, was a funny thing. It 
paid lip service to reason and to 
logic, and yet more often it was 
emotion and illogic that served 
to shape its ends. 

And that, he thought, might be 
the reason that all the medics 
now were robots. For medicine 
was a science that only could be 
served by reason and by logic 
and there was in the robots noth- 
ing that could correspond to the 
human weakness of emotion. 

Carefully he swung his feet off 
the pallet and put them on the 
floor, then slowly stood erect. He 
stood in dark loneliness and the 
dampness of the floor soaked into 
his soles. 

Symbolic, he thought — unin- 
tentional, perhaps, but a perfect 
symbolic introduction to the 
emptiness of this place called 
Limbo. 

He reached out his hands, grop- 
ing for some point of reference 
as he slowly shuffled forward. 

He found a wall, made of up- 
right boards, rough sawn with 
the tough texture of the saw 
blade unremoved by any planing, 
and with uneven cracks where 


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they had been joined together. 

Slowly he felt his way along 
them and came at last to the 
place they ended. Groping, he 
made out that he had found a 
doorway, but there was no door. 

He thrust a foot over the sill, 
seeking for the ground outside, 
and found it, almost even with 
the sill. 

Quickly, as if he might be es- 
caping, he swung his body 
through the door and now, for the 
first time, there was a break in 
darkness. The lighter sky etched 
the outline of mighty trees and 
at some level which stood below 
the point he occupied he could 
make out a ghostly whiteness 
that he guessed was ground fog, 
more than likely hanging low 
above a lake or stream. 

He stood stiff and straight and 
took stock of himself. A little 
weak and giddy, and a coldness 
in his belly and a shiver in his 
bones, but otherwise all right. 

He put up a hand and rubbed it 
along his jaw and the whiskers 
grated. A week or more, he 
thought, since he had shaved — • 
it must have been that long, at 
least. He tried to drive his mind 
back to find when he’d last 
shaved, but time ran together 
like an oily fluid and he could 
make nothing of it. 

He had run out of food and had 
gone downtown, the first time in 
many days — not wanting to go 
even then, but driven by his hun- 


ger. There wasn’t time to go, 
there was time for nothing, but 
there came a time when a man 
must eat. How long had it really 
been, he wondered, that he’d gone 
without a bite to eat, glued to the 
task that he was doing, that im- 
portant task which he’d now for- 
gotten, only knowing that he had 
been doing it and that it was un- 
finished and that he must get back 
to it. 

Why had he forgotten? Be- 
cause he had been ill? Was it pos- 
sible that an illness would make 
a man forget? 

Let’s start, he thought, at the 
first beginning. Let’s take it slow 
and simple. One step at a time, 
carefully and easily; not all in a 
rush. 

H IS name was Alden Street 
and he lived in a great, high, 
lonely house that his parents had 
built almost eighty years ago, in 
all its pride and arrogance, on 
the mound above the village. And 
for this building on the mound 
above the village, for the pride 
and arrogance, his parents had 
been hated, but for all the hate 
had been accepted since his fa- 
ther was a man of learning and 
of great business acumen and in 
his years amassed a small-sized 
fortune dealing in farm mort- 
gages and other properties in 
Mataloosa county. 

With his parents dead, the hate 
transferred to him, but not the 


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acceptance that had gone hand- 
in-hand with hate, for although 
he had a learning gathered from 
several colleges, he put it to no 
use — at least to no use which had 
made it visible to the village. He 
did not deal in mortgages nor in 
properties. He lived alone in the 
great, high house that now had 
gone to ruin, using up, bit by bit, 
the money his father had laid by 
and left him. He had no friends 
and he sought no friends. There 
were times when he did not ap- 
pear on the village streets for 
weeks on end, although it was 
known that he was at home. For 
watching villagers could see the 
lights burning in the high and 
lonesome house, come nights. 

At one time the house had been 
a fine place, but now neglect and 
years had begun to take their toll. 
There were shutters that hung 
crooked and a great wind years 
before had blown loosened bricks 
from the chimney top and some 
of the fallen bricks still lay upon 
the roof. The paint had peeled 
and powdered off and the front 
stoop had sunk, its foundation 
undermined by a busily burrow- 
ing gopher and the rains that fol- 
lowed. Once the lawn had been 
neatly kept, but now the grass 
grew rank and the shrubs no 
longer knew the shears and the 
trees were monstrous growths 
that almost screened the house 
from view. The flower beds, cher- 
ished by his mother, now were 


gone, long since choked out by 
weeds and creeping grass. 

It was a shame, he thought, 
standing in the night. I should 
have kept the place the way my 
mother and my father kept it, 
but there were so many other 
things. 

The people in the village de- 
spised him for his shiftlessness 
and his thoughtlessness which al- 
lowed the pride and arrogance 
to fall into ruin and decay. For 
hate as they might the arro- 
gance, they still were proud of it. 
They said he was no good. They 
said that he was lazy and that 
he didn’t care. 

But I did care, he thought. I 
cared so very deeply, not for the 
house, not for the village, not 
even for myself. But for the job 
— the job that he had not select- 
ed, but rather that had been 
thrust upon him. 

Or was it a job, he wondered, 
so much as a dream? 

Let’s start at the first begin- 
ning, he had told himself, and 
that was what he had meant to 
do, but he had not started at the 
first beginning; he had started 
near the end. He had started a 
long way from the first begin- 
ning. 

H e stood in the darkness, with 
the treetops outlined by the 
lighter sky and the white ghost 
fog that lay close above the wa- 
ter, and tried to swim against 


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FANTASTIC 



the tide of time back to that first 
beginning, back to where it all 
had started. It was far away, he 
knew, much farther than he’d 
thought, and it had to do, it 
seemed, with a late September 
butterfly and the shining gold of 
falling walnut leaves. 

He had been sitting in a gar- 
den and he had been a child. It 
was a blue and wine-like autumn 
day and the air was fresh and 
the sun was warm, as anything 
only can be fresh and warm when 
one is very young. 

The leaves were falling from 
the tree above in a golden rain 
and he put out his hands to catch 
one of the falling leaves, not try- 
ing to catch any single one of 
them, but holding out his hands 
and knowing that one of them 
would drift into a palm — holding 
out his hands with an utter child- 
ish faith, using up in that single 
instant the only bit of unques- 
tioning faith that any man can 
know. 

He closed his eyes and tried to 
capture it again, tried to become 
in this place of distant time the 
little boy he had been on that day 
the gold had rained down. 

He was there, but it was hazy 
and it was not bright and the 
clearness would not come — for 
there was something happening, 
there was a half-sensed shadow 
out there in the dark and the 
squish of wet shoes walking on 
the earth. 

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His eyes snapped open and the 
autumn day was gone and some- 
one was moving toward him 
through the night, as if a piece of 
the darkness had detached itself 
and had assumed a form and was 
moving forward. 

He heard the gasp of breath 
and the squish of shoes and then 
the movement stopped. 

“You there,’’ said a sudden, 
husky voice. “You standing there, 
who are you?’’ 

“I am new here. My name is 
Alden Street.’’ 

“Oh, yes,’’ the voice said. “The 
new one. I was coming up to see 
you.” 

“That was good of you,” said 
Alden. 

“We take care of one another 
here,” the voice said. “We care 
for one another. We are the only 
ones there are. We really have to 
care.” 

“But you. . . .” 

“I am Kitty,” said the voice. 
“I’m the one who fed you soup.” 
* * * 

She struck the match and held 
it cupped within her hands as if 
she sought to protect the tiny 
flame against the darkness. 

Just the three of us, thought 
Alden — the three of us arraigned 
against the dark. For the blaze 
was one of them, it had become 
one with them, holding life and 
movement, and it strove against 
the dark. 

He saw that her fingers were 

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thin and sensitive, delicate as 
some old vase fashioned out of 
porcelain. 

She bent with the flame still 
cupped within her hand and 
touched it to a candle stub thrust 
into a bottle that, /rom the 
height of it, stood upon a table, 
although one could not see the 
table. 

“We don’t often have a light,” 
said Kitty. “It is a luxury we 
seldom can afford. Our matches 
are so few and the candles are so 
short. We have so little here.” 

“There is no need,” said Alden. 

“But there is,” said Kitty. 
“You are a new one here. We 
cannot let you go stumbling in 
the dark. For the first little while 
we make a light for you.” 

The candle caught and gut- 
tered, sending flickering shadows 
fleeing wildly. Then it steadied 
and its feeble glow cut a circle in 
the dark. 

“It will soon be morning,” Kit- 
ty told him, “and then the day 
will come and the light of day is 
worse than the darkness of the 
night. For in the day you see and 
know. In the dark, at least, you 
can think that it is not too bad. 
But this is best of all — a little 
pool of light to make a house in- 
side the darkness.” 

She was not young, he saw. 
Her hair hung in dank strings 
about her face and her face was 
pinched and thin and there were 
lines upon it. But there was, he 


thought, back of the stringiness 
and the thinness and the lines, a 
sense of some sort of eternal 
youthfulness and vitality that 
nothing yet had conquered. 

The pool of light had spread a 
little as the flame had settled 
down and now he could see the 
place in which they stood. 

TT was small, no more than a 

hut. There was the pallet on 
the floor and the blanket where 
he’d tossed it from him. There 
was a crazy-legged table upon 
which the candle stood and two 
sawed blocks of wood to serve as 
chairs. There were two plates 
and two white cups standing on 
the table. 

Cracks gaped between the up- 
right boards that formed the 
walls of the hut and in other 
places knots had dried and fallen 
out, leaving peepholes to the 
world outside. 

“This was your place,” he said. 
“I would not have inconvenienced 
you.” 

“Not my place,” she said. 
“Harry’s place, but it’s all right 
with Harry.” 

“I’ll have to thank him.” 

“You can’t,” she said. “He’s 
dead. It is your place now.” 

“I won’t need a place for long,” 
said Alden. “I won’t be staying 
here. I’ll be going back.” 

She shook her head. 

“Is there anyone who’s tried?” 

“Yes. They’ve all come back. 


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You can’t beat the swamp.” 

‘‘Doc grot in." 

“Doc was big and strong and 
well. And there was something 
driving him.” 

“There’s something driving me 
as well.” 

She put up a hand and brushed 
the hair out of her eyes. “No one 
can talk you out of this? You 
mean what you are saying?” 

“I can’t stay,” he said. 

“In the morning,” she told him, 
“I’ll take you to see Eric.” 

The candle flame was yellow 
as it flickered in the room and 
again the golden leaves were 
raining down. The garden had 
been quiet and he’d held out his 
hands, palms upward, so the 
leaves would fall in them. Just 
one leaf, he thought — one leaf is 
all I want, one leaf out of all the 
millions that are falling. 

He watched intently and the 
leaves went past, falling all 
about him, but never a one to fall 
into his hands. Then, suddenly, 
there was something that was 
not a leaf — a butterfly that came 
fluttering like a leaf from no- 
where, blue as the haze upon the 
distant hills, blue as the smoky 
air of autumn. 

For an instant the butterfly 
poised above his outstretched 
palms and then mounted swiftly 
upward, flying strongly against 
the downward rain of leaves, a 
mote of blue winging in the gold- 
enness. 


He watched it as it flew, until 
it was lost in the branches of the 
tree, and then glanced back at his 
hands and there was something 
lying in his palm, but it was not 
a leaf. 

It was a little card, two inches 
by three or such a matter, and 
it was the color of the leaves, 
but its color came from what 
seemed to be an inner light, so 
that the card shone of itself 
rather than shining by reflected 
light, which was the way one saw 
the color of the leaves. 

He sat there looking at it, 
wondering how he could catch a 
card when no cards were falling, 
but only leaves dropping from 
the tree. But he had taken it and 
looked at it and it was not made 
of paper and it had upon its face 
a picture that he could not under- 
stand. 

A S he stared at it his mother’s 
voice called him in to supper 
and he went. He put the card into 
his pocket and he went into the 
house. 

And under ordinary circum- 
stances the magic would have 
vanished and he never would have 
known such an autumn day again. 

There is only one such day, 
thought Alden Street, for any 
man alive. For any man alive, 
with the exception of himself. 

He had put the card into his 
pocket and had gone into the 
house for supper and later on 


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21 



that evening he must have put it 
in the drawer of the dresser in 
his room, for that was where he’d 
found it in that later autumn. 

He had picked it up from its 
forgotten resting place and as he 
held it in his hand, that day of 
thirty years before came back to 
him so clearly that he could al- 
most smell the freshness of the 
air as it had been that other aft- 
ernoon. The butterfly was there 
and its blueness was so precise 
and faithful that he knew it had 
been imprinted on his brain so 
forcefully that he held it now for- 
ever. 

He had put the card back care- 
fully and had walked down to the 
village to seek out the realtor 
he’d seen the day before. 

“But, Alden,” said the realtor, 
“with your mother gone and all, 
there is no reason for your stay- 
ing. There is that job waiting in 
New York. You told me yester- 
day.” 

“I’ve been here too long,” said 
Alden. “I am tied too close. I 
guess I’ll have to stay. The house 
is not for sale.” 

"You’ll live there all alone? In 
that big house all alone?” 

“There’s nothing else to do,” 
said Alden. 

He had turned and walked 
away and gone back to the house 
to get the card out of the dresser 
drawer again. 

He sat and studied the drawing 
that was on the face of it, a funny 

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sort of drawing, no kind of draw- 
ing he had ever seen before, not 
done with ink or pencil nor with 
brush. What, in the name of God, 
he thought, had been used to 
draw it? 

And the drawing itself? A 
many-pointed star? A rolled-up 
porcupine? Or a gooseberry, one 
of the prickly kind, many times 
enlarged? 

It did not matter, he knew, 
neither how the drawing had been 
made, or the strange kind of 
stiff, silken fabric that made the 
card itself, or what might be 
represented in the drawing. The 
important thing was that, many 
years before, when he had been a 
child, he had sat beneath the 
tree and held out his hand to 
catch a falling leaf and had 
caught the card instead. 

He carried the card over to a 
window and stared out at the 
garden. The great walnut tree 
still stood as it had stood that 
day, but it was not golden yet. 
The gold must wait for the com- 
ing of first frost and that might 
be any day. 

He stood at the window, won- 
dering if there’d be a butterfly 
this time, or if the butterfly were 
only part of childhood. 

“It will be morning soon,” 
said Kitty. "I heard a bird. The 
birds are astir just before first 
light.” 

“Tell me about this place,” 
said Alden. 


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“It is a sort of island,” Kitty 
told him. “Not much of an island. 
Just a foot or two above the wa- 
ter level. It is surrounded by wa- 
ter and by muck. They bring us 
in by heliocoptor and they let us 
down. They bring in food the 
same way. Not enough to feed 
us. Not enough of anything. 
There is no contact with them.” 

“Men or robots? In the ship, I 
mean.” 

“I don’t know. No one ever sees 
them. Robots, I’d suspect.” 

“Not enough food, you say.” 

S HE shook her head. “There is 
not supposed to be. That’s a 
part of Limbo. We’re not sup- 
posed to live. We fish, we gather 
roots and other things. We get 
along somehow.” 

“And we die^ of course.” 
“Death comes to everyone,” 
she said. “To us just a little 
sooner.” 

She sat crouched upon one of 
the lengths of wood that served 
as a chair and as the candle gut- 
tered, shadows chased across her 
face so that it seemed the very 
flesh of it was alive and crawling. 

“You missed sleep on account 
of me,” he said. 

“I can sleep any time. I don’t 
need much sleep. And, besides, 
when a new one comes . . 

“There aren’t many new 
ones ?” 

“Not as many as there were. 
And there always is a chance. 


With each new one there’s a 
chance.” 

“A chance of what?” 

“A chance he may have an an- 
swer for us.” 

“We can always run away.” 

“To be caught and brought 
back? To die out in the swamp? 
That, Alden, is no answer.” 

She rocked her body back and 
forth. “I suppose there is no an- 
swer.” 

But she still held hope, he 
knew. In the face of all of it, she 
had kept a hope alive. 

« « « 

Eric once had been a huge man, 
but now he had shrunken in upon 
himself. The strength of him was 
there as it had always been, but 
the stamina was gone. You could 
see that, Alden told himself, just 
by looking at him. 

Eric sat with his back against 
a tree. One hand lay in his lap and 
the other grubbed idly, with blunt 
and dirty fingers, at the short 
ground. 

“So you’re bent on getting 
out?” he asked. 

“He talked of nothing else,” 
said Kitty. 

“You been here how long?” 

“They brought me here last 
night. I was out on my feet. I 
don’t remember it.” 

“You don’t know what it’s 
like.” 

Alden shook his head. “I don’t 
intend to find out, either. I figure 
if I’m going. I’d best be going 


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23 



now before this place wears me 
down.” 

‘‘.Let me tell you,” Eric said. 
‘‘Let me tell you how it is. The 
swamp is big and we’re in the 
center of it. Doc came in from 
the north. He found out, some 
way, the location of this place, 
hnd he got hold of some old maps. 
Geologic survey maps that had 
been made years ago. He studied 
them and figured out the best 
way for getting in. He made it, 
partly because he was strong and 
healthy . . . but mostly it was 
luck. A dozen other men could 
try it, just as strong as he was, 
and all of them might be lost be- 
cause they weren’t lucky. There 
are quicksand and alligators. 
There are moccasins and rattle- 
snakes. There is the killing heat. 
There are the insects and no wa- 
ter fit to drink. 

‘‘Maybe if you knew exactly 
the way to go you might manage 
it, but you’d have to hunt for the 
way to go. You’d have to work 
your way through the swamp and 
time after time you’d run into 
something that you couldn’t get 
through or over and have to turn 
back and hunt another way. 
You’d lose a lot of time and time 
would work against you.” 

‘‘How about food?” 

‘‘If you weren’t fussy, food 
would be no trouble. You could 
find food along the way. Not the 
right kind. Your belly might not 
like it. You’d probably have dys- 


entery. But you wouldn’t starve.” 

“This swamp,” asked Alden, 
"where is it?” 

"Part in Mataloosa county. 
Part in Fairview. It’s a local 
Limbo. They all are local Lim- 
bos. There aren’t any big ones. 
Just a lot of little ones.” 

Alden shook his head. “I can 
see this swamp from the win- 
dows of my house. I never heard 
of a Limbo being in it.” 

“It’s not advertised,” said 
Eric. “It’s not put on maps. It’s 
not something you’d hear of.” 

“How many miles ? How far to 
the edge of it?” 

“Straight line, maybe thirty, 
maybe forty. You’d not be travel- 
ing a straight line.” 

“And the perimeter is guard- 
ed.” 

“Patrols flying overhead. 
Watching for people in the 
swamp. They might not spot you. 
You’d do your best to stay under 
cover. But chances are they 
would. And they’d be waiting for 
you when you reached the edge.” 

“And even if they weren’t,” 
Kitty said, “where would you go? 
A monitor would catch you. Or 
someone would spot you and re- 
port. No one would dare to help 
a refugee from Limbo.” 

T he tree beneath which Eric 
sat was a short distance from 
the collection of huddled huts 
that served as shelter for the in- 
habitants of Limbo. 


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Someone, Aiden saw, had built 
up the community cooking fire 
and a bent and ragged man was 
coming up from the water’s edge, 
carrying a morning’s catch of 
fish. A man was lying in the 
shade of one of the huts, 
stretched out on a pallet. Others, 
both men and women, sat in list- 
less groups. 

The sun had climbed only part 
way up the eastern sky, but the 
heat was stifling. Insects buzzed 
shrilly in the air and high in the 
light blue sky birds were swing- 
ing in great and lazy circles. 

"Doc would let us see his 
maps ?’’ 

“Maybe," Eric said. "You 
could ask him." 

“I spoke to him last night,” 
said Aiden. “He said it was in- 
sane." 

“He is right,” said Eric. 

“Doc has funny notions,” Kitty 
said. “He doesn’t blame the ro- 
bots. He says they're just doing 
a job that men have set for them. 
It was men who made the laws. 
The robots do no more than carry 
out the laws.” 

And Doc, thought Aiden, once 
again was right. 

Although it was hard to puzzle 
out the road by which man had 
finally come to his present situa- 
tion. It was overemphasis again, 
perhaps, and that peculiar social 
blindness which came as the re- 
sult of overemphasis. 

Certainly, when one thought of 


it, it made no particular sense. 
A man had a right to be ill. It 
was his own hard luck if he hap- 
pened to be ill. It was no one’s 
business but his own. And yet 
it had been twisted into an action 
that was on a par with murder. 
As a result of a well-intentioned 
health crusade which had gotten 
out of hand, what at one time 
had been misfortune had now 
become a crime. 

Eric glanced at Aiden. “Why 
are you so anxious to get out? 
It’ll do no good. Someone will find 
you, someone will turn you in. 
You’ll be brought back again.” 

“Maybe a gesture of defiance,” 
Kitty said. "Sometimes a man 
will do a lot to prove he isn’t 
licked. To show he can’t be 
licked." 

“How old are you?” asked 
Eric. 

“Fifty four,” said Aiden. 

“Too old,” said Eric. “I am 
only forty and I wouldn’t want 
to try it.” 

"Is it defiance?” Kitty asked. 

“No,” Aiden told her, “not 
that. I wish it was. But it’s not 
as brave as that. There is some- 
thing that’s unfinished.” 

“All of us,” said Eric, “left 
some unfinished things behind 
us.” 

« « « 

The water was black as ink 
and seemed more like oil than 
water. It was lifeless ; there was 
no sparkle in it and no glint; it 


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25 



soaked up the sunlight rather 
than reflecting it. And yet one 
felt that life must lurk beneath 
it, that it was no more than a 
mask to hide the life beneath it. 

It was no solid sheet of water, 
but an infiltrating water that 
snaked its way around the hum- 
mocks and the little grassy is- 
lands and the water-defying trees 
that stood knee-deep in it. And 
when one glanced into the swamp, 
seeking to find some pattern to it, 
trying to determine what kind of 
beast it was, the distance turned 
to a cruel and ugly greenness and 
the water, too, took on that tint 
of fatal green. 

Alden crouched at the water’s 
edge and stared into the swamp, 
fascinated by the rawness of the 
green. 

Forty miles of it, he thought. 
How could a man face forty 
miles of it? But it would be more 
than forty miles. For, as Eric 
had said, a man would run into 
dead-ends and would be forced to 
retrace his steps to find another 
way. 

Twenty-four hours ago, he 
thought, he had not been here. 
Twenty four hours ago or a little 
more he had left the house and 
gone down into the village to buy 
some groceries. And when he 
neared the bank corner he had 
remembered that he had not 
brushed his teeth — for how long 
had it been? — and that he had not 
bathed for days. He should have 


taken a bath and brushed his 
teeth and done all the other things 
that were needful before he had 
come down town, as he always 
had before — or almost every time 
before, for there had been a time 
or two as he passed the bank that 
the hidden monitor had come to 
sudden life and bawled in me- 
tallic tones that echoed up and 
down the street: ‘‘Alden Street 
did not brush his teeth today! 
Shame on Alden Street, he did 
not brush his teeth (or take a 
bath, or clean his fingernails, or 
wash his hands and face, or what- 
ever it might be.)” Keeping up 
the clatter and the clamor, with 
the ringing of alarm bells and the 
sound of booming rockets inter- 
spersed between each shaming 
accusation, until one ran off home 
in shame to do the things he’d 
failed. 

In a small village, he thought, 
you could get along all right. At 
least you could until the medics 
got around to installing home 
monitors as they had in some of 
the larger cities. And that might 
take them years. 

But in Willow Bend it was not 
so hard to get along. If you just 
remembered to comply with all 
the regulations you would be all 
right. And even if you didn’t, you 
knew the locations of the moni- 
tors, one at the bank and the oth- 
er at the drugstore corner, and 
you could keep out of their way. 
They couldn’t spot your short- 


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FANTASTIC 



comings more than a block away. 

A lthough generally it was 
safer to comply with the reg- 
ulations before you went down 
town. And this, as a rule, he’d 
done, although there had been a 
time or two when he had forgot- 
ten and had been forced to go 
running home with people stand- 
ing in the street and snickering 
and small boys catcalling after 
him while the monitor kept up its 
unholy din. And later on that day, 
or maybe in the evening, the lo- 
cal committee would come call- 
ing and would collect the fine that 
was set out in the book for minor 
misdemeanors. 

But on this morning he had not 
thought to take a bath, to brush 
his teeth, to clean his fingernails, 
to make certain that his toenails 
were trimmed properly and neat. 
He had worked too hard and for 
too long a time and had missed 
a lot of sleep (which, also, was a 
thing over which the monitor 
could work itself into a lather) 
and, remembering back, he could 
recall that he seemed to move in 
a hot, dense fog and that he was 
weak from hunger and there was 
a busy, perhaps angry fly buzzing 
in his head. 

But he did remember the mon- 
itor at the bank in time and de- 
toured a block out of his way to 
miss it. But as he came up to the 
grocery store (a safe distance 
from the bank and the drugstore 


monitors), he had heard that 
hateful metallic voice break out 
in a scream of fright and indig- 
nation. 

“Alden Street is ill!” it 
screamed. "Everybody stay away 
from Alden Street. He is ill — 
don’t anyone go near him!” 

The bells had rung and the si- 
ren blown and the rockets been 
shot off, and from atop the gro- 
cery store a great red light was 
flashing. 

He had turned to run, knowing 
the dirty trick that had been 
played upon him. They had 
switched one of the monitors to 
the grocery, or they had installed 
a third. 

"Stay where you are!” the 
monitor had shouted after him. 
"Go out into the middle of the 
street away from everyone.” 

And he had gone. He had quit 
his running and had gone out into 
the middle of the street and 
stayed there, while from the win- 
dows of the business houses 
white and frightened faces had 
stared out at him. Had stared out 
at him — a sick man and a crimi- 
nal. 

The monitor had kept on with 
its awful crying and he had 
cringed out there while the white 
and frightened faces watched and 
in time (perhaps a very short 
time, although it had seemed 
long), the disciplinary robots on 
the medic corps had arrived from 
the county seat. 


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Things had moved swiftly 
then. The whole story had come 
out. Of how he had neglected to 
have his physicals. Of how he 
had been fined for several mis- 
demeanors. Of how he had not 
contributed to the little league 
programs. Of how he had not tak- 
en part in any of the various 
community health and sports 
programs. 

They had told him then, in 
wrath, that he was nothing but a 
dirty slob, and the wheels of jus- 
tice had moved with sure and 
swift precision. And finally he 
had stood and stared up at the 
high and mighty man who had 
pronounced his doom. Although 
he could not recall that he had 
heard the doom. There had been a 
blackness and that was all that 
he could remember until he had 
awakened into a continuation of 
the blackness and had seen two 
balloon-like faces leaning over 
him. 

H B had been apprehended and 
judged and sentenced within 
a few short hours. And it was all 
for the good of men — to prove to 
other men that they could not 
get away with the fiouting of the 
law which said that one must 
maintain his fitness and his 
health. For one’s health, said the 
law, was the most precious thing 
one had and it was criminal to 
endanger it or waste it. The na- 
tional health must be viewed as 


a vital natural resource and, once 
again, it was criminal to endan- 
ger it or waste it. 

So he had been made into a 
horrible example and the story of 
what had happened to him would 
have appeared on the front pages 
of every paper that was pub- 
lished and the populace thus 
would be admonished that they 
must obey, that the health laws 
were not namby-pamby laws. 

He squatted by the water’s 
edge and stared off across the 
swamp and behind him he heard 
the muted sounds which came 
from that huddled camp just a 
short ways down the island — ^the 
clang of the skillet or the pot, the 
thudding of an axe as someone 
chopped up firewood, the rustle 
of the breeze that fiapped a piece 
of canvas stretched as a door 
across a hut, the quiet murmur 
of voices in low and resigned 
talks. 

The swamp had a deadly look 
about it — and it waited. Confi- 
dent and assured, certain that no 
one could cross it. All its traps 
were set and all its nets were 
spread and it had a patience that 
no man could match. 

Perhaps, he thought, it did not 
really wait. Maybe it was just a 
little silly to imagine that it 
waited. Rather, perhaps, it was 
simply an entity that did not 
care. A human life to it was 
nothing. To it a human life was 
no more precious than a snake’s 


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FANTASTIC 



life, or the life of a dragonfly, or 
of a tiny fish. It would not help 
and it would not warn and it had 
no kindness. 

He shivered, thinking of this 
great uncaring. An uncaring that 
was even worse than if it waited 
with malignant forethought. For 
if it waited, at least it was aware 
of you. At least it paid you the 
compliment of some slight im- 
portance. 

Even in the heat of the day, he 
felt the slimy coldness of the 
swamp reaching out for him and 
he shrank back from it, knowing 
as he did that he could not face 
it. Despite all the brave words 
he had mouthed, all his resolu- 
tion, he would not dare to face it. 
It was too big for a man to 
fight — it was too green and 
greedy. 

He hunkered in upon himself, 
trying to compress himself into 
a ball of comfort, although he 
was aware that there was no 
comfort. There never would be 
comfort, for now he’d failed him- 
self. 

In a little while, he thought, 
he’d have to get up from where 
he crouched and go down to the 
huts. And once he went down 
there, he knew he would be lost, 
that he would become one with 
those others who likewise could 
not face the swamp. He would 
live out his life there, fishing for 
some food, chopping a little 
wood, caring for the sick, and 

PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


sitting listless in the sun. 

He felt a fiare of anger at the 
system which would sentence a 
man to such a life as that and he 
cursed the robots, knowing as he 
cursed that they were not the 
ones who were responsible. The 
robots were a symbol only of the 
health law situation. 

They had been made the physi- 
cians and the surgeons to the hu- 
man race because they were quick 
as well as steady, because their 
judgment was unfrayed by any 
flicker of emotion, because they 
were as dedicated as the best of 
human doctors ever had been, be- 
cause they were tireless and un- 
thinking of themselves. 

And that was well and good. 
But the human race, as it always 
did, had gone overboard. It had 
made the robot not only the good 
and faithful doctor, but it had 
made him guardian and czar of 
human health, and in doing this 
had concocted a metallic ogre. 

W OULD there ever be a day, 
he wondered, when humans 
would be done for good and all 
with its goblins and its ogres? 

The anger faded out and he 
crouched dispirited and afraid 
and all alone beside the black wa- 
ters of the swamp. 

A coward, he told himself. And 
there was a bitter taste inside 
his brain and a weakness in his 
belly. 

Get up, he told himself. Get 

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up and go down to the huts. 

But he didn’t. He stayed, as if 
there might be some sort of re- 
prieve, as if he might be hoping 
that from some unknown and un- 
probed source he might dredge 
up the necessary courage to walk 
into the swamp. 

But the hope, he knew, was a 
hollow hope. 

He had come to the end of hope. 
Ten years ago he could have done 
it. But not now. He’d lost too 
much along the way. 

He heard the footsteps behind 
him and threw a look across his 
shoulders. 

It was Kitty. 

She squatted down beside him. 

“Eric is getting the stuff to- 
gether,’’ she told him. “He’ll be 
along in a little while.” 

“The stuff?” 

“Food. A couple of machetes. 
Some rope.” 

“But I don’t understand.” 

“He was just waiting for 
someone who had the guts to 
tackle it. He figures that you 
have. He always said one man 
didn’t have a chance, but maybe 
two men had. Two men, helping 
one another, just might have a 
chance.” 

“But he told me . . .” 

“Sure. I know what he told you. 
What I told you, too. And even 
in the face of that, you never 
wavered. That is how we knew.” 

“We?” 

“Of course,” said Kitty. “The 


three of us. I am going, too.” 
* * * 

It took the swamp four days to 
beat the first of them. 

Curiously, it was Eric, the 
youngest and the strongest. 

He stumbled as they walked 
along a narrow ridge of land, 
flanked by tangled brush on one 
hand, by a morass on the other. 

Alden, who was following, 
helped him to his feet, but he 
could not stand. He staggered 
for a step or two, then collapsed 
again. 

“Just a little rest,” Eric pant- 
ed. “Just a little rest and then 
I’ll be able to go on.” 

He crawled, with Alden help- 
ing, to a patch of shade, lay flat 
upon his back, a limp figure of a 
man. 

Kitty sat beside him and 
stroked his hair back from his 
forehead. 

“Maybe you should build a 
fire,” she said to Alden. “Some- 
thing hot may help him. All of us 
could use a bit of something." 

Alden turned off the ridge and 
plunged into the brush. The foot- 
ing was soft and soggy and in 
places he sank in muck half way 
to his knees. 

He found a small dead tree and 
pulled branches off it. The fire, 
he knew, must be small, and of 
wood that was entirely dry, for 
any sign of smoke might alert 
the patrol that flew above the 
swamp. 


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Back on the ridge again, he 
used a machete to slice some 
shavings off a piece of wood and 
stacked it all with care. It must 
start on one match, for they had 
few matches. 

Kitty came and knelt beside 
him, watching. 

“Eric is asleep,” she said. 
“And it’s not just tuckered out. 
I think he has a fever.” 

“It’s the middle of the after- 
noon,” said Alden. “We’ll stay 
here until morning. He may feel 
better, then. Some extra rest may 
put him on his feet.” 

“And if it doesn’t ?” 

“We’ll stay another day,” he 
said. “The three of us together. 
That’s what we said back there. 
We would stick together.” 

She put out a hand and laid it 
on his arm. 

“I was sure you’d say that,” 
she said. “Eric was so sure and 
he was so right. He said you were 
the man he had been waiting 
for.” 

Alden shook his head. “It’s 
not only Eric,” he declared. “It’s 
not only us. It’s those others 
back there. Kemember how they 
helped us? They gave us food, 
even when it meant they might go 
a bit more hungry. They gave us 
two fishhooks out of the six they 
had. One of them copied the map 
that Doc had carried. They fixed 
up a pair of shoes for me be- 
cause they said I wasn’t used to 
going without shoes. And they all 


came to see us off and watched 
until we were out ef sight.” 

He paused and looked at her. 

“It’s not just us,” he said. “It’s 
all of us . all of us in Lim- 
bo.” 

She put up a hand and brushed 
the hair out of her eyes. 

“Did anyone,” he asked her, 
“ever tell you that you are beau- 
tiful?” 

She made a grimace. “Long 
ago,” she said. “But not for 
years. Life had been too hard. 
But once, I guess, you could have 
said that I was beautiful.” 

She made a fluttery motion 
with her hands. “Light the fire,” 
she told him. “Then go and catch 
some fish. Laying over this way, 
we’ll need the food.” 

* * * 

A lden woke at the first faint 
edge of dawn and lay staring 
out across the inky water that 
looked, in the first flush of day, 
like a floor of black enamel that 
had just been painted and had not 
dried as yet, with the shine of 
wetness showing here and there. 
A great awkward bird launched 
itself off a dead tree stub and 
flapped ungracefully down to 
skim above the water so that lit- 
tle ripples ran in the black enam- 
el. 

Stiffly, Alden sat up. His bones 
ached from the dampness and he 
was stiff with the chill of night. 

A short distance away, Kitty 
lay curled into a ball, still sleep- 


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31 



. ing. He glanced toward the spot 
where Eric had been sleeping 
when he himself had gone to bed, 
and there was no one there. 

Startled, he leaped to his feet. 

“Eric!” he called. 

There was no answer. 

“Eric!" he shouted again. 

Kitty uncoiled and sat up. 

“He’s gone,” said Alden. “I 
just woke up and he wasn’t 
there.” 

He walked over to where the 
man had been lying and the im- 
print of his body still was in the 
grass. 

He bent to examine the ground 
and brushed his hand across it. 
Some of the blades of grass 
yielded to his touch; they were 
beginning to spring back, to 
stand erect again. Eric, he knew, 
had not left just a little while 
ago. He had been gone — for how 
long, for an hour, for two hours 
or more? 

Kitty rose and came to stand 
beside him. 

Alden got to his feet and faced 
her. 

“He was sleeping when I 
looked at him before I went to 
sleep,” he said. “Muttering in his 
sleep, but sleeping. He still had a 
fever.” 

“Maybe,” she said, “one of us 
should have sat up to watch him. 
But he seemed to be all right. 
And we were all tired.” 

Alden looked up and down the 
ridge. There was nothing to be 

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seen, no sign of the missing man. 

“He might have wandered off,” 
he said. “Woke up, delirious. He 
might just have taken off.” 

And if that were the situation, 
they might never find him. He 
might have fallen into a pool of 
water, or become trapped in 
muck or quicksand. He might be 
lying somewhere, exhausted with 
his effort, very quietly dying. 

Alden walked off the ridge into 
the heavy brush that grew out of 
the muck. Carefully, he scouted 
up and down the ridge and there 
was no sign that anyone, except 
himself the afternoon before, 
had come off the ridge. And there 
would have been some sign, for 
when one stepped into the muck, 
he went in to his ankles, in 
places halfway to his knees. 

Mosquitoes and other insects 
buzzed about him maddeningly as 
he floundered through the brush 
and somewhere far off a bird was 
making chunking sounds. 

He stopped to rest and regain 
his breath, waving his hands 
about his face to clear the air of 
insects. 

The chunking still kept on and 
now there was another sound. He 
listened for the second sound to 
be repeated. 

“Alden,” came the cry again, 
so faint he barely heard it. 

He plunged out of the brush 
back onto the ridge. The cry had 
come from the way that they had 
traveled on the day before. 


FANTASTIC 



“Alden!” And now he knew 
that it was Kitty, and not Eric, 
calling. 

Awkwardly, he galloped down 
the ridge toward the sound. 

K itty was crouched at the 
edge of a thirty-foot stretch 
of open water, where the ridge 
had broken and let the water in. 

He stopped beside her and 
looked down. She was pointing at 
a footprint — a footprint heading 
the wrong way. It lay beside oth- 
er footprints heading in the oppo- 
site direction, the footprints that 
they had made in the mud as 
they came along the ridge the 
day before. 

“We didn’t stop,” said Kitty. 
"We kept right on. That can't be 
one of ours. You weren’t down 
here, were you?” 

He shook his head. 

“Then it must be Eric.” 

“You stay here,” he said. 

He plunged into the water and 
waded across and on the other 
edge the tracks were going out — 
tracks heading back the way that 
they had come. 

He stopped and shouted. 
“Eric! Eric! Eric!” 

He waited for an answer. 
There was nothing. 

A mile farther on, he came to 
the great morass they had 
crossed the day before — the mile 
or more of muck and water that 
had eaten at their strength. And 
here, on the muddy edge, the 


tracks went into the sea of suck- 
in';' mud and water and disap- 
peared from sight. 

He crouched on the shore and 
peered across the water, inter- 
spersed by hummocks that were 
poison green in the early light. 
There was no sign of life or 
movement. Once a fish (perhaps 
not a fish, perhaps only some- 
thing) broke the water for an in- 
stant, sending out a circle of rip- 
ples. But that was all there was. 

Heavily, he turned back. 

Kitty still crouched beside the 
water’s edge. 

He shook his head at her. 

“He went back,” he said. “I 
don’t see how he could have. He 
was weak and . . .” 

“Determination,” Kitty said. 
“And, perhaps, devotion, too.” 

“Devotion?” 

“Don’t you see,” she said. “He 
knew that he was sick. He knew 
he couldn’t make it. And he knew 
that we’d stay with him.” 

“But that’s what we all 
agreed,” said Alden. 

Kitty shook her head. “He 
wouldn’t have it that way. He is 
giving us a chance.” 

“No!” yelled Alden. “I won’t 
let him do it. I’m going back and 
find him.” 

“Across that last stretch of 
swamp ?” asked Kitty. 

Alden nodded. “Probably he 
was just able to make it. He 
more than likely is holed up 
the other side somewhere.” 


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33 



“And what if he didn’t make 
it? What if he never got across?" 

“Then I won’t find him, of 
course. But I have to try.” 

“What I’m worried about,” 
said Kitty, “is what you’d do if 
you did find him. What would 
you do about him? What would 
you say to him?” 

“I’d bring him back,” said Al- 
den, “or I’d stay with him.” 

She lifted her face and tears 
were standing in her eyes. “You’d 
give him back his gift,” she said. 
“You’d throw it in his face. 
You’d make this last great ges- 
ture of his mean absolutely noth- 
mg. 

She looked at Alden. “You 
could do that?” she asked. “He 
has done a fine and decent thing. 
Thinking, perhaps, that it’s the 
last chance he’ll have for decency. 
And you wouldn’t let him keep 
it?” 

Alden shook his head. 

“He’d do as much for you,” she 
said. “He’d let you keep that final 
decency.” 

* » « 

O N the morning of the eighth 
day, Kitty moaned and 
tossed with fever. The day be- 
fore had been a sunlit nightmare 
of mud and saw grass, of terrible 
heat, of snakes and mosquitoes, 
of waning hope and a mounting 
fear that stirred sluggishly in the 
middle of one’s gut. 

It had been crazy for them to 
try it, Alden thought, crazy from 


the very start — three people who 
had no right to try it, too out of 
condition, too ill-equipped, and 
in his case, at least, too old to 
try a thing like this. To cross 
forty miles of swamp took youth 
and strength, and all that any of 
the three of them had to qualify 
had been determination. Perhaps, 
he thought, a misplaced determi- 
nation, each of them driven by 
something which, more than like- 
ly, they did not understand. 

Why, he wondered, had Kitty 
and Eric wished to escape from 
Limbo? 

It was something they had 
never talked about. Although 
perhaps they would have if there 
had been a lot of talk. But there 
had never been. There had been 
no time or breath for talk. 

For, he realized now, there was 
no real escape. You could escape 
the swamp, but you could not flee 
from Limbo. For you became a 
part of Limbo. Once in Limbo 
and there was no place left for 
you in the outside world. 

Had it been a gesture only, he 
wondered — a gesture of difiance. 
Like that foolish, noble gesture 
of Eric’s in leaving them when 
he had fallen ill. 

And the question of their deci- 
sion back there came to haunt 
him once again. 

All he had to do, even in the 
glare of noonday sun, was to shut 
his eyes and see it all again — a 
starving, helpless, dying man 


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who had crawled off the path and 
hidden in a clump of tangled un- 
derbrush so he could not be found 
even if one, or both, of his com- 
panions should come seeking him. 
There were flies crawling on his 
face and he dare not (or could 
not?) raist. a hand to brush them 
off. There was a gaunt, black 
bird sitting on a dead tree, stub, 
waiting patiently, and there was 
an alligator that lay in the water 
watching and there were many 
crawling, creeping, hopping crea- 
tures swarming in the grass and 
in the stunted brush. 

The vision never changed; it 
was a fixed and terrible vision 
painted in a single stroke by im- 
agination, which then had walked 
away and let it stand in all its 
garish detail. 

Now it was Kitty, lying there 
and moaning through clenched 
teeth — an old and useless woman 
as he was an old and useless 
man. Kitty, with her lined face 
and her straggly hair and the 
terrible gauntness of her, but 
still possessed of that haunting 
sense of eternal youth somehow 
trapped tight inside her body. 

H e should go, he thought, and 
get some water. Bathe her 
face and arms with it, force some 
down her throat. But the water 
was scarcely fit to drink. It was 
old and stagnant and it stank of 
rotted vegetation and it had the 
taste of ancient dead things one 


tried hard not to visualize. 

He went over to the small pack 
that belonged to Kitty and from 
it he took the battered and fire- 
blackened sauce pan that was the 
one utensil they had brought 
along. 

Picking his way carefully down 
the tiny island on which they’d 
spent the night, he approached 
the water’s edge and scouted 
watchfully along it, seeking for a 
place where the water might ap- 
pear a bit less poisonous. Al- 
though that, he knew, was fool- 
ishness ; the water was the same 
no matter where one looked. 

It was bitter water in a bitter 
swamp that had fought them for 
seven days, that had sought to 
trap them and had tried to hold 
them back, that had bit and 
stung them and tried to drive 
them crazy, that had waited, 
knowing there would come a slip 
or some misstep or fall that 
would put them at its mercy. 

He shivered, thinking of it. 
This was the first time, he real- 
ized, that he had thought of it. 
He had never thought of it be- 
fore ; he had merely fought it. All 
his energy had been directed to- 
ward getting over that yard of 
ground ahead, and after that, an- 
other yard of ground. 

Time had lost its meaning, 
measured only in a man’s endur- 
ance. Distance had come to have 
no significance, for it stretched 
on every side. There would al- 


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35 



ways be that distance; there 
would be no end to it. 

It had been a murderous sev- 
en days and the first two of them 
he had known he could not make 
it, that there was not another day 
left in him. But each day there 
had been another day left in him 
and he’d made each day to its bit- 
ter end. 

Of the three of them, he 
thought, he was the only one who 
still was on his feet. And another 
funny thing: He knew now that 
he had another day left in him, 
that he had many other days left 
in him. He could keep on for- 
ever, if it took forever. Now the 
swamp could never stop him. 
Somewhere in that terrible, tan- 
gled greenness he had found a 
hidden strength and had gotten 
second wind. 

Why should this be, he won- 
dered. What was that inner 
strength? From what source had 
it come? 

Was it, perhaps, because his 
purpose had been strong ? 

And once again he stood at the 
window, wondering if there’d be 
a butterfly this time or if the 
butterfly were only a certain part 
of childhood. But never question- 
ing for a moment that the magic 
still was there, that it had been 
so strong and shining that thirty 
years could not have tarnished it. 

So he had gone outside and had 
sat beneath the tree as he had sat 
that day when he was a child, 

3(S 


with his hands held out, palms 
up, and the strange card laid 
across one palm. He could feel 
the edge of magic and could 
smell the new freshness of the 
air, but it was not right, for 
there were no yellow leaves fall- 
ing down the sky, 

TTE had waited for the frost 
and when it came had gone 
out again and sat beneath the 
tree with the leaves falling 
through the air like slow-paced 
drops of rain. He had closed his 
eyes and had smelled the autumn 
air tainted with the faintest 
touch of smoke, and had felt the 
sunlight falling warm about him 
and it was exactly as it had been 
that day so long ago. The autumn 
day of boyhood had not been lost ; 
it was with him still. 

He had sat there with his 
hands held out and with the card 
across one palm and nothing 
happened. Then, as it had failed 
to do that day of long ago, a leaf 
came fluttering down and fell 
atop the card. It lay there for an 
instant, a perfect goldenness. 

Then suddenly it was gone and 
in its place atop the card was the 
object that had been printed on 
the card — a ball of some sort, 
three inches in diameter, and 
with prickly spikes sticking out 
over it, like an outsize gooseber- 
ry. Then it buzzed at him and he 
could feel the buzzing spreading 
through his body. 


FANTASTIC 



It seemed in that instant that 
there Was something with him, 
or that he was part of something 
— some thinking, living, (per- 
haps even loving) thing that 
quivered somewhere very close 
to him and yet very far away. 
As if this thing, whatever it 
might be, had reached out a fin- 
ger and had touched him, for no 
other purpose than to let him 
know that it was there. 

He crouched down to dip the 
water with the battered, black- 
ened pan from a pool that ap- 
peared to be just a little cleaner 
and a little clearer than it had 
seemed elsewhere. 

And there had been something 
there, he thought. Something 
that through the years he had be- 
come acquainted with, but never 
truly known. A gentle thing, for 
it had dealt with him gently. 
And a thing that had a purpose 
and had driven him toward that 
purpose, but kindly, as a kindly 
teacher drives a student toward 
a purpose that in the end turns 
out to be the student’s own. 

The little buzzing gooseberry 
was the gateway to it, so long as 
the gooseberry had been needed. 
Although, he thought, such a 
word as gateway was entirely 
wrong, for there had been no 
gateway in the sense that he had 
ever seen this thing, or come 
close to it or had a chance to find 
out what it was. Only that it 
was, that it lived and that it had 


a mind and could communicate. 

Not talk — communicate. And 
toward the end, he recalled, the 
communication had been excel- 
lent, although the understanding 
that should have gone with com- 
munication had never quite come 
clear. 

Given time, he thought. But 
there had been an interruption 
and that was why he must get 
back, as quickly as he could. For 
it would not know why he had 
left it. It would not understand. 
It might think that he had died, 
if it had a concept that would 
encompass a condition such as 
death. Or that he had deserted it. 
Or that somehow it had failed. 

He dipped the sauce pan full of 
water and straightened, standing 
in the great hush of the morning. 

He remembered now. But why 
had he not remembered sooner? 
Why had it escaped him? How 
had he forgotten? 

From far away he heard it and 
hearing it, felt the hope leap in 
him. He waited tensely to hear it 
once again, needing to hear it 
that second time to know that it 
was true. 

It came again, faint, but car- 
rying unmistakably in the morn- 
ing air — the crowing of a rooster. 

He swung around and ran back 
to the camping site. 

Eunning, he stumbled, and the 
pan flew from his hand. He 
scrabbled to his feet and left the 
pan where it had fallen. 


PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


37 



He rushed to Kitty and fell on 
his knees beside her. 

“Just a few more miles!” he 
shouted. “I heard a rooster crow- 
ing. The edge of the swamp can’t 
be far away.” 

He reached down and slid his 
hands beneath her, lifted her, 
cradling her, holding her tightly 
against him. 

She moaned and tossed. 

“Easy, girl,” he said. “We’re 
almost out of it.” 

He struggled from his knees 
and stood erect. He shifted her 
body so that it rode the easier in 
his arms. 

“I’ll carry you,” he said. “I can 
carry you all the way.” 

* * * 

I T was farther that he'd 
thought. And the swamp was 
worse that it had ever been— as 
if, sensing that this stumbling, 
stubborn creature might slip out 
of its grasp, it had redoubled its 
trickery and its viciousness in a 
last attempt to seize and swallow 
him. 

He had left the little food 
they’d had behind. He’d left ev- 
erything behind. He had taken 
only Kitty. 

When she achieved a sort of 
half consciousness and cried for 
water, he stopped beside a pool, 
carried water to her in his 
cupped hands, bathed her face 
and helped her drink, then went 
on again. 

Late in the afternoon the fever 


broke and she regained full con- 
sciousness. 

“Where am I?” she asked, 
staring at the green-blackness of 
the swamp. 

“Who are you?” she asked, and 
he tried to tell her. She did not 
remember him, or the swamp, or 
Limbo. He spoke to her of Eric 
and she did not remember Eric. 

And that, he recalled, had 
been the way it had been with 
him. He had not remembered. 
Only over hours and days had it 
come back to him in snatches. 

Was that the way it would be 
with her? Had that been the way 
it had been with Eric? Had there 
been no self-sacrifice, no heroism 
in what Eric did? Had it been a 
mere, blind running from the pit 
of horror in which he awoke to 
find himself? 

And if all of this were true, 
whatever had been wrong with 
him, whatever caused the fever 
and forgetfulness, was then the 
same as. had happened to Kitty 
and to Eric. 

Was it, he wondered, some in- 
fection that he carried? 

For if that were true, then it 
was possible he had infected ev- 
eryone in Limbo. 

He went on into the afternoon 
and his strength amazed him, 
for he should not be this strong. 

It was nerve, he knew, that 
kept him going, the sheer excite- 
ment of being almost free of this 
vindictive swamp. 


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But the nerve would break, he 
knew. He could not keep it up. 
The nerve would break and the 
excitement would grow dull and 
dim and the strength would drain 
from him. He’d then be an aged 
man carrying an aged woman 
through a swamp he had no right 
to think he could face alone, let 
alone assume the burden of an- 
other human. 

But the strength held out. He 
could feel it flowing in him. Dusk 
fell and the first faint stars came 
out, but the going now was eas- 
ier. It had been easier, he real- 
ized, for the last hour or so. 

“Put me down,” said Kitty. "I 
can walk. There’s no need to car- 
ry me.” 

“Just a little while,” said Al- 
den. “We are almost there.” 

Now the ground was firmer and 
he could tell by the rasp of it 
against his trouser legs that he 
was walking in a different kind 
of grass — no longer the harsh, 
coarse, knife-like grass that 
grew in the swamp, but a softer, 
gentle grass. 

A hill loomed in the darkness 
aQd he climbed it and now the' 
ground was solid. 

He reached the top of the hill 
and stopped. He let Kitty down 
and stood her on her feet. 

The air was clean and sharp 
and pure. The leaves of a nearby 
tree rustled in a breeze and in the 
east the sky was tinged with the 
pearly light of a moon. 


Back of them the swamp, 
which they had beaten, and in 
front of them the clean, solid 
countryside that eventually 
would defeat them. Although 
eventually, Alden told himself, 
sounded much too long. In a few 
days, perhaps in a few hours, 
they would be detected and run 
down. 

With an arm around Kitty’s 
waist to hold her steady as she 
walked, he went down the hill to 
eventual defeat. 

* » * 

T he rattletrap pickup truck 
stood in the moonlit farm- 
yard. There were no lights in the 
house that stood gaunt upon the 
hilltop. The road from the farm- 
yard ran down a long, steep hill 
to join the main road a half mile 
or so away. 

There would be no ignition 
key, of course, but one could 
cross the wires, then shove the 
truck until it started coasting 
down the hill. Once it was going, 
throw it into gear and the motor 
would crank over and start up. 

“Someone will catch us, Al- 
den,” Kitty told him. “There is 
no more certain way for someone 
to find out about us. Stealing a 
truck . . .” 

“It’s only twenty miles,” said 
Alden. “That’s what the signpost 
said. And we can be there before 
there is too much fuss.” 

“But it would be safer walk- 
ing and hiding.” 


PHYSICIAN TO THE UNIVERSE 


39 



“There is no time,” he said. 

For he remembered now. It 
had all come back to him — ^the 
machine that he had built in the 
dining room. A machine that was 
like a second body, that was like 
a suit to wear. It was a two-way 
schoolhouse, or maybe a two-way 
laboratory, for when he was in- 
side of it he learned of that other 
life and it learned of him. 

It had taken years to build it, 
years to understand how to as- 
semble the components had 
those others, or that other, had 
provided. All the components had 
been small and there had been 
thousands of them. He had held 
out his hand and thought hard of 
yellow leaves falling in the blue 
haze of autumn air and there had 
been another piece of that 
strange machine put into his 
hand. 

And now it stood, untenant, 
in that faded, dusky room and 
they would be wondering what 
had happened to him. 

“Come on,” he said to Kitty, 
sharply. “There is no use in wait- 
ing. 

“There might be a dog. There 
might be a . . .” 

“We will have to chance it.” 

He ducked out of the clump of 
trees and ran swiftly across the 
moonlit barnyard to the truck. 
He reached it and wrenched at 
the hood and the hood would not 
come up. 

Kitty screamed, just once, 


more a warning scream than 
fright, and he spun around. The 
shape stood not more than a/ doz- 
en feet away, with the moonlight 
glinting off its metal and the 
Medic Disciplinary symbol en- 
graved upon its chest. 

Alden backed against the truck 
and stood there, staring at the 
robot knowing that the truck 
had been no more than bait. And 
thinking how well the medics 
must know the human race to set 
that sort of trap — knowing not 
only the working of the human 
body, but the human mind as 
well. 

Kitty said : “If you’d not been 
slowed up. If you’d not carried 

me . . .” 

“It would have made no differ- 
ence,” Alden told her. “They 
probably had us spotted almost 
from the first and were tracking 
us.” 

“Young man,” the robot said, 
“you are entirely right. I have 
been waiting for you. I must ad- 
mit,” the robot said, “that I have 
some admiration for you. You 
are the only ones who ever 
crossed the swamp. There were 
some who tried, but they never 
made it.” 

S O this was how it ended, Al- 
den told himself, with some 
bitterness, but not as much, per- 
haps, as he should have felt. For 
there had been, he thought, noth- 
ing but a feeble hope from the 


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FANTASTIC 



first beginning. He had been 
walking toward defeat, he knew, 
with every step he’d taken — and 
into a hopelessness that even he 
admitted. 

If only he had been able to 
reach the house in Willow Bend, 
that much he had hoped for, that 
much would have satisfied him. 
To reach it and let those others 
know he had not deserted. 

“So what happens now?’’ he 
asked the robot. “Is it back to 
Limbo?’’ 

The robot never had a chance 
to answer. There was a sudden 
rush of running feet, pounding 
across the farmyard. 

The robot swung around and 
there was something streaking 
in the moonlight that the robot 
tried to duck, but couldn’t. 

Alden sprang in a low and 
powerful dive, aiming for the ro- 
bot’s knees. His shoulder struck 
on metal and the flying rock 
clanged against the breastplate 
of the metal man. Alden felt the 
robot, already throvm off balance 
by the rock, topple at the impact 
of his shoulder. 

The robot crashed heavily to 
the earth and Alden, sprawling 
on the ground, fought upright to 
his feet. 

“Kitty!” he shouted. 

But Kitty, he saw, was busy. 

She was kneeling beside the 
fallen robot, who was struggling 
to get up and in her hand she 
held the thrown rock, with her 


hand raised above the robot’s 
skull. The rock came down and 
the skull rang like a bell — and 
rang again and yet again. 

The robot ceased its struggling 
and lay still, but Kitty kept on 
pounding at the skull. 

"Kitty, that’s enough,” said 
another voice. 

Alden turned to face the voice. 

“Eric !” he cried. “But we left 
you back there.” 

“I know,” said Eric. “You 
thought I had run back to Limbo. 
I found where you had tracked 
me. 

“But you are here. You threw 
the rock.” 

Eric shrugged. “I got to be my- 
self again. At first I didn’t know 
where I was or who I was or any- 
thing at all. And then I remem- 
bered all of it. I had to make a 
choice then. There really wasn’t 
any choice. There was nothing 
back in Limbo. I tried to catch 
up with you, but you moved too 
fast.” 

“I killed him,” Kitty an- 
nounced, defiantly. “I don’t care. 
I meant to kill him.” 

“Not killed,” said Eric. 
“There’ll be others coming soon. 
He can be repaired.” 

“Give me a hand with the hood 
on this truck,” said Alden. “We 
have to get out of here.” 

» * 

E ric parked the rattletrap 
back of the house and Alden 
got out. 


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41 



“Come alonsr now,” he said. 

The back door was unlocked, 
just as he had left it. He went 
into the kitchen and switched on 
the ceiling light. 

Through the door that opened 
into the dining room, he could 
see the shadowy framework of 
the structure he had built. 

“We can’t stay here too long,” 
said Eric. “They know we have 
the truck. More than likely they’ll 
guess where we were headed.” 

Alden did not answer. For 
there was no answer. There was 
no place they could go. 

Wherever they might go, they 
would be hunted do-wn, for no one 
could be allowed to flaunt the 
medic statutes and defy the med- 
ic justice. There was no one in 
the world who would dare to help 
them. 

He had run from Limbo to 
reach this place — although he 
had not knovra at the time what 
he was running to. It was not 
Limbo he had run from; rather, 
he had run to reach the machine 
that stood in the dining room 
just beyond this kitchen. 

He went into the room and 
snapped on the light and the 
strange mechanism stood glitter- 
ing in the center of the room. 

It was a man-size cage and 
there was just room for him to 
stand inside of it. And he must 
let them know that he was back 
again. 

He stepped into the space that 


had been meant to hold him and 
the outer framework and its 
mysterious attachments seemed 
to fold themselves about him. 

He stood in the proper place 
and shut his eyes and thought of 
falling yellow leaves. He made 
himself into the boy again who 
had sat beneath the tree and it 
was not his mind, but the little 
boy mind that sensed the golden- 
ness and blue, that smelled the 
wine of autumn air and the 
warmth of autumn sun. 

He wrapped himself in autumn 
and the long ago and he waited 
for the answer, but there was no 
answer. 

He waited and the goldenness 
slid from him and the air was no 
longer wine-like and there was no 
warm sunlight, but a biting wind 
that blew off some black sea of 
utter nothingness. 

He knew — he knew and yet 
he’d not admit it. He stood stub- 
bornly and wan, with his feet still 
in the proper place and waited. 

But even stubborness worn 
thin and he knew that they were 
gone and that there was no use 
of waiting, for they would not 
be back. Slowly he turned and 
walked out of the cage. 

He had been away too long. 

As he stepped out of the cage, 
he saw the vial upon the floor and 
stooped to pick it up. He had 
supped from it, he remembered, 
that day (how long ago?) when 
he had stepped back into the 


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room after long hours in the 
cage. 

They had materialized it for 
him and they’d told him he 
should drink it and he could re- 
member the bitter taste it had 
left upon his tongue. 

Kitty and Eric were standing 
in the doorway, staring at him, 
and he looked up from the vial 
and stared in their direction. 

“Alden,” Kitty asked, “what 
has .happened to you?” 

He shook his head at her. “It’s 
all right,’’ he told her. “Noth- 
ing’s happened. They just aren’t 
there, is all.’’ 

“Something happened,” she 
said, "You look younger by twen- 
ty years or more.” 

H e let the vial fall from his 
hand. He lifted his hands in 
front of him and in the light from 
overhead, he saw that the wrin- 
kles in the skin had disappeared. 
They were stronger, firmer 
hands. They were younger hands. 

“It’s your face,” Kitty said. 
“It’s all filled out. The crow’s 
feet all are gone.” 

He rubbed his palm along his 
jaw and it seemed to him that 
the bone was less pronounced, 
that the flesh had grown out to 
pad it. 

“The fever,” he said. “That 
was it — the fever.” 

For he remembered dimly. 
Not remembered, maybe, for 
perhaps he had never known. 


But he was knowing now. That 
was the way it had always 
worked. Not as if he’d learned a 
thing, but as if he’d remembered 
it. They put a thing into his 
mind and left it planted there 
and it unfolded then and crept 
upon him slowly. 

And now he knew. 

The cage was not a teacher. It 
was a device they had used to 
study man, to learn about his 
body and his metabolism and all 
the rest of it. 

And then when they had known 
all there need be known, they had 
written the prescription and giv- 
en it to him. 

Young man, the robot in the 
barnyard had said to him. But 
he had not noticed. Young man, 
but he had too many other things 
to think about to notice those 
two words. 

But the robot had been wrong. 

For it was not only young. 

Not young alone — not young 
for the sake of being young, but 
young because there was cours- 
ing in his body a strange alien 
virus, or whatever it might be, 
that had set his body right, that 
had tuned it up again, that had 
given it the power to replace old 
and aging tissue with new. 

Doctors to the universe, he 
thought, that is what they were. 
Mechanics sent out to tinker up 
and renovate and put in shape 
the protoplasmic machinery that 
was running old and rusty. 


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“The fever?” Eric asked him. 

"Yes,” saidi^Alden. “And thank 
God, it’s contagious. You both 
caught it from me.” 

He looked closely at them and 
there was no sign of it as yet, 
although Eric, it seemed, had be- 
gun to change. And Kitty, he 
thought, when it starts to work 
on her, how beautiful she’ll be! 
Beautiful because she had never 
lost a certain part of beauty that 
still showed through the age. 

And all the people here in Wil- 
low Bend — they, too, had been 
exposed, as had the people who 
were condemned to Limbo. And 
perhaps the judge as well, the 
high and mighty face that had 
loomed so high above him. In a 
little while the fever and the 
healthy youthfulness would seep 
across the world. 

“We can’t stay here,” said 
Eric. “The medics will be com- 
ing.” 


Alden shook his head. “We 
don’t need to run,” he said. 
“They can’t hurt us now.” 

For the medic rule was ended. 
There was now no need of med- 
ics, no need of little leagues, no 
need of health programs. 

It would take a while, of 
course, for the people to realize 
what had happened to them, but 
the day would come when they 
would know for sure and then the 
medics could be broken down for 
scrap or used for other work. 

He felt stronger than he’d ever 
felt. Strong enough, if need be, to 
walk back across the swamp to 
Limbo. 

“We’d not got out of Limbo,” 
Kitty told him, “if it hadn’t 
been for you. You were just crazy 
enough to supply the guts we 
needed.” 

“Please remember that,” said 
Alden, “in a few more days, 
when you are young again.” 


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A QUESTION OF 



By J. G. BALLARD 

Illustrator ADKINS 


Somewhere in the festering blackness of the Amazon 
jungle the Moonship had crashed. And the only ones who 
might know the truth of the pilot’s fate were a 
white witch doctor and his tribe of Indian worshippers. 



46 




A ll day they had moved stead- 
ily upstream, occasionally 
pausing to raise the propel- 
ler and cut away the knots of 
weed, and by 3 o’clock had cov- 
ered some sevenyt-five miles. 
Fifty yards away, on either side 
of the patrol launch, the high 
walls of the jungle river rose 
over the water, the unbroken 
massif of the mato grosso which 
swept across the Amazonas from 
Campos Buros to the delta of the 
Orinoco. Despite their progress 


— they had set off from the tele- 
graph sation at Tres Buritis at 7 
o’clock that morning — the river 
showed no inclination to narrow 
or alter its volume. Sombre and 
unchanging, the forest followed 
its course, the aerial canopy 
shutting off the sunlight and 
cloaking the water along the 
banks with a black velvet sheen. 
Now and then the channel would 
widen into a flat expanse of what 
appeared to be stationary water, 
the slow oily swells which dis- 



47 



turbed its surface transforminsf 
it into a huge sluggish mirror of 
the distant, enigmatic sky, the 
islands of rotten balsa logs re- 
fracted by the layers of haze like 
the drifting archipelagoes of a 
dream. Then the channel would 
narrow again and the cooling 
jungle darkness enveloped the 
launch. 

Although for the first few 
hours Connolly had joined Cap- 
tain Pereira at the rail, he had 
become bored with the endless 
green banks of the forest sliding 
past them, and since noon had 
remained in the cabin, pretend- 
ing to study the trajectory maps. 
The time might pass more slow- 
ly there, but at least it was cooler 
and less depressing. The fan 
hummed and pivoted, and the 
clicking of the cutwater and the 
whispering plant of the current 
past the gliding hull soothed the 
slight headache induced by the 
tepid beer he and Pereira had 
shared after lunch. 


T his first encounter with the 
jungle had disappointed Con- 
nolly. His previous experience 
had been confined to the Dredg- 
ing Project at Lake Maracaibo, 
where the only forests consisted 
of the abandoned oil rigs built 
out into the water. Their rust- 
ing hulks, and the huge drag- 
lines and pontoons of the dredg- 
ing teams, were fauna of a man- 


made species. In the Amazonian 
jungle he had expected to see the 
full variety of nature in its rich- 
est and most colorful outpouring, 
but instead it was nothing more 
than a moribund tree-level 
swamp, unweeded and overgrown, 
the whole thing more dead than 
alive, an example of bad hus- 
bandry on a continental scale. 
The margins of the river were 
rarely well defined ; except where 
enough rotting trunks had gath- 
ered to form a firm parapet, there 
were no formal banks, and the 
shallows ran off among the un- 
dergrowth for a hundred yards, 
irrigating huge areas of vegeta- 
tion that were already drowning 
in moisture. 

Connolly had tried to convey 
his disenchantment to Pereira, 
who now sat under the awning on 
the deck, placidly smoking a 
cheroot, partly to repay the Cap- 
tain for his polite contempt for 
Connolly and everything his mis- 
sion implied. Like all the officers 
of the Native Protection Missions 
whom Connolly had met, first in 
Venezuela and now in Brazil, 
Pereira maintained a proprietary 
outlook towards the jungle and 
its mystique, which would not be 
breached by any number of 
fresh-faced investigators in their 
crisp drill uniforms. Captain Per- 
eira had not been impressed by 
the UN flashes on Connolly’s 
shoulders .with their orbital 
monogram, nor by the high-level 


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request for assistance cabled to 
the Mission three weeks earlier 
from Brasilia. To Pereira, obvi- 
ously, the office suites in the 
white towers at the capital were 
as far away as New York, Lon- 
don or Babylon. 

S UPERFICIALLY, the Captain 
had been helpful enough, su- 
pervising the crew as they 
stowed Connolly’s monitoring 
equipment aboard, checking his 
Smith & Wesson and exchanging 
a pair of defective mosquito 
boots. As long as Connolly had 
wanted to, he had conversed 
away amiably, pointing out this 
and that feature of the land- 
scape, identifying an unusual 
bird or lizard on an overhead 
bough. 

But his indifference to the real 
object of the mission — he had 
given a barely perceptible nod 
when Connolly described it — 
soon became obvious. It was this 
neutrality which irked Connolly, 
implying that Pereira spent all 
his time ferrying UN investiga- 
tors up and down the rivers after 
their confounded, lost space cap- 
sule like so many tourists in 
search of some non-existent El 
Dorado. Above all there was the 
suggestion that Connolly and the 
hundreds of other investigators 
deployed around the continent 
were being too persistent. When 
all was said and done, Pereira im- 
plied, five years had elapsed since 


the returning lunar spacecraft, 
the Goliath 7, had plummeted 
into the South American land 
mass, and to prolong the search 
indefinitely was simply bad form, 
even, perhaps, necrophilic. There 
was not the faintest chance of the 
pilot still being alive, so he should 
be decently forgotten, given a 
statue outside a railway station 
or airport car park and left to 
the pigeons. 

Connolly would have been glad 
to explain the reasons for the in- 
definite duration of the search, 
the overwhelming moral reasons, 
apart from the political and tech- 
nical ones. He would have liked 
to point out that the lost astro- 
naut, Colonel Francis Spender, 
by accepting the immense risks of 
the flight to and from the Moon, 
was owed the absolute discharge 
of any assistance that could be 
given him. He would have liked 
to remind Pereira that the suc- 
cessful landing on the Moon, aft- 
er some half-dozen fatal attempts 
— at least three of the luckless 
pilots were still orbiting the 
Moon in their dead ships — was 
the culmination of an age-old am- 
bition with profound psychologi- 
cal implications for mankind, and 
that the failure to find the astro- 
naut after his return might in- 
duce unassagueable feelings of 
guilt and inadequacy. (If the sea 
was an unconscious symbol of 
the unconscious, was space per- 
haps an image of total unfet- 


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49 



tered time, and the inability to 
penetrate it a tragic exile to one 
of the limbos of eternity, a sym- 
bolic death in life?) 

But Captain Pereira was not 
interested. Calmly inhaling the 
scented aroma of his cheroot, he 
sat imperturbably at the rail, 
surveying the fetid swamps that 
moved past them. 

S HORTLY before noon, when 
they had covered some 40 
miles, Connolly pointed to the 
remains of a bamboo landing 
stage elevated on high poles above 
the bank. A threadbare rope 
bridge trailed off among the man- 
groves, and through an embra- 
sure in the forest they could see 
a small clearing where a clutter 
of abandoned adobe huts dis- 
solved like refuse heaps in the 
sunlight. 

“Is this one of their camps?" 
Pereira shook his head. “The 
Espirro tribe, closely related to 
the Nambikwaras. Three years 
ago one of them carried influenza 
back from the telegraph station, 
an epidemic broke out, turned 
into a form of pulmonary edema, 
within forty-eight hours three 
hundred Indians had died. The 
whole group disintegrated, only 
about fifteen of the men and their 
families are still alive. A great 
tragedy.” 

They moved forward to the 
bridge and stood beside the tall 
Negro helmsman as the two other 


members of the crew began to 
shackle sections of fine wire 
mesh into a cage over the deck. 
Pereira raised his binoculars and 
scanned the river ahead. 

“Since the Espirros vacated 
the area the Nambas have begun 
to forage down this far. We won't 
see any of them, but it’s as well 
to be on the safe side.” 

“Do you mean they’re hostile?” 
Connolly asked. 

“Not in a conscious sense. But 
the various groups which com- 
prise the Nambikwaras are per- 
manently feuding with each oth- 
er, and this far from the settle- 
ment we might easily be involved 
in an opportunist attack. Once we 
get to the settlement we’ll be all 
right — there’s a sort of precari- 
ous equilibrium there. But even 
so, have your wits about you. As 
you’ll see, they’re as nervous as 
birds.” 

“How does Ryker manage to 
keep out of their way? Hasn’t 
he been here for years?” 

“About twelve.” Pereira sat 
down on the gunwhale and eased 
his peaked cap off his forehead. 
“Ryker is something of a special 
case. Temperamentally he’s rath- 
er explosive — I meant to warn 
you to handle him carefully, he 
might easily whip up an incident 
— but he seems to have maneuv- 
ered himself into a position of 
authority with the tribe. In some 
ways he’s become an umpire, ar- 
bitrating in their various feuds. 


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FANTASTIC 



How he does it I haven’t discov- 
ered yet; it’s quite uncharacter- 
istic of the Indians to regard a 
white man in that way. However, 
he’s useful to us, we might even- 
tually set up a mission here. 
Though that’s next to impossible 
— ^we tried it once and the Indians 
just moved 500 miles away.” 

C ONNOLLY looked back at the 
derelict landing stage as it 
disappeared around a bend, bare- 
ly distinguishable from the jun- 
gle, which was as dilapidated as 
this sole mournful artifact. 

“What on earth made Ryker 
come out here?” He had heard 
something in Brasilia of this 
strange figure, sometime journal- 
ist and man of action, the self- 
proclaimed world citizen who at 
the age of forty-two, after a life 
spent venting his spleen on civil- 
ization and its gimcrack gods, 
had suddenly disappeared into 
the Amazonas and taken up resi- 
dence with one of the aborginial 
tribes. Most latter-day Gauguins 
were absconding con-men or neu- 
rotics, but Ryker seemed to be a 
genuine character in his own 
right, the last of a race of true 
individualists retreating before 
the barbed-wire fences and regi- 
mentation of 20th century life. 
But hre chosen paradise seemed 
pretty scruffy and degenerate, 
Connolly reflected, when one saw 
it at close quarters. However, as 
long as the man could organize 


the Indians into a few search 
parties he would serve his pur- 
pose. “I can’t understand why 
Ryker should pick the Amazon 
basin. The South Pacific, yes, but 
from all I’ve heard — and you’ve 
confirmed just now — the Indians 
appear to be a pretty diseased 
and miserable lot, hardly the no- 
ble savage.” 

Captain Pereira shrugged, 
looking away across the oily wa- 
ter, his plump sallow face mot- 
tled by the lace-like shadow of 
the wire netting. He belched dis- 
cretely to himself, and then ad- 
justed his holster belt. “I don’t 
know the South Pacific, but I 
should guess it’s also been over- 
sentimentalized. Ryker didn’t 
come here for a scenic tour. I 
suppose the Indians are diseased 
and, yes, reasonably miserable. 
Within fifty years they’ll proba- 
bly have died out. But for the 
time being they do represent a 
certain form of untamed, natural 
existence, which after all made 
us what we are. The hazards fac- 
ing them are immense, and they 
survive.” He gave Connolly a sly 
smile. “But you must argue it 
out with Ryker.” 

They lapsed into silence and 
sat by the rail, watching the riv- 
er unfurl itself. Exhausted and 
collapsing, the great trees crowd- 
ed the banks, the dying expiring 
among the living, jostling each 
other aside as if for a last de- 
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51 



boat and its passengers. For the 
next half an hour, until they 
opened their lunch packs, Con- 
nolly searched the tree-tops for 
the giant bifurcated parachute 
which should have carried the 
capsule to earth. Virtually im- 
permeable to the atmosphere, it 
would still be visible, spreadea- 
gled like an enormous bird over 
the canopy of leaves. Then, after 
drinking a can of Pereira’s beer, 
he excused himself and went 
down to the cabin. 

T he two steel cases containing 
the monitoring equipment had 
been stowed under the chart ta:;_ 
ble, and he pulled them out and 
checked that the moisture-proof 
seals were still intact. The chanc- 
es of making visual contact with 
the capsule were infinitessimal, 
but as long as it was intact it 
would continue to transmit both 
a sonar and radio beacon, admit- 
tedly over little more than twen- 
ty miles, but sufficient to identi- 
fy its whereabouts to anyone in 
the immediate neighborhood. 
However, the entire northern 
half of the South Americas had 
been covered by successive aerial 
sweeps, and it seemed unlikely 
that the beacons were still oper- 
ating. The disappearance of the 
capsule argued that it had sus- 
tained at least minor damage, 
and by now the batteries would 
have been corroded by the humid 
air. 


Recently certain of the UN 
Space Department agencies had 
begun to circulate the unofficial 
view that Colonel Spender had 
failed to select the correct atti- 
tude for re-entry and that the 
capsule had been vaporized on 
its final descent, but Connolly 
guessed that this was merely an 
attempt to pacify world opinion 
and prepare the way for the re- 
sumption of the space program. 
Not only the Lake Maracaibo 
Dredging Project, but his own 
presence on the patrol boat, in- 
dicated that the Department still 
believed Colonel Spender to be 
alive, or at least to have survived 
the landing. His final re-entry 
orbit should have brought him 
down into the landing zone 500 
miles to the east of Trinidad, 
but the last radio contact before 
the ionization layers around the 
capsule severed transmission in- 
dicated that he had under-shot 
his trajectory and come down 
somewhere on the South Ameri- 
can land-mass along a line link- 
ing Lake Maracaibo with Brasil- 
ia. 

Footsteps sounded down the 
companionway, and Captain Per- 
eira lowered himself into the 
cabin. He tossed his hat onto the 
chart table and sat with his back 
to the fan, letting the air blow 
across his fading hair, carrying 
across to Connolly a sweet un- 
savory odor of garlic and cheap 
pomade. 


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FANTASTIC 



“You’re a sensible man. Lieu- 
tenant. Anyone who stays up on 
deck is crazy. However,” — he in- 
dicated Connolly’s pallid face and 
hands, a memento of a long win- 
ter in New York — “in a way it’s 
a pity you couldn’t have put in 
some sunbathing. That metropol- 
itan pallor will be quite a curi- 
osity to the Indians.” He smiled 
agreeably, showing the yellowing 
teeth which made his olive com- 
plexion even darker. “You may 
well be the first white man in the 
literal sense that the Indians 
have seen.” 

“What about Ryker? Isn’t he 
white?” 

“Black as a berry now. Almost 
indistinguishable from the Indi- 
ans, apart from being 7 feet tall.” 
He pulled over a collection of 
cardboard boxes at the far end of 
the seat and began to rumage 
through them. Inside was a col- 
lection of miscellaneous oddments 
— balls of thread and raw cotton, 
lumps of wax and resin, urucu 
paste, tobacco and sead-beads. 
“These ought to assure them of 
your good intentions.” 

C ONNOLLY watched as he 
fastened the boxes together. 
“How many search parties w’ill 
they buy? Are you sure you 
brought enough? I have a fifty- 
dollar allocation for gifts.” 

“Good,”. Pereira said matter-of 
factly. “We'll get some more beer. 
Don’t •worry, you can’t buy these 


people. Lieutenant. You have to 
rely on their good-will; this rub- 
bish will put them in the right 
frame of mind to talk.” 

Connolly smiled dourly. “I’m 
more keen on getting them off 
their hunkers and out into the 
bush. How are you going to or- 
ganize the search parties?” 

“They’ve already taken place.” 

“What?” Connolly sat forward. 
“How did that happen ? But they 
should have waited” — he glanced 
at the hea'vy monitoring equip- 
ment — “they can’t have known 
what—” 

Pereira silenced him with a 
raised hand. “My dear Lieuten- 
ant. Relax, I was speaking figu- 
ratively. Can’t you understand, 
these people are nomadic, they 
spend all their lives continually 
on the move. They must have 
covered every square foot of this 
forest a hundred times in the 
past five years. There’s no need 
to send them out again. Your 
only hope is that they may have 
seen something and then per- 
suade them to talk.” 

Connolly considered this, as 
Pereira unwrapped another par- 
cel. “All right, but I may want 
to do a few patrols. I can’t just 
sit around for three days.” 

“Naturally. Don’t worry. Lieu- 
tenant. If your astronaut came 
down anywhere within 500 miles 
of here they’ll know about it.” He 
unwrapped the parcel and re- 
moved a small teak cabinet. The 


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53 



front panel was slotted, and lifted 
to reveal the face of a large or- 
molu table clock, its gothic hands 
and numerals below a gilded bell- 
dome. Captain Pereira compared 
its time with his wrist-watch. 
“Good. Running perfectly, it 
hasn’t lost a second in forty- 
eight hours. This should put us 
in Ryker’s good books.” 

Connolly shook his head. “Why 
on earth does he want a clock? 
I thought the man had turned 
his back on such things.” 

Pereira packed the tooled metal 
face away. “Ah, well, whenever 
we escape from anything we al- 
ways carry a memento of it with 
us. Ryker collects clocks; this is 
the third I’ve bought for him. 
God knows what he does with 
them.” 

T he launch had changed 
course, and was moving in a 
wide circle across the river, the 
current whispering in a tender 
rippling murmur across the hull. 
They made their way up onto the 
deck, where the helmsman was 
unshackling several sections of 
the wire mesh in order to give 
himself an uninterrupted view of 
the bows. The two sailors climbed 
through the aperture and took 
up their positions fore and aft, 
boat-hooks at the ready. 

They had entered a large bow- 
shaped extension of the river, 
where the current had overflowed 
the bank and produced a series of 

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low-lying mud-flats. Some two or 
three hundred yards wide, the 
water seemed to be almost mo- 
tionless, seeping away through 
the trees which defined its mar- 
gins so that the exit and inlet 
of the river were barely percepti- 
ble. At the inner bend of the 
bow, on the only firm ground, a 
small cantonment of huts had 
been built on a series of wooden 
palisades jutting out over the 
water. A narrow promontory of 
forest reached to either side of 
the cantonment, but a small area 
behind it had been cleared to 
form an open campong. On its 
far side were a number of wattle 
storage huts, a few dilapidated 
shacks and hovels of dried palm. 

The entire area seemed desert- 
ed, but as they approached, the 
cutwater throwing up a fine 
plume of white spray across the 
glassy swells, a few Indians ap- 
peared in the shadows below the 
creepers trailing over the jetty, 
watching them stonily. Connolly 
had expceted to see a group of 
tall broad-shouldered warriors 
with white markings notched 
across their arms and cheeks, 
but these Indians were puny and 
degenerate, their pinched faces 
lowered beneath their squat bony 
skulls. They seemed undernour- 
ished and depressed, eyeing the 
visitors with a soi’t of sullen 
watchfulness like pariah dogs 
from the gutter. 

Pereira was shielding his eyes 

FANTASTIC 



from the sun, across whose in- 
clining path they were now mov- 
ing, searching the ramshackle 
bungalow built of woven rattan 
at the far end of the jetty. 

“No signs of Ryker yet. He’s 
probably asleep or drunk.” He 
noticed Connolly’s distasteful 
frown. “Not much of a place, I’m 
afraid.” 

A S they moved towards the jet- 
ty, the wash from the launch 
slapping at the greasy bamboo 
poles and throwing a gust of foul 
air into their faces, Connolly 
looked back across the open disc 
of water, into which the curving 
wake of the launch was dissolving 
in a final summary of their long 
voyage up-river to the derelict 
settlement, fading into the slack 
brown water like a last tenuous 
thread linking him with the or- 
der and sanity of civilization. A 
strange atmosphere of emptiness 
hung over this inland lagoon, a 
flat pall of dead air that in a 
curious way was as menacing as 
any overt signs of hostility, as if 
the crudity and violence of all 
the Amazonian jungles met here 
in a momentary balance which 
some untoward movement of his 
own might upset, unleashing ap- 
palling forces. Away in the dis- 
tance, down-shore, the great trees 
leaned like corpses into the glazed 
air, and the haze over the water 
embalmed the jungle and the late 
afternoon in a timeless stillness. 

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They bumped against the jet- 
ty, rocking lightly into the pali- 
sade of poles and dislodging a 
couple of water-logged outrig- 
gers lashed together. The helms- 
man reversed the engine, waiting 
for the sailors to secure the lines. 
None of the Indians had come 
forward to assist them. Connolly 
caught a glimpse of one old sim- 
ian face regarding him with a 
rheumy eye, riddled teeth ner- 
vously fingering a pouch-like 
lower lip. 

He turned to Pereira, glad 
that the Captain would be inter- 
ceding between himself and the 
Indians. “Captain, I should have 
asked before, but — are these In- 
dians cannibalistic?” 

Pereira shook his head, steady- 
ing himself against a staunchion. 
“Not at all. Don’t worry about 
that, they’d have been extinct 
years ago if they were.” 

“Not even — white men?” For 
some reason Connolly found him- 
self placing a peculiarly indeli- 
cate emphasis uiwn the word 
’white’. 

Pereira laughed, straightening 
his uniform jacket. “For God’s 
sake. Lieutenant, no. Are you 
worrying that your astronaut 
might have been eaten by them?” 

“I suppose it’s a possibility.” 

“I assure you, there have 
been no recorded cases. As a mat- 
ter of inetrest, it’s a rare prac- 
tice on this continent. Much more 
typical of Africa — and Europe,” 

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he added with sly humor. Pausing 
to smile at Connolly, he said qui- 
etly. “Don’t despise the Indians, 
Lieutenant. However diseased 
and dirty they may be, at least 
they are in equilibrium with their 
environment. And with them- 
selves. You’ll find no Christopher 
Columbuses or Colonel Spenders 
here, but no Belsens either. Per- 
haps one is as much a symptom 
of unease as the other?’’ 

^HEY had begun to drift down 
the jetty, over-running one of 
the outriggers, whose bow 
creaked and disappeared under 
the stern of the launch, and Per- 
eira shouted at the helmsman: 
“Ahead, Sancho ! More ahead ! 
Damn Ryker, where is the man?’’ 

Churning out a niagara of 
boiling brown water, the launch 
moved forward, driving its shoul- 
der into the bamboo supports, 
and the entire jetty sprung light- 
ly under the impact. As the motor 
was cut and the lines finally se- 
cured, Connolly looked up at the 
jetty above his head. 

Scowling down at him, an ex- 
pression of bilious irritability on 
his heavy-jawed face, was a tall 
bare-chested man wearing a pair 
of frayed cotton shorts and a 
sleeve-less waistcoat of pleated 
raffia, his dark eyes almost hid- 
den by a wide-brimmed straw 
hat. The heavy muscles of his ex- 
posed chest and arms were the 
color of tropical teak, and the 


white scars on his lips and the 
fading traces of the heat ulcers 
which studded his shin bones 
provided the only lighter color- 
ing. Standing there, arms akim- 
bo with a sort of jaunty arro- 
gance, he seemed to represent to 
Connolly that quality of untamed 
energy which he had so far found 
so conspicuously missing from 
the forest. 

Completing his scrutiny of 
Connolly, the big man bellowed; 
“Pereira, for God’s sake, what do 
you think you’re doing? That’s 
my bloody outrigger you’ve just 
run down ! Tell that steersman of 
your’s to get the cataracts out of 
his eyes or I’ll put a bullet 
through his backside!’’ 

Grinning good humoredly, 
Pereira pulled himself up on to 
the jetty. “My dear Ryker, con- 
tain yourself. Remember your 
blood-pressure.” He peered down 
at the water-logged hulk of the 
derelict canoe which was now 
ejecting itself slowly from the 
river. “Anyway, what good is a 
canoe to you, you’re not going 
anywhere.” 

G rudgingly, Ryker shook 

Pereira’s hand. “That’s what 
you like to think. Captain. You 
and your confounded Mission, 
you want me to do all the work. 
Next time you may find I’ve gone 
a thousand miles up-river. And 
taken the Nambas with me.” 
“What an epic prospect, Ryker. 


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You’ll need a Homer to celebrate 
it.” Pereira turned and gestured 
Connolly on to the jetty. The In- 
dians were still hanging about 
listlessly, like guilty intruders. 

Ryker eyed Connolly’s uniform 
suspiciously. "Who’s this? An- 
other so-called anthropologist, 
sniffing about for smut? I 
warned you last time, I will 


not have any more of those.” 

"Xo, Ryker. Can’t you recog- 
nize the uniform? Let me intro- 
duce Lieutenant Connolly, of that 
brotherhood of latter-day saints, 
by whose courtesy and generosi- 
ty we live in peace together — the 
United Nations.” 

“What? Don’t tell me they’ve 
got a mandate here now? God 




















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57 


above, I suppose he’ll bore my 
head off about cereal/protein ra- 
tios!” His ironic groan revealed 
a concealed reserve of acid hu- 
mor. 

“Relax. The Lieutenant is 
very charming and polite. He 
works for the Space Department, 
Reclamation Division. You know, 
searching for lost aircraft and 
the like. There’s a chance you 
may be able to help him.” Pereira 
winked at Connolly and steered 
him forward. “Lieutenant, the 
Rajah Ryker.” 

“I doubt it,” Ryker said dourly. 
They shook hands, the corded 
muscles of Ryker’s fingers like a 
trap. Despite his thick-necked 
stoop, Ryker was a good six to 
ten inches taller than Connolly. 
For a moment he held on to Con- 
nolly’s hand, a slight trace of 
wariness revealed below his mask 
of bad temper. “When did this 
plane come down?” he asked. 
Connolly guessed that he was al- 
ready thinking of a profitable sal- 
vage operation. 

“Some time ago,” Pereira said 
mildly. He picked up the parcel 
containing the cabinet clock and 
began to stroll after Ryker to- 
wards the bungalow at the . end 
of the jetty. A low-eaved dwell- 
ing of woven rattan, its single 
room was surrounded on all sides 
by a veranda, the overhanging 
roof shading it from the sunlight. 
Creepers trailed across from the 
surrounding foliage, involving it 


in the background of palms and 
fronds, so that the house seemed 
a momentary formalization of the 
jungle. 

“But the Indians might have 
heard something about it,” Per- 
eira went on. “Five years ago, as 
a matter of fact.” 

R yker snorted. “My God, 
you’ve got a hope.” They 
went up the stei>s on to the veran- 
da, where a slim-shouldered In- 
dian youth, his eyes like moist 
marbles, was watching from the 
shadows. With a snap of irrita- 
tion, Ryker cupped his hand 
around the youth’s pate and pro- 
pelled him with a backward 
swing down the steps. Sprawling 
on his knees, the youth picked 
himself up, eyes still fixed on 
Connolly, then emitted what 
sounded like a high-pitched nasal 
hoot, compounded partly of fear 
and partly of excitement. Con- 
nolly looked back from the door- 
way, and noticed that several 
other Indians had stepped onto 
the pier and were watching him 
with the same expression of rapt 
curiosity. 

Pereira patted Connolly's 
shoulder. “I told you they’d be 
impressed. Did you see that, Ry- 
ker?” 

Ryker nodded curtly, as they 
entered his Hying room pulled off 
his straw hat and tossed it on to 
a couch under the window. The 
room was dingy and cheerless. 


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FANTASTIC 



Crude bamboo shelves were 
strung around the walls, orna- 
mented with a few primitive carv- 
ings of ivory and bamboo. A cou- 
ple of rocking chairs and a card- 
table were in the center of the 
room, dwarfed by an immense 
Victorian mahogany dresser 
standing against the rear wall. 
With its castellated mirrors and 
ornamental pediments it looked 
like an altar-piece stolen from a 
cathedral. At first glance it ap- 
peared to be leaning to one side, 
but then Connolly saw that its 
rear legs had been carefully 
raised from the tilting floor with 
a number of small wedges. In 
the center of the dresser, its mul- 
tiple reflections receding to in- 
finity in a pair of small wing 
mirrors, was a cheap three-dol- 
lar alarm clock, ticking away 
loudly. An over-and-under Win- 
chester shotgun leaned against 
the wall beside it. 

Gesturing Pereira and Con- 
nolly into the chairs, Ryker 
raised . the blind over the rear 
window. Outside was the com- 
pound, the circle of huts around 
its perimeter. A few Indians 
squatted in the shadows, spears 
upright between their knees. 

Connolly watched Ryker mov- 
ing about in front of him, aware 
that the man’s earlier impatience 
had given away to a faint but no- 
ticeable edginess. Ryker glanced 
irritably through the window, 
apparently annoyed to see the 


gradual gathering of the Indians 
before their huts. 

There was a sweetly unsavory 
smell in the room, and over his 
shoulder Connolly saw that the 
card-table was loaded with a 
large bale of miniature animal 
skins, those of a vole or some 
other forest rodent. A half-heart- 
ed attempt had been made to 
trim the skins, and tags of clot- 
ted blood clung to their margins. 

Ryker jerked the table with his 
foot. “Well, here you are,” he 
said to Pereira. “Twelve dozen. 
They took a hell of a lot of get- 
ting, I can tell you. You’ve 
brought the clock?” 

■pEREIRA nodded, still holding 
the parcel in his lap. He 
gazed distastefully at the dank 
scruffy skins. “Have you got 
some rats in there, Ryker? These 
don’t look much good. Perhaps 
we should check through them 
outside. . . .” 

“Dammit, Pereira, don’t be a 
fool!” Ryker snapped. “They’re 
as good as you’ll get. I had to 
trim half the skins myself. Let’s 
have a look at the clock.” 

“Wait a minute.” The Cap- 
tain’s jovial, easy-going manner 
had stiffened. Making the most 
of his temporary advantage, he 
reached out and touched one of 
the skins gingerly, shaking his 
head. “Pugh. ... Do you know 
how much I paid for this clock, 
Ryker? Seventy-five dollars. 


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59 



That’s your credit for three 
years. I’m not so sure. And 
you’re not very helpful, you know. 
Now about this aircraft that may 
have come down — ” 

Eyker snapped his fingers. 
“Forget it. Nothing did. The 
Nambas tell me everything.” He 
turned to Connolly. “You can 
take it from me there’s no trace 
of an aircraft around here. Any 
rescue mission would be wasting 
their time.” 

Pereira watched Ryker criti- 
cally. “As a matter of fact it 
wasn’t an aircraft.” He tapped 
Connolly’s shoulder flash. “It was 
a rocket capsule — with a man on 
board. A very important and val- 
uable man. None other than the 
Moon pilot, Colonel Francis 
Spender.” 

“Well. . . .” Eyebrows raised 
in mock surprise, Ryker ambled 
to the window, stared out at a 
group of Indians who had ad- 
vanced half-way across the com- 
pound. “My God, what next! The 
Moon pilot. Do they really think 
he’s around here? But what a 
place to roost.” He leaned out of 
the window and bellowed at the 
Indians, who retreated a few 
paces and then held their ground. 
“Damn fools,” he muttered, “this 
isn’t a zoo.” 

Pereira handed him the parcel, 
watching the Indians. There were 
more than fifty around the com- 
pound now, squatting in their 
doorways, a few of the younger 


men honing their spears. “They 
are remarkably curious,” he said 
to Ryker, who had taken the par- 
cel over to the dresser and was 
unwrapping it carefully. "Surely 
they’ve seen a pale-skinned man 
before?” 

“They’ve nothing better to do.” 
Ryker lifted the clock out of the 
cabinet with his big hands, with 
great care placed it beside the 
alarm clock, the almost inaudible 
motion of its pendulum lost in 
the metallic chatter of the latter’s 
escapement. For a moment he 
gazed at the ornamental hands 
and numerals. Then he picked up 
the alarm clock and with an al- 
most valedictory pat, like an of- 
ficer dismissing a faithful if stu- 
pid minion, locked it away in the 
cupboard below. His former 
buoyancy returning, he gave 
Pereira a playful slap on the 
shoulder. “Captain, if you want 
any more rat-skins just give me 
a shout!” 

B acking away, Pereira’s heel 
touched one of Connolly’s 
feet, distracting him from a 
problem he had been puzzling 
over since their entry into the 
hut. Like a concealed clue in a 
detective story, he was sure that 
he had noticed something of sig- 
nificance, but was unable to 
identify it. 

“We won’t worry about the 
skins,” Pereira said. “What we’ll 
do with your assistance, Ryker, is 


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to hold a little parley with the 
chiefs, see whether they remem- 
ber anything of this capsule.” 

Ryker stared out at the Indians 
now standing directly below the 
veranda. Irritably he slammed 
down the blind. “For God’s sake, 
Pereira, they don’t. Tell the Lieu- 
tenant he isn’t interviewing peo- 
ple on Park Avenue or Piccadilly. 
If the Indians had seen anything 
I’d know.” 

“Perhaps.” Pereira shrugged. 
“Still, I’m under instructions to 
assist Lieutenant Connolly and 
it won’t do any harm to ask.” 

Connolly sat up. “Having come 
this far, Captain, I feel l should 
do two or three forays into the 
bush.” To Ryker he explained : 
“They’ve recalculated the flight 
path of the final trajectory, 
there’s a chance he may have 
come down further along the 
landing zone. Here, very possi- 
bly.” 

Shaking his head, Ryker 
slumped down on to the couch, 
and drove one fist angrily into 
the other. “I suppose this means 
they’ll be landing here at any 
time with thousands of bulldoz- 
ers and flame-throwers. Dammit, 
Lieutenant, if you have to send 
a man to the Moon, why don’t 
you do it in your own back 
yard ?” 

Pereira stood up. “We’ll be 
gone in a couple of days, Ryker.” 
He nodded judiciously at Con- 
nolly and moved toward the door. 


As Connolly climbed to his feet 
Ryker called out suddenly: 
“Lieutenant. You can tell me 
something I’ve wondered.” There 
was an unpleasant downward 
curve to his mouth, and his tone 
was belligerent and provocative. 
“Why did they really send a man 
to the Moon?” 

Connolly paused. He had re- 
mained silent during the conver- 
sation, not wanting to antagon- 
ize Ryker. The rudness and com- 
plete self-immersion were pathet- 
ic rather than annoying. “Do you 
mean the military and political 
reasons ?” 

“No, I don’t.” Ryker stood up, 
arms akimbo again, measuring 
Connolly. “I mean the real rea- 
sons, Lieutenant.” 

C ONNOLLY gestured vaguely. 

For some reason formulating 
a satisfactory answer seemed 
more difficult than he had ex- 
pected. “Well, I suppose you could 
say it was the natural spirit of 
exploration.” 

Ryker snorted derisively. “Do 
you seriously believe that. Lieu- 
tenant? ‘The spirit of explora- 
tion!’ My God! What a fantastic 
idea. Pereira doesn’t believe that, 
do you Captain?” 

Before Connolly could reply 
Pereira took his arm. “Come on, 
Lieutenant. This is no time for 
a metaphysical discussion.” To 
Ryker he added : “It doesn’t much 
matter what you and I believe. 


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61 



Ryker. A man went to the Moon 
and came back. He needs our 
help.” 

Ryker frowned ruefully. "Poor 
chap. He must be feeling pretty 
hungry by now. Though anyone 
who gets as far as the Moon and 
is fool enough to come back de- 
serves what he gets.” 

There was a scuffle of feet on 
the veranda, and as they stepped 
out into the sunlight a couple of 
Indians darted away along the 
jetty, watching Connolly with 
undiminished interest. 

Ryker remained in the door- 
way, staring listlessly at the 
clock, but as they were about to 
climb into the launch he came 
after them. Now and then glanc- 
ing over his shoulder at the en- 
croaching semi-circle of Indians, 
he gazed down at Connolly with 
sardonic contempt. “Lieuten- 
ant,” he called out before they 
went below. “Has it occurred to 
you that if he had landed. Spen- 
der might have wanted to stay 
on here?” 

“I doubt it, Ryker,” Connolly 
said calmly. “Anyway, there’s lit- 
tle chance that Colonel Spender 
is still alive. What we’re inter- 
ested in finding is the capsule.” 

Ryker was about to reply when 
a faint metallic buzz sounded 
from the direction of his hut. He 
looked around sharply, waiting 
for it to end, and for a moment 
the whole tableau, composed of 
the men on the launch, the gaunt 


outcast on the edge of the jetty 
and the Indians behind him, was 
frozen in an absurdly motionless 
posture. The mechanism of the 
old alarm clock had obviously 
been fully wound, and the buzz 
sounded for thirty seconds, final- 
ly ending with a high-pitched 
ping. 

Pereira grinned. He glanced 
at his watch. “It keeps good time, 
Ryker.” But Ryker had stalked 
off back to the hut, scattering the 
Indians before him. 

Connolly watched the group 
dissolve, then suddenly snapped 
his fingers. “You’re right. Cap- 
tain. It certainly does keep good 
time,” he repeated as they en- 
tered the cabin. 

T^VIDENTLY tired by the en- 
counter with Ryker, Pereira 
slumped down among Connolly’s 
equipment and unbuttoned his 
tunic. "Sorry about Ryker, but I 
warned you. Frankly, Lieutenant, 
we might as well leave now. 
There’s nothing here. Ryker 
knows that. However, he’s no 
fool, and he’s quite capable of 
faking all sorts of evidence just 
to get a retainer out of you. He 
wouldn’t mind if the bulldozers 
came.” 

“I’m not so sure.” Connolly 
glanced briefly through the port- 
hole. “Captain, has Ryker got a 
radio?” 

“Of course not. Why?” 

“Are you certain?” 


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"Absolutely. It’s the last thin? 
the man would have. Anyway, 
there’s no electrical supply here, 
and he has no batteries.” He no- 
ticed Connolly’s intent expres- 
sion. "What’s on your mind, Lieu- 
tenant?” 

"You’re his only contact? 
There are no other traders in the 
area?” 

"None. The Indians are too 
dangerous, and there’s nothing 
to trade. Why do you think Ryker 
has a radio?” 

"He must have. Or something 
very similar. Captain, just now 
you remarked on the fact that his 
old alarm clock kept good time. 
Does it occur to you to ask how?" 

Pereira sat up slowly. “Lieu- 
tenant, you have a valid point.” 

"Exactly. I knew there was 
something odd about those two 
clocks when they were standing 
side by side. That type of alarm 
clock is the cheapest obtainable, 
notoriously inaccurate. Often 
they lose two or three minutes in 
24 hours. But that clock was tell- 
ing the right time to within ten 
seconds. No optical instrument 
would give him that degree of 
accuracy.” 

Pereira shrugged skeptically. 
"But I haven’t been here for over 
four months. And even then he 
didn’t check the time with me.” 

“Of course not. He didn’t need 
to. The only possible explanation 
for such a degree of accuracy is 
that he’s getting a daily time fix. 


either on a radio or some long- 
range beacon.” 

“Wait a moment. Lieutenant.” 
Pereira watched the dusk light 
fall across the jungle. “It’s a re- 
markable coincidence, but there 
must be an innocent explanation. 
Don’t jump straight to the con- 
clusion that Ryker has some in- 
strument taken from the missing 
Moon capsule. Other aircraft 
have crashed in the forest. And 
what would be the i>oint? He’s 
not running an airline or railway 
system. Why should he need to 
know the time, the exact time, to 
within ten seconds?” 

Connolly tapped the lid of his 
monitoring case, controlling his 
growing exasperation at Per- 
eira’s reluctance to treat the 
matter seriously, at his whole 
permissive attitude of lazy toler- 
ance towards Ryker, the Indians 
and the forest. Obviously he un- 
consciously resented Connolly’s 
sharp-eyed penetration of this 
private world. 

“Clocks have become his idee 
fixe,” Pereira continued. “Per- 
haps he’s developed an amazing 
sensitivity to its mechanism. 
Knowing exactly the right time 
could be a substitute for the civi- 
lization on which he turned his 
back.” Thoughtfully, Pereira 
moistened the end of his cheroot. 
“But I agree that it’s strange. 
Perhaps a little investigation 
would be worth while after all.” 


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63 



A fter a cool jungle night in 
the air-conditioned cabin, 
the next day Connolly began dis- 
cretely to reconnoitre the area. 
Pereira took ashore two bottles of 
whiskey and a soda syphon, and 
was able to keep Ryker distracted 
while Connolly roved about the 
campong with his monitoring 
equipment. Once or twice he 
heard Ryker bellow jocularly at 
him from his window as he lolled 
back over the whiskey. At inter- 
vals, as Ryker slept, Pereira 
would come out into the sun, 
sweating like a drowzy pig in his 
stained uniform, and try to drive 
back the Indians. 

“As long as you stay within 
earshot of Ryker you’re safe,” he 
told Connolly. Chopped-out path- 
ways criss-crossed the bush at 
all angles, a fresh pathway driv- 
en through the foliage whenever 
one of the bands returned to the 
campong, irrespective of those 
already established. This maze 
extended for miles around them. 
“If you get lost, don’t panic but 
stay where you are. Sooner or 
later we’ll come out and find 
you.’’ 

Eventually giving up his at- 
tempt to monitor any of the sig- 
nal beacons built into the lost 
capsule — both the sonar and ra- 
dio meters remained at zero — 
Connolly tried to communicate 
with the Indians by sign lan- 
guage, but with the exception of 
one, the youth with the moist lim- 


pid eyes who had been hanging 
about on Ryker’s veranda, they 
merely stared at him stonily. This 
youth Pereira identified as the 
son of the former witch-doctor 
(“Ryker’s more or less usurped 
his role, for some reason the old 
boy lost the confidence of the 
tribe’’). While the other Indians 
gazed at Connolly as if seeing 
some invisible numinous shad- 
ow, some extra-corporeal nimbus 
which pervaded his body, the 
youth was obviously aware that 
Connolly possessed some si>ecial 
talent, perhaps not dissimilar 
from that which his father had 
once practised. However, Con- 
nolly’s attempts to talk to the 
youth were handicapped by the 
fact that he was suffering from 
a purulent ophthalmia, gonococ- 
chic in origin and extremely con- 
tagious, which made his eyes wa- 
ter continuously. Many of the In- 
dians suffered from this com- 
plaint, threatened by permanent 
blindness, and Connolly had seen 
them treating their eyes with wa- 
ter in which a certain type of 
fragrant bark had been dis- 
solved. 

"DYKER’S casual, off-hand au- 
thority over the Indiana 
puzzled Connolly. Slumped back 
in his chair against the mahog- 
any dresser, one hand touching 
the ormolu clock, most of the time 
he and Pereira indulged in a 
lachrymose back-chat. Then, ob- 


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livious of any danger, Ryker 
would amble out into the dusty 
campong, push his way blurrily 
through the Indians and drum 
up a party to collect fire wood for 
the water still, jerking them bod- 
ily to their feet as they squatted 
about their huts. What interested 
Connolly was the Indians’ reac- 
tion to this type of treatment. 
They seemed to be restrained, not 
by any belief in. his strength of 
personality on primitive king- 
ship, but by a grudging accept- 
ance that for the time being at 
any rate, Ryker possessed the 
whip hand over them all. Obvi- 
ously Ryker served certain useful 
roles for them as an intermedi- 
ary with the Mission, but this 
alone would not explain the sourc- 
es of his power. Beyond certain 
more or less defined limits — the 
perimeter of the campong — his 
authority was minimal. 

A hint of explanation came on 
the second morning of their visit, 
when Connolly accidentally lost 
himself in the forest. 

•X* ‘}f 

A FTER breakfast Connolly sat 
under the awning on the deck 
of the patrol launch, gazing out 
over the brown, jelly-like surface 
of the river. The campong was 
silent. During the night the In- 
dians had disappeared into the 
bush. Like lemmings they were 
apparently prone to these sudden 

A QUESTION OF RE-ENTRY 


irresistible urges. Occasionally 
the nomadic call would be strong 
enough to carry them 200 miles 
away; at other times they would 
set off in high spirits and then 
lose interest after a few miles, 
returning dispiritedly to the cam- 
pong in small groups. 

Deciding to make the most of 
their absence, Connolly shoul- 
dered the monitoring equipment 
and climbed onto the pier. A few 
dying fires smoked plaintively 
among the huts, and abandoned 
utensils and smashed pottery lay 
about in the red dust. In the dis- 
tance the morning haze over the 
forest had lifted, and Connolly 
could see what appeared to be a 
low hill — a shallow rise no more 
than a hundred feet in height — 
which rose off the flat floor of the 
jungle a quarter of a mile away. 

On his right, among the huts, 
someone moved. An old man sat 
alone among the refuse of pot- 
tery shards and raffia baskets, 
cross-legged under a small make- 
shift awning. Barely distinguish- 
able from the dust, his diseased 
moribund figure seemed to con- 
tain the whole futility and deg- 
radation of the Amazon forest. 

Still musing on Ryker’s mo- 
tives for isolating himself in the 
jungle, Connolly made his way 
towards the distant rise. 

Ryker’s behavior the previous 
evening had been curious. 
Shortly after dusk, when the sun- 
set sank into the western forest. 


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bathing the jungle in an immense 
ultramarine and golden light, the 
day-long chatter and movement 
of the Indians ceased abruptly. 
Connolly had been glad of the 
silence — the endless thwacks of 
the rattan canes and grating of 
the stone mills in which they 
mixed the Government-issue meal 
had become tiresome. Pereira 
made several cautious visits to 
the edge of the campong, and 
each time reported that the In- 
dians were sitting in a huge cir- 
cle outside their huts, watching 
Ryker’s bungalow. The latter was 
lounging on his veranda in the 
moonlight, chin in hand, one boot 
up on the rail, morosely survey- 
ing the assembled tribe. 

“They’ve got their spears and 
ceremonial feathers,” Pereira 
whispered. “For a moment I al- 
most believed they were prepar- 
ing an attack.” 

After waiting half an hour, 
Connolly climbed up on to the 
pier, found the Indians squatting 
in their dark silent circle, Ryker 
glaring down at them. Only the 
witch-doctor’s son made any at- 
tempt to approach Connolly, sid- 
ling tentatively through the shad- 
ows, a piece of what appeared to 
be blue obsidian in his hand, 
some talisman of his father’s that 
had lost its potency. 

Uneasily, Connolly returned to 
the launch, and shortly after 3 
a.m. they were wakened in their 
buhks by a tremendous whoop. 


reached the deck to hear the 
stampede of feet through the 
dust, the hissing of overturned 
fires and cooking pots. Apparent- 
ly leading the pack, Ryker, emit- 
ting a series of re-echoed ‘Ha- 
rooh’s!’, disappeared into the 
bush. Within a minute the cam- 
pong was empty. 

“What game is Ryker play- 
ing?” Pereira muttered as they 
stood on the creaking jetty in the 
dusty moonlight. “This must be 
the focus of his authority over 
the Nambas.” Baffled, they went 
back to their bunks. 

R eaching the margins of the 
rise, Connolly strolled 
through a small orchard which 
had returned to nature, hearing 
in his mind the exultant roar of 
Ryker’s voice as it had cleaved 
the midnight jungle. Idly he 
picked a few of the barely ripe 
guavas and vividly colored cajus 
with their astringent delicately 
flavored juice. After spitting 
away the pith, he searched for a 
way out of the orchard, within a 
few minutes realized that he was 
lost. 

A continuous mound when 
seen from the distance, the rise 
was in fact a nexus of small hill- 
ocks that formed the residue of 
a one-time system of ox-bow 
lakes, and the basins between the 
slopes were still treacherous with 
deep mire. Connolly rested his 
equipment at the foot of a tree. 


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Withdrawing his pistol, he fired 
two shots into the air in the hope 
of attracting Kyker and Pereira, 
He sat down to await his rescue, 
taking the opportunity to un- 
latch his monitors and wipe the 
dials. 

After ten minutes no one had 
appeared. Feeling slightly de- 
moralized, and frightened that 
the Indians might return and 
find him, Connolly shouldered his 
equipment and set off towards 
the north-west, in the approxi- 
mate direction of the campong. 
The ground rose before him. 
Suddenly, as he turned behind a 
palisade of wild magnolia trees, 
he stepped into an open clearing 
on the crest of the hill. 

Squatting on their heels 
against the tree-trunks and 
among the tall grass were what 
seemed to be the entire tribe of 
the Nambikwaras. They were 
facing him, their expressions im- 
mobile and watchful, eyes like 
white beads among the sheaves. 
Presumably they had been sit- 
ting in the clearing, only fifty 
yards away, when he fired his 
shots, and Connolly had the un- 
canny feeling that they had been 
waiting for him to make his en- 
trance exactly at the point he had 
chosen. 

Hesitating, Connolly tight- 
ened his grip on the radio moni- 
tor. The Indians faces were like 
burnished teak, their shoulders 
painted with a delicate mosaic of 


earth colors. Noticing the 
spears held among the grass, 
Connolly started to walk on 
across the clearing towards a 
breach in the palisade of trees. 

For a dozen steps the Indians 
remained motionless. Then, with 
a chorus of yells, they leapt for- 
ward from the grass and sur- 
rounded Connolly in a jabbering 
pack. None of them were more 
than five feet tall, but their 
plump agile bodies buffeted him 
about, almost knocking him off 
his feet. Eventually the tumult 
steadied itself, and two or three 
of the leaders stepped from the 
cordon and began to scrutinize 
Connolly more closely, pinching 
and fingering him with curious 
positional movements of the 
thumb and forefinger, like con- 
noisseurs examining some inter- 
esting taxidermic object. 

F inally, with a series of 
high-pitched whines and 
grunts, the Indians moved off to- 
wards the center of the clearing, 
propelling Connolly in front of 
them with sharp slaps on his legs 
and shoulders, like drovers 
goading on a large pig. They 
were all jabbering furiously to 
each other, some hacking at the 
grass with their machetes, gath- 
ering bundles of leaves in their 
arms. 

Tripping over something in the 
grass, Connolly stumbled onto 
his knees. The catch slipped 


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67 



from the lid of the monitor, and 
as he stood up, fumbling with 
the heavy cabinet, the revolver 
slipped from his holster and was 
lost under his feet in the rush. 

Giving way to his panic, he be- 
gan to shout over the bobbing 
heads around him, to his surprise 
he heard one of the Indians beside 
him bellow to the others. Instant- 
ly, as the refrain was taken up, 
the crowd stopped and re-formed 
its cordon around him. Gasping, 
Connolly steadied himself, and 
started to search the trampled 
grass for his revolver, when he 
realized that the Indians were 
now staring, not at himself, but 
at the exposed counters of the 
monitor. The six meters were 
swinging wildly after the stam- 
pede across the clearing, and the 
Indians craned forward, their 
machetes and spears lowered, 
gaping at the bobbing needles. 

Then there was a roar from 
the edge of the clearing, and a 
huge wild-faced man in a straw 
hat, a shot-gun held like a crow- 
bar in his massive hands, stormed 
in among the Indiana, driving 
them back. Dragging the moni- 
tor from his neck, Connolly felt 
the steadying hand of Captain 
Pereira take his elbow. 

“Lieutenant, Lieutenant,” Per- 
eira murmured reprovingly as 
they recovered the pistol and 
made their way back to the cam- 
pong, the uproar behind them 
fading among the undergrowth. 


"we were nearly in time to say 
grace.” 

« * * 

L ater that afternoon Con- 
nolly sat back in a canvas 
chair on the deck of the launch. 
About half the Indians had re- 
turned, and were wandering 
about the huts in a desultory 
manner, kicking at the fires. Ry- 
ker, his authority re-asserted, 
had returned to his bungalow. 

“I thought you said they 
weren’t cannibal,” Connolly re- 
minded Pereira. 

The Captain snapped his fin- 
gers, as if thinking about some- 
thing more important. “No 
they’re not. Stop worrying. Lieu- 
tenant, you’re not going to end 
up in a pot.” When Connolly de- 
murred he swung crisply on his 
heel. He had sharpened up his 
uniform, and wore his pistol belt 
and Sam Browne at their regula- 
tion position, his peaked cap jut- 
ting low over his eyes. Evidently 
Connolly’s close escape had con- 
firmed some private suspicion. 
“Look, they’re not cannibal in the 
dietary sense of the term, as used 
by the Food & Agriculture Or- 
ganization in its classification of 
aboriginal peoples. They won’t 
stalk and hunt human game in 
preference for any other. But — ” 
here the Captain stared fixedly 
at Connolly” — in certain circum- 
stances, after a fertility ceremon- 


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ial, for example, they will eat hu- 
man flesh. Like all members of 
primitive communities which are 
small numerically, the Nambik- 
wara never bury their dead. In- 
stead, they eat them, as a means 
of conserving the loss and to 
perpetuate the corporeal identity 
of the departed. Now do you un- 
derstand ?" 

Connolly grimaced. “I’m glad 
to know now that I was about to 
be perpetuated.” 

Pereira looked out at the cam- 
pong. “Actually they would never 
eat a white man, to avoid defiling 
the tribe.” He paused. “At least, 
so I’ve always believed. It’s 
strange, something seems to 
have. . . . Listen, Lieutenant,” 
he explained, “I can’t quite piece 
it together, but I’m convinced 
we should stay here for a few 
days longer. Various elements 
make me suspicious, I’m sure 
Ryker is hiding something. That 
mound where you were lost is a 
sort of sacred tumulus, the way 
the Indians were looking at your 
instrument made me certain that 
they’d seen something like it be- 
fore — perhaps a panel with many 
flickering dials. . . 

“The Goliath 7?” Connolly 
shook his head skeptically. He 
listened to the massive undertow 
of the river drumming dimly 
against the keel of the launch. 
“I doubt it. Captain. I’d like to 
believe you, but for some reason 
it just doesn’t seem very likely.” 


“I agree. Some other explana- 
tion is preferable. But what ? The 
Indians were squatting on that 
hill, waiting for someone to ar- 
rive. What else could your moni- 
tor have reminded them of ?” 

“Ryker’s clock?” Connolly sug- 
gested. “They may regard it as 
a sort of ju-ju object, like a magi- 
cal toy.” 

“No,” Pereira said categori- 
cally. “These Indians are highly 
pragmatic, they’re not impressed 
by useless toys. For them to be 
deterred from killing you means 
that the equipment you carried 
possessed some very real, down- 
to-earth power. Look, suppose the 
capsule did land here and was 
secretly buried by Ryker, and 
that in some way the clocks help 
him to identify its whereabouts 
— ” here Pereira shrugged hope- 
fully “ — it’s just possible.” 

H ardly,” Connolly said. “Be- 
sides, Ryker couldn’t have 
buried the capsule himself, and 
if Colonel Spender had lived 
through re-entry Ryker would 
have helped him.” 

“I’m not so sure,” Pereira said 
pensively. “It would probably 
strike our friend Mr. Ryker as 
very funny for a man to travel 
all the way to the Moon and back 
just to be killed by savages. Much 
too good a joke to pass over.” 

"What religious beliefs do the 
Indians have?” Connolly asked. 
"No religion in the formalized 


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69 



sense of a creed and dogma. They 
eat their dead so they don’t need 
to invent an after-life in an at- 
tempt to re-animate them. In gen- 
eral they subscribe to one of the 
so-called cargo cults. As I said, 
they’re very material. That’s 
why they’re so lazy. Some time 
in the future they expect a magic 
galleon or giant bird to arrive 
carrying an everlasting cornuco- 
pia of worldly goods, so they just 
sit about waiting for the great 
day. Ryker encourages them in 
this idea. It’s very dangerous — 
in some Melanesian islands the 
tribes with cargo cults have de- 
generated completely. They lie 
around all day on the beaches, 
waiting for the W.H.O. flying 
boat, or . . .” His voice trailed 
off. 

Connolly nodded and supplied 
the unspoken thought. “Or — a 
space capsule?’’ 


D espite Pereira’s growing if 
muddled conviction that some- 
thing associated with the miss- 
ing space-craft was to be found 
in the area, Connolly was still 
skeptical. His close escape had 
left him feeling curiously calm 
and emotionless, and he looked 
back on his possible death with 
fatalistic detachment, identify- 
ing it with the total ebb and flow 
of life in the Amazon forests, 
with its myriad unremembered 


deaths, and with the endless vis- 
tas of dead trees leaning across 
the jungle paths radiating from 
the campong. After only two days 
the jungle had begun to invest 
his mind with its own logic, and 
the possibility of the space-craft 
landing there seemed more and 
more remote. The two elements 
belonged to different systems of 
natural order, and he found it 
increasingly difficult to visualize 
them overlapping. In addition 
there was a deeper reason for his 
skepticism, underlined by Ryker’s 
reference to the ‘real’ reasons for 
the space-flights. The implication 
was that the entire space pro- 
gram was a symptom of some in- 
ner unconscious malaise afflicting 
mankind, and in particular the 
western technocracies, and that 
the space craft and satellites had 
been launched because their 
flights satisfied certain buried 
compulsions and desires. By con- 
trast, in the jungle, where the 
unconscious was manifest and ex- 
posed, there was no need for 
these insane projections, and the 
likelihood of the Amazonas play- 
ing any part in the success or 
failure of the space flight be- 
came, by a sort of psychological 
parallax, increasingly blurred 
and distant, the missing capsule 
itself a fragment of a huge dis- 
integrating fantasy. 

However he agreed to Pereira’s 
request to borrow the monitors 
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on their midnight romp through 
the forest. 

Once again, after dusk, the 
same ritual silence descended 
over the campong, and the In- 
dians took up their positions in 
the doors of their huts. Like 
some morose exiled princeling, 
Ryker sat sprawled on his veran- 
da, one eye on the clock through 
the window behind him. In the 
moonlight the scores of moist 
dark eyes never wavered as they 
watched him. 

At last, half an hour later, 
Ryker galvanized his great body 
into life, with a series of tre- 
mendous whoops raced off across 
the campong, leading the stam- 
pede into the bush. Away in the 
distance, faintly outlined by the 
quarter moon, the shallow hump 
of the tribal tumulus rose over 
the black canopy of the jungle. 
Pereira waited until the last heel 
beats had subsided, then climbed 
onto the pier and disappeared 
among the shadows. 

Far away Connolly could hear 
the faint cries of Ryker’s pack as 
they made off through the bush, 
the sounds of machetes slashing 
at the undergrowth. An ember 
on the opposite side of the cam- 
pong flared in the low wind, il- 
luminating the abandoned old 
man, presumably the former 
witch doctor, whom he had seen 
that morning. Beside him was 
another slimmer figure, the lim- 


pid-eyed youth who had followed 
Connolly about. 

A door stirred on Ryker’s ver- 
anda, providing Connolly with a 
distant image of the white moon- 
lit back of the river reflected in 
the mirrors of the mahogany 
dresser. Connolly watched the 
door jump lightly against the 
latch, then walked quietly across 
the pier to the wooden steps. 

A few empty tobacco tins lay 
about on the shelves around the 
room, and a stack of empty bot- 
tles cluttered one corner behind 
the door. The ormolu clock had 
been locked away in the mahog- 
any dresser. After testing the 
doors, which had been secured 
with a stout padlock, Connolly 
noticed a dog-eared paper-backed 
book lying on the dresser beside 
a half-empty carton of cartridges. 

O N a faded red ground, the 
small black lettering on the 
cover was barely decipherable, 
blurred by the sweat from Ry- 
ker’s fingers. At first glance it 
appeared to be a set of logarithm 
tables. Each of the eighty or so 
pages was covered with column 
after column of finely printed 
numerals and tabular material. 

Curious, Connolly carried the 
manual over to the doorway. The 
title page was more explicit. 

ECHO III 

CONSOLIDATED TABLES OP 
CELESTIAL TRAVELERS 


A QUESTION OF RE-ENTRY 


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1966-1980. TIMES 
THROUGHOUT G.M.T. 
Published by the National 
Astronautics and Space Ad- 
ministration, Washington, 
D.C., 1965. Part XV. Longi- 
tude 40-80 West, Latitude 
10 North-35 South (South 
American Sub-Continent) 
Price 35^. 

His interest quickening, Con- 
nolly turned the pages. The man- 
ual fell open at the section head- 
ed : Lat. 5 South, Long. 60 West. 
He remembered that this was the 
approximate position of Campos 
Buros. Tabulated by year, month 
and day, the columns of figures 
listed the elevations and compass 
bearings for sighting of the Echo 
III satellite, the latest of the huge 
aluminium spheres which had 
been orbiting the earth since 
Echo I was launched in 1959. 
Rough pencil lines had been 
drawn through all the entries up 
to the year 1968. At this point 
the markings became individual, 
each minuscule entry crossed off 
with a small blunt stroke. The 
pages were grey with the blurred 
graphite. 

Guided by this careful patch- 
work of cross-hatching, Connolly 
found the latest entry : March 17, 
1978. The time and sighting 
were: 6-22 a.m. Elevation US de- 
grees WNW, Copella-Eridanus. 
Below it was the entry for the 
next day, an hour later, its orien- 
tations differing slightly. 


Ruefully shaking his head in 
admiration of Ryker’s cleverness, 
Connolly looked at his watch. It 
was about 1-20, almost exactly 
five hours until the next tra- 
verse. Connolly glanced perfunc- 
torily at the sky, picking out the 
constellation Capella, from which 
the satellite would emerge. 

So this explained Ryker’s hold 
over the Indians ! What more im- 
iwessive means had a down-and- 
out white man of intimidating 
and astonishing a tribe of primi- 
tive savages? Armed with noth- 
ing more than a set of tables and 
a reliable clock, he could virtually 
pin-point the appearance of the 
satellite at the first second of its 
visible traverse. The Indians 
would naturally be awed and be- 
wildered by this phantom char- 
ioteer of the midnight sky, stead- 
ily pursuing its cosmic round, 
like a beacon traversing the 
profoundest deeps of their own 
unconscious. Any powers which 
Ryker cared to invest in the satel- 
lite would seem confirmed by his 
ability to control the time and 
place of its arrival. 

C ONNOLLY realized now how 
the old alarm clock had told 
the correct time — by using his 
tables Ryker had read the exact 
time off the sky each night. A 
more accurate clock presumably 
freed him from the need to spend 
unnecessary time waiting for the 
satellite’s arrival; he would now 


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be able to set off for the tumulus 
only a few minutes beforehand. 

Yet tonight he had gone out 
five hours early? Puzzling over 
this, Connolly noticed that the 
manual employed Greenwich 
Mean Time, and that the satellite 
would appear over the forest at 
1-22 a.m. local time. 

Backing along the pier, he be- 
gan to search the sky. Away in 
the distance a low cry sounded 
into the midnight air, diffusing 
like a wraith over the jungle. Be- 
side him, sitting on the bows of 
the launch, Connolly heard the 
helmsman grunt and point at the 
sky above the opposite bank. 
Following the up-raised arm, he 
quickly found the speeding dot 
of light. It was moving directly 
towards the tumulus, and Con- 
nolly visualized the awe and con- 
sternation that would be mani- 
fest there. Steadily the satellite 
crossed the sky, winking inter- 
mittently as it passed behind 
lanes of high-altitude cirrus, the 
conscripted ship of the Nambik- 
waras’ cargo cult. 

It was about to disappear 
among the stars in the south-east 
when a faint shuffling sound dis- 
tracted Connolly. He looked down 
to find the moist-eyed youth, the 
son of the witch doctor, standing 
only a few feet away from him, 
regarding him dolefully. 

“Hello, boy,” Connolly greeted 
him. He pointed at the vanishing 
satellite. “See the star?” 


The youth made a barely per- 
ceptible nod. He hesitated for a 
moment, his running eyes glow- 
ing like drowned moons, then 
stepped forward and touched 
Connolly’s wrist-watch, tapping 
the dial with his horny finger 
nail. 

Puzzled, Connolly held it up 
for him to inspect. The youth 
watched the second hand sweep 
around the dial, an expression of 
rapt and ecstatic concentration 
on his face. Nodding vigorously, 
he pointed to the sky. 

Connolly grinned. “So you un- 
deratand? You’ve rumbled old 
man Ryker, have you?” He nod- 
ded encouragingly to the youth, 
who was tapping the watch eag- 
erly, apparently in an effort to 
conjure up a second satellite. 
Connolly began to laugh. “Sorry, 
boy.” He slapped the manual. 
“What you really need is this 
pack of jokers.” 

C ONNOLLY began to walk back 
to the bungalow, when the 
youth darted forward impulsive- 
ly and blocked his way, thin legs 
spread widely in an aggressive 
stance. Then, with immense cere- 
mony, he drew from behind his 
back a round painted object with 
a glass face that Connolly re- 
membered he had seen him carry- 
ing before. 

“That looks interesting.” Con- 
nolly bent down to examine the 
object, caught a glimpse in the 


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73 



thin light of a luminous instru- 
ment dial before the youth 
snatched it away. 

“Wait a minute, boy. Let’s 
have another look at that.” 

After a pause the pantomime 
was repeated, but the youth was 
reluctant to allow Connolly more 
than the briefest inspection. 
Again Connolly saw a calibrated 
dial and a wavering indicator. 
He searched his pockets for some- 
thing the youth would accept, 
when the latter stepped forward 
and touched Connolly’s wrist. 

Quickly Connolly unstrapped 
the metal chain. He tossed the 
watch to the youth, who instantly 
dropped the instrument, his bar- 
ter achieved, and after a de- 
lighted yodel turned and darted 
off among the trees. 

Bending down, careful not to 
touch the instrument with his 
hands, Connolly examined the 
dial. The metal housing around it 
was badly torn and scratched, as 
if the instrument had been pried 
from some control panel with a 
crude implement. But the glass 
face and the dial beneath it were 
still intact. Across the center 
was the legend: 

LUNAR ALTIMETER 
Miles : 100 
GOLIATH 7 

General Electric Corporation, 
Schenectedy 

Picking up the instrument, 
Connolly cradled it in his hands, 
for a moment feeling like Parsi- 


fal holding the Holy Grail. The 
pressure seals were unbroken, 
and the gyro bath floated freely 
on its air cushion. Like a grace- 
ful bird the indicator needle 
glided up and down the scale. 

T he pier creaked softly under 
approaching footsteps. Con- 
nolly looked up at the perspiring 
figure of Captain Pereira, cap in 
one hand, monitor dangling from 
the other. 

“My dear Lieutenant!” he 
panted, “Wait till I tell you, what 
a farce, it’s fantastic! Do you 
know what Ryker’s doing? — it’s 
so simple it seems unbelievable 
that no one’s thought of it before. 
It’s nothing short of the most 
magnificent practical joke!” 
Gasping, he sat down on the bale 
of skins leaning against the 
gangway. “I’ll give you a clue; 
Narcissus.” 

“Echo,” Connolly replied flatly, 
still staring at the instrument in 
his hands. 

“You spotted it? Clever boy!” 
Pereira wiped his cap-band. 
“How did you guess? It wasn’t 
that obvious.” He took the man- 
ual Connolly handed him. “What 
the — ? Ah, I see, this makes it 
even more clear. Of course.” He 
slapped his knee with the man- 
ual. “You found this in his room? 
I take my hat off to Ryker,” he 
continued as Connolly set the al- 
timeter down on the pier and 
steadied it carefully. “Let’s face 


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it, it’s something of a pretty 
clever trick. Can you imagine it, 
he comes here, finds a tribe with 
a strong cargo cult, opens his 
little manual and says ‘Presto, 
the great white bird will be ar- 
riving : NOW !’ ” 

Connolly nodded, then stood up, 
wiping his hands on a strip of 
rattan. When Pereira’s laughter 
had subsided he pointed down to 
the glowing face of the altimeter 
at their feet. “Captain, something 
else arrived,’’ he said quietly. 
“Never mind Kyker and the satel- 
lite. This cargo actually landed.” 

As Pereira knelt down and in- 
spected the altimeter, whistling 
sharply to himself, Connolly 
walked over to the edge of the 
pier and looked out across the 
great back of the silent river at 
the giant trees which hung over 
the water, like foi’lorn mutes at 
some cataclysmic funeral, their 
thin silver voices carried away 
on the dead tide. 

« * * 

TTALF an hour before they set 
off the next morning, Con- 
nolly waited on the deck for Cap- 
tain Pereira to conclude his in- 
terrogation of Ryker. The empty 
campong, deserted again by the 
Indians, basked in the heat, a 
single plume of smoke curling 
into the sky. The old witch doctor 
and his son had disappeared, per- 
haps to try their skill with a 

A QUESTION OF RE-ENTRY 


neighboring tribe, but the loss of 
his watch was unregretted by 
Connolly. Down below, safely 
stowed away among his baggage, 
was the altimeter, carefully ster- 
ilized and sealed. On the table in 
front of him, no more than two 
feet from the pistol in his belt, 
lay Ryker’s manual. 

For some reason he did not 
want to see Ryker, despite his 
contempt for him, and when 
Pereira emerged from the bunga- 
low he was relieved to see that he 
was alone. Connolly had decided 
that he would not return with 
the search parties when they 
came to find the capsule ; Pereira 
would serve adequately as a 
guide. 

"Well ?” 

The Captain smiled wanly. 
“Oh, he admitted it, of course.” 
He sat down on the rail, and 
pointed to the manual. “After all, 
he had no choice. Without that 
his existence here would be un- 
tenable.” 

“He admitted that Colonel 
Spender landed here?” 

Pereira nodded. “Not in so 
many words, but effectively. The 
capsule is buried somewhere here 
— under the tumulus, I would 
guess. The Indians got hold of 
Colonel Si)ender, Ryker claims he 
could do nothing to help him.” 

“That’s a lie. He saved me in 
the bush when the Indians 
thought I had landed.” 

With a shrug, Pereira said: 

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“Your positions were slightly 
different. Besides, my impression 
is that Spender was dying any- 
way, Ryker says the parachute 
was badly burnt. He probably ac- 
cepted a fa/it accompli, simply 
decided to do nothing and hush 
the whole thing up, incorporat- 
ing the landing into the cargo 
cult. Very useful too. He’d been 
tricking the Indians with the 
Echo satellite, but sooner or la- 
ter they would have become im- 
patient. Ater the Goliath 
crashed, of course, they were 
prepared to go on watching the 
Echo and waiting for the next 
landing forever.” A faint smile 
touched his lips. “It goes without 
saying that he regards the epi- 
sode as something of a macabre 
joke. On you and the whole civil- 
ized world.” 

A DOOR slammed on the ver- 
anda, and Ryker stepped out 
into the sunlight. Bare-chested 
and hatless, he strode towards the 
launch. 

“Connolly,” he called down, 
“you’ve got my book of tricks 
there !” 

Connolly reached forward and 
fingered the manual, the butt of 
his pistol tapping the table edge. 
He looked up at Ryker, at his big 
golden frame bathed in the morn- 
ing light. Despite his still bellig- 
erent tone, a subtle change had 
come over Ryker. The ironic 
gleam in his eye had gone, and 


the inner core of wariness and 
suspicion which had warped the 
man and exiled him from the 
world was now visible. Connolly 
realized that, curiously, their re- 
spective roles had been reversed. 
He remembered Pereira remind- 
ing him that the Indians were at 
equilibrium with their environ- 
ment, accepting its constraints 
and never seeking to dominate 
the towering arbors of the forest, 
in a sense an externalization of 
their own unconscious psyches. 
Ryker had upset that equilibri- 
um, and by using the Echo satel- 
lite had brought the 20th cen- 
tury and its psychopathic pro- 
jections into the heart of the 
Amazonian deep, transforming 
the Indians into a community of 
superstitious and materialistic 
sightseers, their whole culture 
oriented around the mythical god 
of the puppet star. It was Con- 
nolly who now accepted the 
jungle for what it was, acknowl- 
edging its fatalism and implac- 
able indifference, seeing himself 
and the abortive space-flight in 
this fresh perspective, where 
tragedy and triumph were equal- 
ly vainglorious. 

Pereira gestured to the helms- 
man, and with a muffled roar the 
engine started. The launch pulled 
lightly against its lines. 

“Connolly!” Ryker’s voice was 
shriller now, his bellicose shout 
overlayed by a higher note. For 
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each other, and in the ■wavering, 
almost craven eyes above him 
Connolly glimpsed the helpless 
isolation of Ryker, his futile at- 
tempt to impose his will on the 
forest. 

Picking up the manual, Con- 
nolly leaned forward and tossed 
it through the air on to the pier. 
Ryker tried to catch it, then knelt 
down and picked it up before it 
slipped through the springing 
poles. Still kneeling, he watched 
as the lines were cast off and the 
launch surged ahead. 


They moved out into the chan- 
nel and plunged through the 
bowers of spray into the heavier 
swells of the open current. 

As they reached a sheltering 
bend and the somber figure of 
Ryker faded for the last time 
among the creepers and sunlight, 
Connolly turned to Pereira. 
"Captain — what actually hap- 
pened to Colonel Spender? You 
said the Indians wouldn’t eat a 
white man.” 

"They eat their gods,” Pereira 
said. the end 


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From the French of Guy de Maupassant 



lllustratof COYE 


Devotees of fantasy have so thoroughly ransacked the litera- 
ture of the past that seldom can we hope to find a tale from 
times gone by. But recently we found an old and tattered vol- 
ume of short stories and in it no less than three narratives we 
think you will enjoy. The first is a ghost story in the ancient 
tradition, written by France's master short-story craftsman. 


I T was at the end of an evening 
of intimate social chat, in an 
old family mansion, and each one 
told a story of his or her personal 
experience — and vouched- for the 
truth of it. Just then the old 
Marquis de la Tour-Samuel, 
eighty-two years old, rose and 
stood leaning against the chim- 
ney-piece, saying in a slightly 
trembling voice : 

I, too, know a strange thing, 
so strange that it has been the 
bane of my life. It is now fifty- 
six years since it happened to 
me, and not a month has passed 
without my dreaming of it. I 
have had ever since that day a 
mark, a scar of fear, as it were. 
Yes, I went through such a horri- 
ble experience for ten minutes. 


that ever since I have had a con- 
stant terror. Unexpected noises 
make me tremble to the depths of 
my heart; things which I cannot 
see clearly in the twilight make 
me have a wild desire to run 
away, and I actually dread night- 
fall. Oh! I should not have told 
you all this if I were not so old. 
Now I can say anything. One is 
not expected to be brave before 
imaginary dangers at my age, 
but I assure you, ladies, that I 
have never quailed before real 
ones. This experience affected me 
so deeply and mysteriously that 
I have never yet told a soul of it, 
but have kept the secret locked in 
my breast, as if it were some- 
thing to be ashamed of. 

I will tell you the adventure as 


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it happened, without trying to 
explain it. In fact, there is no 
possible explanation unless you 
assume that I was for the time 
out of my mind. But I was not 
out of my mind, and I will prove 
it to you, so you may think what 
you like, but here are the bare 
facts. 

It was in July, 1827, and I was 
in garrison at Eouen. One day, 
as I was walking on the quay, I 
met a man whom I thought I 
knew, though I could not quite 
recall who it was. I made instinc- 
tively a motion to stop. The 
stranger saw the movement, 
looked at me, and fell into my 
arms. It was a friend of my boy- 
hood, of whom I was very fond. 
In the five years since I had last 
seen him, he seemed to have 
grown older by half a century. 
His hair was perfectly white, 
and he walked with a stoop, as if 
worn out. He understood my sur- 
prise and told me his story. A 
terrible misfortune had made 
him a broken man. 

Having fallen madly in love 
with a young girl, he had mar- 
ried her in a sort of ecstasy of 
happiness. After a year of unal- 
loyed bliss she had suddenly died 
from some heart trouble, un- 
doubtedly killed by love itself. 
He left his chateau the very day 
of the funeral and came to live in 
his house in Rouen, alone and 
desperate, overcome by grief, 
and thinking only of suicide. 


"Since I have found you 
again,” he said to me, “I am go- 
ing to ask you to do me a great 
service. It is to go and look for 
me in the desk in my room — in 
our room — for some papers of 
which I am in great need. I can- 
not entrust this task to a servant 
or an agent, because it is neces- 
sary to have it done with great 
discretion and absolute silence. 
As for me, nothing would induce 
me to enter that house again, I 
will give you the key of the room, 
which I myself locked on leaving, 
and the key of my desk. You will 
also have a message from me to 
my gardener, who will open the 
chateau for you. But come and 
breakfast with me to-morrow, 
and we will talk it over.” 

I promised to do him this 
slight service. It was but a short 
jaunt for me, his house being 
situated about five leagues from 
Rouen. 

A t ten o’clock the next morn- 
ing I was with him. We 
breakfasted together, but he did 
not speak twenty words. He 
begged me to excuse him, saying 
that the thought of the visit 
which I was going to make to the 
room where his happiness lay 
buried was too much for him. He 
did indeed seem to me to be 
strangely moved, preoccupied, as 
if a mysterious struggle were go- 
ing on in his soul. At last he ex- 
plained to me exactly what I was 


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to do, which was to get two pack- 
ages of letters and one of papers 
which were in the first right- 
hand drawer of the desk to which 
I had the key. He added : “I need 
not ask you not to look about 
you.” 

I was a little hurt by these 
words, and told him so rather 
sharply. He stammered, “Forgive 
me, I am suffering so much,” and 
he began to cry. 

I left him about one o’clock to 
do my errand. 

It was a glorious day, and I 
went at a rapid trot across the 
meadows, listening to the sing- 
ing of the skylarks and the 
rhythmical sound of my sword 
against my boot. Before long I 
entered the forest and brought 
my horse to a walk. The branches 
of the trees brushed my face, and 
occasionally I bit off a leaf and 
crunched it eagerly, in one of 
those ecstasies of life which fills 
us, we know not how, with a 
flood of happiness, a sort of in- 
toxication of strength. 

As I neared the chateau, I felt 
in my pocket for the letter which 
I had for the gardener, and I saw 
to my surprise that it was sealed. 
I was so wounded and provoked 
that I thought of returning with- 
out carrying out my intention. 
Then I reflected that by doing 
this I should show unnecessary 
feeling. My friend had probably 
sealed the note mechanically, in 
the trouble he was in. 


The house had the air of hav- 
ing been abandoned for twenty 
years. The entrance gate, open 
and rotten, remained upright by 
a miracle. Grass choked the path- 
ways, and the borders of the 
grass-plots were no longer to be 
seen. 

At the noise which I made by 
kicking against a shutter, an old 
man came out of a side door and 
seemed stupefied at seeing me. I 
jumped to the ground and gave 
him my letter. He read it, re-read 
it, turned it, looked me over, put 
it in his pocket and said: 

“Well, what do you want?” 

I answered brusquely : 

“You ought to know, as you 
have just read your master’s or- 
ders. I want to go into the house.” 

He seemed overcome and ex- 
claimed : 

“Then you are going into — 
into his room?” 

I began to grow impatient. 
“What! are you going to ques- 
tion me?” 

“No, sir, but it has — has not 
been opened since — since the 
death. If you will wait five min- 
utes I will go — go see, if ” 

I interrupted him angrily. 
"Oh, indeed; you will get it in 
order for me when you can’t 
even get in, for I have the key.” 

He could say no more. 

“Then, sir, I will show you the 
way.” 

“Just show me the staircase. I 
can find it very well without you.” 


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"But, sir, indeed I must — ’’ 
This time I quite lost my tem- 
per. 

"Be silent, or you will get your- 
self into trouble,” and I pushed 
him roughly aside and entered 
the house. I passed through the 
kitchen, then through two little 
rooms in which the man and his 
wife lived, and reached a large 
hall. I climbed the stairs and rec- 
ognized the door described by my 
friend. I opened it without diffi- 
culty and entered. 

T he room was so dark that at 
first I could distinguish noth- 
ing. I paused, struck by the 
mouldy, musty smell of shut-up, 
lifeless rooms. Then, by degrees, 
my eyes became used to the 
gloom, and I saw clearly enough 
a large disordered room, with a 
bed without hangings, but with 
mattress and pillows, of which 
one still bore the deep imprint of 
a head, as if some one had just 
been lying there. The chairs were 
scattered about, and I noticed 
that one door, probably that of a 
closet, was half open. 

I went first to the window to 
get some light, and opened it; 
but the hinges cff the outside 
shutters were so rusty that I 
could not move them. I even tried 
to break the shutters with my 
sword, but could not succeed. 

As I was tired of these useless 
efforts, and as my eyes were now 
quite used to the dim light, I gave 


up the hope of seeing more clear- 
ly and went to the desk. I sat 
down in an easy-chair, lowered 
the lid, and opened the drawer. It 
was full to the brim. I only need- 
ed three packages and knew how 
to recognize them, so I began the 
search. 

I was straining my eyes to de- 
cipher the superscriptions, when 
I thought I heard, or rather felt, 
a slight rustling behind me. I 
took no notice of it, thinking that 
a draught of air had made some- 
thing move. But at the end of 
a minute, another movement, 
scarcely perceptible, made a very 
disagreeable shiver creep over 
me. It was so silly to be affected, 
even slightly, that I did not like 
to turn around, for very shame. 
I had secured the second bundle 
that I wanted, and had just 
found the third, when a deep and 
painful sigh, breathed over my 
shoulder, made me leap madly 
two yards away. I turned in my 
flight, with my hand on my 
sword-hilt, and indeed, if I had 
not felt that at my side I should 
have fled like a coward. 

A large woman, in white, was 
standing behind the chair in 
which I had been sitting the in- 
stant before, looking at me. 

Such a shiver ran through my 
limbs that I could not stand. Oh ! 
no one who has not felt it can 
understand this frightful terror. 
One’s brain reels, one’s heart 
stands still, one’s whole body be- 


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comes like a sponge ; it seems as 
if one's being crumbled. I do not 
believe in ghosts, but I have 
yielded to the hideous fear of the 
dead, and I have suffered — ^yes, 
in a few minutes suffered more 
than in all the rest of my life, in 
the terrible agony of supernat- 
ural fear. 

If she had not spoken I might 
have died ! But she did speak, in 
a sad and gentle voice, which 
made my nerves quiver. I cannot 
say that I became master of my- 
self and found my reason again. 
No, I was so terrified that I no 
longer knew what I did, but the 
pride which I have, a pride of my 
soldier’s trade, perhaps, made 
me keep, in spite of myself, a re- 
spectable appearance, both to 
myself and to her, whatever she 
was, woman or spectre. I thought 
of this afterward, for I can tell 
you that when it happened I 
thought of nothing. I was simply 
terror-stricken. She said: 

“Oh, sir, you can do me a great 
favor." 

I tried to answer, but I could 
not utter a word. An indistinct 
noise came from my lips. She 
spoke again: 

“Will you? You can save me, 
cure me. I suffer frightfully. I 
suffer all the time. I suffer, oh ! I 
suffer.” 

And she sat slowly down in my 
chair, looking at me. 

“Will you?” 

I motioned “Yes” with my 


head, my voice being still para- 
lyzed. Then she held out to me a 
tortoise-shell comb and mur- 
mured: 

“Comb my hair, oh! comb my 
hair. That will cure me. Some 
one must do it. Look at my head ! 
How I suffer, and how badly my 
hair is arranged!” 

TTER unbound hair, very long 
and black it seemed to me, 
hung over the back of the chair 
and touched the floor. 

Why did I do it. Why did I 
take the comb, shuddering, and 
why did I take in my hands her 
long hair which made me feel as 
cold as if I were handling ser- 
pents, I cannot tell. 

That feeling has stayed in my 
fingers, and I shiver to think of 
it. I combed her hair. I touched — 
I do not know how — those icy 
tresses; I twisted and untwisted 
them; I braided them as they 
braid a horse’s mane. She sighed, 
bent her head, and seemed happy. 

Suddenly she said, “Thank 
you,” took the comb from my 
hands, and went out by the door 
which I had noticed was half 
open. 

Left alone, I had for some sec- 
onds the terrible fright which 
one has after the nightmare. 
Then I came to myself. I rushed 
to the window and burst open the 
shutters with a frightful blow. 

Daylight flooded the room. 

I sprang to the door through 

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AN APPARITION 



which the Something had disap- 
peared. 

It was closed and locked. 

Then a fever of flight seized 
me, the true panic of battles, I 
snatched the three bundles of let- 
ters from the open desk, rushed 
across the room, leaped down the 
stairs four at a time, found my- 
self outside, I knew not where, 
and seeing my horse ten feet 
away, bounded to his back and 
galloped off, I did not draw rein 
until I was in front of my lodg- 
ings at Rouen, when, throwing 
the bridle to my orderly, I fled to 
my room and locked myself in. 
Then for an hour I asked my- 
self anxiously if I had not been 
the victim of an hallucination. 
Yes, I must have had one of those 
strange nervous freaks which 
give rise to miracles, and to 
which the supernatural owes its 
strength. 

And I had come to believe it 
was a vision, a deception of the 
senses, when I happened to go 
near the window. 

My eyes accidentally fell on 
my breast. My coat was covered 
with hairs, long hairs of a wom- 
an, which were caught around 
the buttons. I took them one by 
one, and threw them out of the 
window with trembling fingers. 
Then I called my orderly. I was 


too much disturbed lo go to see 
my friend that day, and besides, 
I wanted to decide what I ought 
to tell him. I sent him the letters, 
for which he gave the soldier a 
receipt. He asked a great many 
questions about me. 

They told him that I was suf- 
fering, that I had had a sun- 
stroke, that — I do not know 
what. 

He seemed uneasy. 

vf # * 

I went early the next morning 
to see him, resolved to tell him 
the truth. 

He had gone out the evening be- 
fore and had not returned. I 
went again during the day, but 
no one had seen him. I waited a 
week. He did not appear. 

Then I notified the authorities. 
They searched for him every- 
where, without discovering the 
slightest trace of his flight. 

A thorough search was made 
of the deserted chateau, but no 
discoveries were made. 

There was no sign of a wom- 
an’s having been concealed there. 

The search amounting to noth- 
ing, it was given up. And after 
fifty-six years I have learned 
nothing. I know no more. 

THf END 



84 


FANTASTIC 



OL Wet 3), 


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St. 


Translated from "Les Morts Bizarres" of Jean Richeptn, by Walter Learned 


A memorable short-short story of a man who knew the triumph 
of the spirit. A fantasy at once gay, pathetic, humorous, tragic. 


H e had passed his first ten 
years in prison without do- 
ing anything, settling himself and 
fitting himself to the habits of 
the place. Then, as there were 
yet twenty years of prison life 
before him, he said one fine 
morning that it was shameful to 
lead so idle a life, and that he 
must create for himself some 
occupation worthy, not of a free- 
man, since he was a prisoner, but 
worthy simply of a man. 

He devoted a year to reflection, 
to weighing the different ideas 
which presented themselves, to 
seeking a definite aim for his ex- 
istence. To educate a spider, An 
old story too well known. To 
copy Pellico, indeed! A pure bit 
of plagiarism. To count with his 
fingers the rough places on the 
wall. A ridiculous amusement, 
useless and without appreciable 
results. 

“I must,” said he, "find some- 
thing at the same time not, 
useful, and defying. I must in- 
vent a task which shall occupy 


my time, which shall be produc- 
tive of some good, and which 
shall have the value of a protest.” 
Another year was employed in 
this search, and at last success 
crowned his efforts. 

It was a veritable dungeon, 
that in which the prisoner lived, 
which the sun entered but for one 
short half-hour daily, and then 
by a single ray which was a mere 
thread of light. The bed on which 
the unhappy man stretched his 
aching limbs was a pile of wet 
straw. 

“The very thing,” he cried with 
energy. “Now I shall defy my 
jailers and cheat the courts.” 

First he counted the separate 
straws that made up his bundle. 
These were one thousand three 
hundred and seven straws. A 
meagre bundle! 

Then he made an experiment 
to find out how long it would 
take to dry a single straw. Three- 
quarters of an hour. It would re- 
quire for them all — for the one 
thousand three hundred and sev- 


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en straws — a total of nine hun- 
dred and eighty hours and fifteen 
minutes, with a half hour of sun- 
shine a day, nineteen hundred and 
sixty-one days. Calculating that 
the sun would not shine at least 
one day out of three, it would re- 
quire sixteen years, one month, 
one week and six days. He set to 
work at once. 

E very day that the sun shone 
the prisoner carried a straw 
and put it in the sunshine, busy- 
ing himself thus whenever there 
was sun. For the rest of the time 
he kept warm under his clothes 
the straws which he had been 
able to dry. 

Thus ten years passed. The 
prisoner slept on only a third of 
the bundle of the damp straw, 
and he had stuffed in the bosom 
of his blouse the other two-thirds 
which, one by one, he had dried. 

Fifteen years passed. Happi- 
ness unspeakable! Only one hun- 
dred and twenty-six damp straws 
remained. 

Eighty-four days more, and 
the prisoner could scarcely con- 
tain himself. Proud of his work, 
victor over circumstances, he 
cried with the voice of an aveng- 
er, with a mocking, rebellious 
laugh ; 

"Ah! ah! You condemned me 
to the wet straw of a dungeon. 
Well, weep with rage I I sleep on 
dry straw.” 

Alas ! Unfortunately a cruel 

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destiny was watching for its prey. 

One night while the prisoner 
dreamed of the happiness in 
store for him, in his wild joy he 
threw out his hands in speech- 
less exultation, overset his wa- 
ter-jug, and the water ran trick- 
ling down his breast. 

All of the straws were wet. 

What to do now. To begin 
again the toil of Sisyphus, To 
pass fifteen years more putting 
straws to dry in the slender ray ? 

Oh, the discouragement of it! 
You, the fortunate ones of the 
world, who give up a pleasure if 
twenty five steps are necessary 
for its acquisition, dare you cast 
at him the first stone? 

But you say, he had only a 
year and a half more in prison. 

And do you count as nothing 
wounded pride, fallen hope? 
Think! this man would have 
worked fifteen years to sleep on 
a bundle of dry straw, and should 
he consent to quit his prison with 
wet straws clinging to his hair? 
Never! One is either worthy or 
unworthy. 


Eight days and nights ne 
writhed in agony, wrestling with 
despair, striving for a foothold 
in the ruin which overwhelmed 
him. 

He finished by losing his hold 
and by acknowledging defeat. He 
had lost the battle. 

One evening he fell on his 

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kn^s, despairing and broken. I can bear it no longer.” Then in 
”0 God,” he cried in his tears, a sudden access of indignation 
“pardon me that I have lost cour- he cried : 

,age today. I have suffered for “No, no, a thousand times no! 
thirty years. I have felt my limbs It shall not be said that I have 
waste, my skin mortify, my eyes lost my life for nothing. I will 
grow dim and my hair and teeth not desert. I am not a coward, 
fail me. I have resisted hunger. No, I will not sleep for a minute 
thirst, cold, and solitude. I had more on the damp straw of the 
a hope which sustained my ef- dungeon. No, they shall not de- 
forts. I had an aim in my life, feat me.” 

Now it is impossible to satisfy And the prisoner died during 
my hope. Now the aim is gone the night, conquered like Brutus, 
forever. Pardon me that I desert grand like Cato, 
my post, that I quit the field of He died of an heroic indiges- 
battle, that I flee like a coward, tion. He had eaten all his straw. 

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His Star 

A Story told in the Chicago Journal by Austyn Granville 

Illustrator COYE 


From the pages of a long-dead newspaper 
comes this quaint tale of 
a stargazer’s delusion. Or was it? 


M y name is Jules Bertraud. 

I have lived in Paris all my 
life. It is the first time that I 
have ever been in conflict with 
the police — the first time I have 
ever been arrested. As my sanity 
has been called in question, and 
you, Monsieur Barbierre, justly 
distinguished as an advocate, 
have kindly undertaken to de- 
fend me, I send you this truthful 
history of the circumstances 
which have led to my being thus 
imprisoned as a lunatic. 

I have purposely applied to you 
to conduct my defense, as you 
are not alone learned in the law ; 
but have spent, like myself, 
whole nights in studying the com- 
plex systems of the stars, which 
but yesterday were under my 
feet, and to-night, as I write this 
in my gloomy cell, shine so 
brightly overhead. 

Perhaps you may have never 
noticed a small star of about the 
thirtieth magnitude, which, on 
very clear nights and with a pow- 


erful telescope, may be discov- 
ered almost midway between the 
constellations of the Pleiades 
and Ursa Major. It is the com- 
paratively insignificant star 
called Perigo. It has a Portu- 
guese name, an ominous one, sig- 
nifying “peril,” “hazard,” “jeop- 
ardy.” It is my natal star. Bom 
under its direful influence, I have 
been subjected to it ever since. 
My father, who was, as you 
know, a celebrated astronomer, 
has calculated that its orbit is so 
vast that it takes it nearly fifty 
years to complete it. His last 
words to me were: “Beware of 
Perigo when in perihelion. It will 
then iwssess its greatest power 
over you for evil. What effect it 
may have upon you at that time 
it is impossible to surmise; 
something, however tells me that 
it will materially charge not 
only your mental but your physi- 
cal being. 

That warning was uttered fif- 
teen years ago. I have never for- 


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gotten it. Pursuing, like my fath- 
er, the study of astronomy, I was 
enabled to watch through the 
long nights the steady, irresisti- 
ble aj)proach of that fateful star 
which was to have such an influ- 
ence upon my destiny. 

You are well aware how I have 
struggled against it. Sometimes 
I have dreaded that it would 
tempt me to the commission of 
some fearful^ crime. Dwelling on 
this, what wonder if my mind 
should have assumed a morbid 
cast? But I am not insane. 

I could conflde in no one. You, 
the successful advocate, and I, 
the obscure astronomer, had not 
then been linked in the bonds of 
friendship through our simultan- 
eous discovery of a new planet. 
My wife’s relatives, ever on the 
watch to secure some pretext for 
her separation from a man who 
brought her but little fortune, I 
could not trust. Even from my 
wife herself I concealed my grow- 
ing, appalling apprehensions. It 
is perilous to confide a secret to 
woman. 

T WO weeks ago I insensibly 
became aware of the near ap- 
proach of my natal star to that 
great center of the solar system 
which ordinary men call the sun, 
but which to us is merely one of 
many planets around which sys- 
tems of far greater immensity 
than ours revolve. It was then 
that I set myself to a calculation 


of the exact time when, in ac- 
cordance with the inexorable 
laws of nature, the star Perigo 
would attain its perihelion with 
the sun of our system. A long 
series of calculations had assured 
me of the fact that at or about 
midnight of the 17th of October, 
Perigo would be in the zenith. 

A prey to the profoundest ap- 
prehensions, I at ten o’clock that 
night bade my wife good-night, 
and, stooping over the cradle of 
our youngest-born, imprinted 
upon its forehead what I thought 
might be perhaps my farewell 
kiss. I then shut myself in my 
study, closed the door tightly, 
and sat down to wait, unaided 
and alone, the coming of the fate- 
ful moment. 

To divert my mind as much as 
possible from thoughts of the im- 
I)eding disaster which I felt cer- 
tain was about to overwhelm me, 
I plunged at once into the solu- 
tion of a problem which had al- 
ready caused me many sleepless 
nights. While thus engaged, over- 
come with fatigue of watching, I 
sank into a profound slumber I 
dreamed that I had been suddenly 
taken very sick; that physicians 
had been called in ; that I had died 
and had been stretched out upon a 
board for the purposes of an 
autopsy. The hardness of the bed 
upon which I had thus been laid 
disturbed my slumbers. I awoke, 
rubbed my eyes, and sat up. I 
did not at first realize where I 


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FANTASTIC 



was, or the extraordinary things 
which had happened to me. I 
looked around. It was the same 
room in which I had gone to sleep. 
The pai>er on the wall was the 
same, to the very pattern. But 
the room had been stripped of 
furniture, even to the carpet, 
and the floor had been white- 
washed. How long had I been 
asleep? I stood up and walked to 
the window. I had left the top of 
it open for ventilation. My study, 
as you know, is a very lofty room. 
Whoever had divested it of furni- 
ture had also closed the window 
at the top. To compensate for this 
he had opened it at the bottom 
I leaned over the sill and looked 
out. The stars were shining far 
away below me ; yet the noises of 
the street, which are never absent 
in Paris, no matter how late the 
hour, fell distinctly upon my ear. 
Again I glanced below, complete- 
ly mystified. There, shining in 
the azure depths, were the silver, 
twinkling stars, the familiar 
companions of my vigils. The 
earth seemed to have melted be- 
neath my feet. 

A dreadful feeling now took 
possession of me. Trembling vio- 
lently, I fell upon my knees upon 
the hard, whitewashed floor and 
prayed fervently. I shut my eyes 
to keep out the horrid visions 
which oppressed me. Was I going 
mad ? By degrees I became calm- 
er. I opened my eyes and cast 
them heavenward, and the next 


moment had sprung to my feet 
again, staggering back, open- 
mouthed, wild-eyed, appalled. 
Above me, not forty feet away, 
was the pavement of the street 
in which I resided. Upon its 
stony surface men and wom- 
en walked, head downward, in the 
air, and vehicles of all kinds 
passed by me in a singular pro- 
cession, the quadrupeds engaged 
in drawing them appearing like 
flies on an exaggerated ceiling. 

Still I did not comprehend. 
While my mental faculties re- 
mained unimpared, my brain 
was slow to appreciate the mar- 
vellous change which had taken 
place in my physical constitu- 
tion. It was not until I withdrew 
my head from the window and 
glanced upward that I began, 
faintly at first, but soon with all 
the intensity of my being, to 
realize that prodigious thing 
which had happened to me. 

the ceiling of the room, all 
the furniture of the apart- 
ment was arrayed precisely as I 
had left it two hours before when 
I had fallen asleep. There was the 
desk with the inkstand into 
which I had dipped my pen. There 
was my heavy arm-chair, my 
stove, a ponderous weight, which 
I wondered did not fall and 
crush me; my bookcase filled 
with books. Amazed, I looked at 
-all these things. Even the cat 
slumbered on the hearth rug. 


HIS NATAL STAR 


91 



How did she do it, seemingly 
holding on to nothing, in a cham- 
ber which had been literally 
turned upside down? 

Then suddenly an awful 
thought flashed across me. In- 
stinctively I pulled out my watch, 
holding it open in my hand. To 
my amazement it slipped from 
me and like a balloon rose to the 
level of my chin. I caught it and 
pulled it down. It was just at the 
strike of midnight. 

It was the fateful hour. Perigo 
was in perihelion. 

Brought under its tremendous 
influence, the pitiful attraction 
of the earth had been easily over- 
come. What my father had dread- 
ed and dimly foreseen had come 
to pass. Henceforth I was re- 
leased from the influence of the 
earth. The gravity of Perigo, in 
my single instance, was all-pow- 
erful. Like a flash the real state 
of the case darted through my 
mind. I, not the earth, nor the 
house upon the earth, nor the 
room within that house, but I, 
Jules Bertraud, was walking up- 
side down. 

My soul was seized with a sud- 
den panic. Rapidly I walked up 
and down the ceiling. As I 
moved, coins, keys, and various 
articles fell rattling from my 
pockets. A five-franc silver piece 
struck against the lamp. If it 
had broken it I could not have 
descended to extinguish the 
flames. Heat ascends. It was stif- 


ling where I was, notwithstand- 
ing the open window, near which, 
indeed, now realizing the awful 
influence of the star, I did not 
dare to venture, fearing that a 
false step might percipitate me 
into those tremendous depths 
that, like a fathomless ocean, 
gleamed beneath me. 

I took off my coat and laid it 
upon the whitewashed floor. The 
moment I took my hands from it 
it arose rapidly and struck 
against the carpeted ceiling. The 
cat woke up and ran and nested 
in it. I cried “Shush ! Shush !” It 
looked up or down — whichever is 
right — and ran under the desk, 
fearful lest I might fall and 
crush it. I, on my part, stood 
staring stupidly and wondering 
why it did not fall into my out- 
stretched arms. 

I experienced no unpleasant 
consequences, physically, from 
my novel situation. My body, 
however, seemed to have grown 
much lighter. It seemed as if I 
could not weigh more than fifty 
pounds. My blood flowed natural- 
ly in its channels. I was feverish, 
but that was from the heat of the 
chamber. I leaned out of the win- 
dow and felt the cool breeze upon 
my fevered cheek. I gazed again 
into the eternal depths below. 
There, midway between the Bear 
and the Pleiades, was my natal 
star. I had but to leap from the 
window to be carried at once to- 
ward it. Of what interest I might 


92 


FANTASTIC 



be to science if I could reach it! 
But I should never return, or if I 
did, it would be when Perigo had 
passed its perihelion and then I 
should be hurled back to earth 
a shapeless, indistinguishable 
mass. 

I BECAME seized with a sudden 
desire to leave my study. I 
walked over to the door, but it 
was far above my head. The tran- 
som, however, was open; by a 
desperate spring I reached it, 
drew myself up easily, and 
crawled through. Arrived on the 
other side, I hung for a moment 
by my hands and then let go. It 
would have been dark but for the 
moon, whose mellow light came 
through the glass roof of a cov- 
ered passageway against which 
I had dropped. Had I been of nor- 
mal weight I must have crushed 
through, and then nothing could 
have saved me ; but as it was, the 
thick glass roof of the passage- 
way easily sustained me. 

I was moved by an indefinable 
instinct to go forward. You 
may think it was a curious jour- 
ney, thus to be wandering around 
one’s own house upside down, 
walking along the ceilings; but 
the world to me was upside down, 
and the only thing that appeared 
to me to be at all ridiculous was 
the fact that the earth, the hous- 
es, and the people in them were 
all upside down. I wondered how 
the people could breathe, and 


why those houses, horses, and 
carriages did not detach them- 
selves and fall into the deep 
abyss. 

I reached the end of the hall 
and passed out on to the ceiling 
of the stairs. I worked myself 
down to the wall of the staircase, 
looking up every now and then 
at the pattern of the carpets. I 
crossed the hall, stumbling 
against the chandelier. Several of 
the crystals were detached and 
fell to the pavement with a loud 
crash. 

Pierre, the butler, who always 
sleeps in the little room to the 
right of the hall, woke up and 
came out, candle in hand, rub- 
bing his eyes sleepily. I trem- 
bled with fear, and dared not 
move while he went through the 
rooms with his pistol, looking for 
robbers. At length he satisfied 
himself and returned to his 
chamber. 

I now desired to escape from 
the house. The hall door was en- 
tirely beyond my reach; but 
again I could have resort to the 
transom. If I could only reach the 
railings outside I might work my 
way along them until I met some 
one. I felt an inextinguishable 
longing to be with you, the only 
man to whom I could explain my 
strange case, and of whose sym- 
pathy I could be certain. 

With much effort I forced the 
transom, and creeping through, 
I hung for a moment by my 


HIS NATAL STAR 


93 



hands. I dared not look down in- 
to the fathomless abyss. A single 
glance would have destroyed me. 
Wisely I forebore, and commenced 
to climb up in the direction of the 
street railing. The inequalities in 
the woodwork and my light 
weight favored me. The next in- 
stant my hand grasi>ed the iron. 
I drew myself up until my head 
touched the stone coping, and 
planting my feet upon the orna- 
mented finish of the fence, I 
worked my way along the street. 

I T WAS now nearly two in the 
morning, and I am satisfied 
that I should have reached your 
door in safety if I had not, in 
turning the corner, had the mis- 
fortune to be espied by a police- 
man. This man, as you know, see- 
ing me standing on my head, 
thought me a maniac. He called 
up another policeman, and de- 
spite my entreaties I was carried 
off to the station. Being turned 
around what they thought was 
the right way, despite my at- 
tempts at explanation, in the 
hands of these ignoramuses, I 
narrowly escaped suffocation. 


Conducted to the police station, 
they threw me into a cell, where 
I fell with such force against the 
ceiling that I lost my senses. 
When restored to consciousness 
two hours later I found myself 
sitting up on the floor. The in- 
fluence of Perigo had passed. I 
was again subordinate to the law 
of terrestrial gravity. 

This, my dear Monsieur Bar- 
bierre, is a brief outline of my 
adventures. To you, who know 
my family history and the vin- 
dictiveness of my wife’s rela- 
tives, I make this confession. As 
a man who reveres the truth and 
knows the incredulity of the pub- 
lic, you will see the futility of 
stating the exact facts in the 
case. I should never be believed. 
Worse, should I publish what I 
have here written, I should un- 
doubtedly be adjudged insane. 

I beg of you to exert, there- 
fore, your inexhaustible ingenu- 
ity in rescuing your brother sci- 
entist from his present predica- 
ment without betraying his 
secret. Do this, and forever de- 
serve the gratitude of your de- 
voted friend, Jules Bertraud. 


THE END 



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NINE STARSHIPS 

WAITING 


By 

ROGER 

ZELAZNY 


"The tiger is loose," it said. 

He folded the message and placed it beneath a paperweight. 
“You may go.” 

The man before him saluted sharply and did an about-face. 
The Duke did not look up. 

He reached for a cigar and leaned back into his chair, 

“The tiger is loose,” he said, “after all these years . , .” 

He lighted it and stared for a long while into the blue haze. 
“1 wonder what he’ll look like, this time?” 



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MINUS TEN 

E was awake. 

For a long while he did 
not open his eyes. He thought of 
his arms and his legs and they 
were there. He tried to decide 
what he was, but he could not 
remember. 

He began to shiver. 

He felt a thin covering above 
his nude body. A draft of cold air 
was chilling his face. 

He shook his head. Then he 
was on his feet, and dizzy. 

He looked about. 

A candle flickered on the ta- 
ble, beside a muddied skull. To 
the right lay a dagger. 

He looked back at his bed. It 
was a coffin, the coverlet a shroud. 
Black-draped walls leaned to- 
ward him, the hangings gently a- 
rustle. There was a mirror on the 
farthest wall, but he did not feel 
like looking into it. There was no 
door. 

“You are alive," said the voice, 
"I know,” he answered. 

“Look into the mirror." 

“Go to hell.” 

He stalked about the room, 
bunching the hangings together 
and tearing them loose, yards at 
a time. Ankle-deep in black velvet, 
he smashed the mirror. 

“Pick up a piece of the mirror 
and look at yourself.” 

“Go to hell!” 

“Do you know what you will 
see?” 


He snatched the dagger from 
the table and began shredding 
the velvet into long ribbons. 

“You will see a man," it con- 
tinued, “a naked, useless man.” 

He hurled the skull across the 
room and it shattered against the 
wall. 

“You will see a pitiful crawling 
worm, a hairless embryo, a fork 
of stripped willow; you will see a 
poor player, strutting and fret- 
ting. . . .” 

He heaped the shredded cloth 
in the center of the cell and set 
fire to it with the candle. He 
pushed the table into the blaze. 

“You know you are at the 
mercy of the elements you seek to 
control. . . .” 

The hairs on his chest withered 
and curled. He glared upwards. 

“Come down here,” he invited, 
“whatsoever thou art, and this 
shall be thy pyre!” 

Somewhere above him he heard 
a muffied click. The voice ceased. 
He threw his dagger high and it 
struck metal. 

It dropped back into the flames. 

If I be so damn6d weak, what 
fearest thou?” he cried. “Come 
visit me in hell!” 

The candle flickered out as a 
mist of fire foam descended. The 
bonfire persisted a moment long- 
er, and the glowing table was last 
to vanish. 

Silently, the nozzles in the wall 
sucked away his consciousness. 

He fell across his coffin. 



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“How’s he doing now, sir?” 

“Mean as ever,” said Channing. 

The new Assistant Director 
studied the screen. 

“Is he really everything they 
say ?” 

“Depends on what you’ve 
heard.’’ 

Channing adjusted the cell’s 
thermostat to 68“ Farenheit and 
switched on the recorder. 

“If you’ve heard that he sank 
the Bismarck,’’ he continued, “he 
did not. If you’ve heard that he 
assassinated Trotsky, he did not. 
He wasn’t around then — but he 
thinks he was, and he thinks he 
did. But if you think that New 
Cairo vanished in a natural dis- 
aster, or that General Kenton 
died of food poisoning, you’re 
wrong.” 

The new Assistant shuddered 
and unhooked an earphone. He 
listened to the words broadcast 
at the anesthetized' man. 

“.' . . You are death and dam- 
nation in human form. You are 
the lightning of Nemesis attract- 
ed by mortal rods. You assassin- 
ated Lincoln. You killed Trotsky 
— split his skull like a melon. You 
pulled the trigger at Sarajevo 
and smashed the seals of the 
Apocalypse. You are the poisoned 
blade that bled the Court of Den- 
mark, the bullet in Garfield, the 
steel in Mercurtio — and the fires 
of vengeance burn in your soul 
forever. — You are Vindici, the 
son of Death. , . 


It droned on and on, in a flat 
matter-of-fact tone. The Assist- 
ant Director hung the earphone 
back on the board and looked 
away from the Gothic setting on 
the screen. 

“You fellows are rather thor- 
ough about these things, aren’t 
you ?” 

Channing snorted what might 
pass for a chuckle. 

“Thorough?” he asked. “He 
is the only complete success 
we’ve ever had. Over the past 
nineteen years he has been re- 
sponsible for more mayhem than 
any tidal wave or earthquake in 
history.” 

“Why all the rhetoric?” 

“He’s a character out of a 
play.” 

The Assistant shook his head 
and shrugged. 

“When can I talk to him?” 

“Give us three more days,” an- 
swered Channing. “It’s still feed- 
ing time.” 

* * * 

Cassiopeia looked up from her 
balcony at the four new stars. On 
another planet, which she had 
never visited, a similar forma- 
tion would have been called the 
Southern Cross. The constella- 
tion above her bore no name, 
however, and the four points of 
the cross had once blazed from 
man-made hearths on four sepa- 
rate worlds. — Steel rood of the 
forges, its arms did not wink like 
stars. 


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99 



Gray-eyed, she watched till 
they were out of sight. Turning, 
green-eyed, she entered her apart- 
ments, with hair of tiger gold 
and cloak of tiger black. 

And she wondered, behind her 
changing eyes — Who would come 
to tear down the cross over 
Turner’s World? 

When she thought she knew 
she cried herself to sleep. 

MINUS NINE 

The world of Stats’ a drunk- 
en bat; 

It waggles to and fro. 

How it avoids the asteroids, 

Only God and the Statmen 
know. 

And who it was that ivrit 
these lines 

Where the cool flushtank 
flows, 

And why he cannot leave 
this place, 

Only Statcom knows. 

— Carl Smythe, Sp. Asst. Dr. 
Channing, identity deter- 
mined Statcom Code 11-7, 
Word Order Analysis. 

S he coherent yet?” 

“If you mean will he under- 
stand you, yes. The term ‘coher- 
ency’, however, does not apply.” 

“What do you mean?” 

“His mind is not a coherent 
whole in any psychiatric sense. 
He is two personalities— Hjne 
aware only of itself, and the other 
of both selves.” 


“Schizoid?” the Assistant Di- 
rector asked, matter of factly. 

“No. Neo-Kraepelinian typol- 
ogy doesn’t apply.” 

“Which one will I be talking 
to?” 

“The one we need.” 

“Oh.” 

Smythe, who had been rum- 
maging in a drawer, turned to 
them with a grin. He caressed a 
laser-gun the size of an auto- 
matic pencil, then slipped it into 
his breast pocket. 

“You won’t be needing that,” 
said the Assistant Director. He 
reached behind his belt and with- 
drew a compact pistol. 

"Small, but deadly,” he smiled. 

“Yes, I know,” said Channing. 
“Give it to me.” 

“What do you mean ‘give it to 
you’? I’m going to be talking to 
a psychopathic killer. I want a 
gun of my own.” 

“The hell you say! You’re not 
going in there with that thing !” 

With grizzled crewcut, patches 
of scalp showing through, por- 
cine features, and his short, 
stocky build. Doctor Karol Chan- 
ning resembled nothing so much 
as a razorback hog. 

He held forth a wide hand. 

The Assistant dropi>ed his 
eyes, then placed his gun in the 
outstretched palm. 

“Since Smythe is armed, I 
guess it’s all right. . . .” 

Channing grinned. 

“He’s not your bodyguard.” 


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"Smythe! Damn it! I want a 
drink!” 

“You’re leaving tomorrow, 
Vindici. Do you want a big head 
when the hyper-drive cuts in?" 

"Damn the h.d. ! and damn my 
head tomorrow! It’s my stomach 
I’m thinking of now!” A wheed- 
ling note crept into his voice. "Be 
a good fellow and fetch us a bot- 
tle.” 

Smythe’s freckled face twisted, 
then split. 

“Okay, dad, it’s your frame. 
You're my charge till you leave, 
and keeping you happy is part of 
the job description. Hold the fort. 
I’ll be back.” 

Smythe ducked out the door of 
the apartment and Vindici noted 
with pleasure that he did not 
lock it behind him. He shook his 
head. Why should that thought 
have occurred to him? He was no 
prisoner. He crossed to the mir- 
or and studied himself. 

A little under six feet, a little 
underweight — but that always 
happens in the sleep tanks — black 
hair with flecks of white at the 
temples, mahogany eyes, straight 
nose, firm chin. 

The man in the mirror wore an 
expensively-cut gray jacket and 
a light blue shirt. 

He rubbed his eyes. For a mo- 
ment the reflection had been 
blond and green-eyed, with fuller 
lips and darker skin. 

He raised the water tumbler be- 
tween the thumb and index fin- 


ger of his delicate right liand. 
He squeezed until it shattered. 
The pieces fell into the bowl. 

He smiled back at his reflec- 
tion. 

The door opened behind him 
and Smythe entered with an al- 
most-full fifth of Earth bourbon 
and two glasses. 

“Good thing you brought an 
extra glass. I just broke mine.” 

“Oh? Where is it?” 

“In the bowl. Bumped it.” 

“I’ll clean it out. That,” 
frowned Smythe, “is also in my 
job description.” 

Vindici smiled mechanically 
and filled both glasses. He 
downed his in a gulp and refilled 
it. 

Smythe dumped the shards in- 
to the disposal slot. 

“How you feeling?” he said. 

Vindici added ice, then took 
another drink. 

“Fine — now.” 

Smythe finished washing his 
hands and dropped into a chair. 

“Damn! I cut myself!” 

Vindici chuckled. 

“Blood!” 

He sighed, and continued, 
. . The most beautiful thing 
in the universe, cloistered in the 
darkest places possible and blush- 
ing most admirably when ex- 
posed.” 

S MYTHE wrapped it in his 
handkerchief, hastily. 

“Yeah. Sure.” 


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101 



“Furthermore — " said Vindici. 

“Have you got all the tjrpogra- 
phy straight?" 

“Yes, I used to live there." 

“Hm. Well—” 

“Yes. I did live there, didn’t 
I? Or was it Captain Ramsay? 
— Sure, Turner’s Guard. He was 
an officer.” 

“That’s right, but that was 
long ago. I was a kid.” 

Vindici took another drink. 

“And I’m going to kill some- 
one. I won’t know who until I get 
there. But I wanted to kill — 
someone — then — ” 

He looked at Smythe. 

“Do you know why I’m going?" 

“Nope. I’m just the garbage 
man.” 

He passed his hand before his 
eyes. 

“That’s not true,” he said. “I 
see a centaur. . . .You are a man 
from the waist up and a bank of 
machinery below. . . .” 

Smythe laughed nervously. 

“My girl back home would be 
surprised to hear that — don’t 
tell her. But seriously, why are 
you going?” 

Vindici shook his head. 

“Eagles over Nuremberg.” 

“Huh?” 

“Starships — ^battle conches — 
are gathering at Turner’s 
World.” 

Smythe shrugged. 

“What do we care if they take 
the place ? In fact, it would be 
a good idea.” 


The dark man shook his head. 

"They’re not there to take the 
place.” 

Smythe halted his drink in 
mid-movement. 

"Oh. How often have we 
smashed Turner’s World?” he 
mused. “At least three times in 
the past sixty years. Won’t they 
ever give up?” 

Vindici’s chuckle made him 
check to see whether he had 
swallowed one of his ice cubes. 

“Why should they?” asked the 
other. “The Fed would never 
sanction out-and-out destruction 
of Turner’s World. It might make 
too many neutrals cease being 
neutral. So they just de-fang it 
every twenty years or so. 

“One day,” he smiled, “the den- 
tist will arrive too late.” 

“What’s your part in all this? 
You’re a Turnerian, you fought 
the Federation. . , .” 

“I’m the dentist,” growled 
Vindici, “and I hate the place! 
It’s a violation of Fed Code to 
station more than two conches 
within five light years of one an- 
other. A world can only own a 
maximum of two.” 

“And Turner’s World has none 
— Article Nine of the last war 
settlement,” supplied Smythe, 
“but they can quarter two.” 

“Four have already arrived,” 
said Vindici. “Six would consti- 
tute a first class Emergency. 
Statcom says there will be at 
least seven.” 


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Smythe gulped hia drink. 

Six conches could destroy six 
worlds, or hold them. At least six 
worlds. . . . 

“From where?” he asked. 

“The Pegasus, from Opiuchus 
— the Stilleto, from Bran — the 
Standback, from Deneb — and the 
Minotaur.” 

“Then the Graf Spec and the 
Kraken may be on their way.” 

Vindici nodded. 

“That’s what Statcom thinks.” 

“Could a simple assassination 
stop them?” 

“Statcom thinks so — but an 
assassination is never simple. I 
may have to kill the whole High 
Command, whoever they are.” 

Smythe winced. 

“Can you do it?” 

Vindici laughed. 

“That world killed me once, 
which was a mistake. They 
should have let me live.” 

Then they killed the bottle, and 
Smythe hunted up another. As 
they became the hub of the gal- 
axy, with lopsided universes spin- 
ning about them, Smythe re- 
membered asking, “Why, Vindi- 
ci ? Why are you the weapon that 
walks like a man?” 

The next morning he could not 
remember the answer, except that 
part of it was an Elizabethan 
monologue delivered to an empty 
bottle, beginning, “My study’s 
ornament, thou shell of death 
. . .” and punctuated with nu- 
merous “ ’sblud’s”, before the 


man had collapsed, sobbing, 
across the bedstead — and he 
could not find him to say good- 
bye, because Vindici had blasted 
off at 0600 hours, for Turner's 
World. But it did not really mat- 
ter to Smythe. 

MINUS EIGHT 

A re you the one?” 

“Yes.” 

“Name me the place.” 

“Stat." 

“Name me the time.” 

“Any.” 

“Come in.” 

Vindici entered quickly and 
surveyed the room. It held the 
normal furnishings of a provin- 
cial hotel, untouched, save for a 
heaped ashtray. 

Vindici inspected the closet and 
the small washroom. 

“There’s no one under the bed 
either.” 

Vindici looked. 

“You’re right.” 

He eyed the slender man with 
the nervous tic and the hair too 
dark for what there was of it. 
“You’re Harrison. ” 

He nodded. 

“You’re Vindici.” 

He smiled. 

“I’ve come to kick those four 
stars out of the sky before they 
have puppies. What’s the word?” 
“Sit down.” 

“I can listen standing up.” 
Harrison shrugged. He seated 
himself. 


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103 



“Turner’s World has always 
been the catalyst. The Opiuchu- 
ans and the Denebians are ready. 
The Eighth Reich will have two 
conches here by tonight. They 
don’t trust each other, but they’ve 
agreed upon Duke Richard as 
command — ’’ 

“Richard !’’ Vindici took a step 
forward, hands raising. 

Harrison stared into his eyes, 
unmoving, except for the left cor- 
ner of his mouth which jerked 
like the wing of a moth. 

Finally, he nodded. 

“Richard de Tourne. He’s old, 
but he’s still vicious and cun- 
ning.’’ 

Vindici spat upon the carpet 
and stamped on it. A slow meta- 
morphosis began to unwind his 
saturnine features. 

His cheekbones lowered and his 
lips began to swell, the streaks of 
white at his temples grew yellow. 

“Your eyes!’’ Harrison ex- 
claimed. “They’re changing, Vin- 
dici!’’ 

The man shrugged off the jack- 
et which had grown too tight 
across his shoulders. He threw 
it the length of the room. 

“Who’s Vindici?’’ he asked. 
* •* » 

F ifty cubic miles of steel and 
plastic, like a quarterback run- 
ning a broken field, Stat. 

Steel dancing through bliz- 
zards of rock, with an infallible 
pilot, Statcom, 

Statcom, charting possible fu- 


tures and their remedies. Stat 
did not exist, because Statcom 
had debunked the rumors of it- 
self two generations ago. Fed had 
no weapon for first class Emer- 
gencies other than diplomacy or 
military force — Statcom had 
said so. 

Channing found Smythe in the 
Armory of Forbidden Weapons, 
fondly studying a 1917 trench 
knife. 

“He’s arrived,’’ said Channing. 

The lanky redhead replaced the 
knife on the rack. 

“Why tell me?’’ 

“Thought you might like to 
know.” 

“Meet Harrison yet?” 

“Should have.” 

“Good. Thanks to your work 
he is now Captain Ramsay, which 
is even better than being Vindici, 
for the moment.” 

“Sir?” 

A long second passed as 
Smythe studied the trench knife. 

“Statcom said you’d guess 
sooner or later today. It didn’t 
pinpoint the hour, though.” 

“I know. I asked it after I fig- 
ured things out.” 

“Congratulations, you’ve just 
won yourself a free brainwash 
and an all-expense trip home.” 

“Good, I hate this place.” 

“When did you learn?” 

“I’ve suspected you were the 
Director for some time now. 
You’ve always protested more 
loudly then anyone else about 


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conditions here. You tipped your 
hand, though, by having Statcom 
override sound therapy and rec- 
ommend that you get drunk with 
Vindici. You always were fasci- 
nated by weapons.” 

‘‘I’ll have to watch that in the 
future,” laughed Smythe, ‘‘and 
I’ll have Statcom chart the per- 
iodicity of my complaints. You 
always were pretty sharp when it 
came to minds, though — human 
or mechanical.” 

“Which are you?” 

“I’m a part of Stat,” he an- 
swered, “and I’m writing history 
before it happens, in a book no 
one will ever read and tell of 
— author unknown.” 

“You’re mad,” said Channing. 

“Of course. I’m drunk as Di- 
onysius, and dedicated as the 
three old women with the spin- 
ning wheels — and as omnipotent. 
When you return to your quar- 
ters the medmen will be waiting.” 

Channing eyed the rack of 
knives. 

“I could kill you right now, if 
I had a little more cause. But 
what you’re doing may be right. 
I just don’t know.” 

“I know,” answered Smythe, 
“and you never will.” 

Channing’s shoulders sagged. 

“What part will my poor im- 
poster play in all this?” 

“The most difficult of all, of 
course — himself.” 

Smythe turned his back and 
studied a gigantic Catalan knife. 


“Go to hell,” muttered Chan- 
ning. 

He might have heard a metal- 
lic chuckle as he left the Armory. 

MINUS SEVEN 

A nd you don’t think he’ll rec- 
ognize you?” asked Harri- 
son. 

“With a white beard and a 
bald dome? I’m dead, remember?” 

“Richard isn’t senile — arid he’ll 
probably be expecting something 
like this.” 

“I’ll be working for his son, 
Larry. He was an infant the last 
time I saw him. Richard won’t 
even see me, until the last thing.” 

Ramsay looked across the great 
courtyard. A square mile of lush 
vegetation, an artificial lake, a 
row of summer cottages, and a 
small menagerie lay beneath him. 
Servants were clearing the re- 
mains of an all night party from 
about a huge pavillion. Broken 
dishes were confetti upon the 
grass, and pieces of cloth deco- 
rated the branches of trees. 
Slow-moving men with rubbish 
sacks were insects far below, 
gathering up everything in sight. 
The greenly lowering sun was 
balanced like a gigantic olive atop 
the forty-foot wall which en- 
closed the estate. 

Something came loose at the 
bottom of his brain. 

“Where have I been all this 
time ? It seems so very long since 
I lived in the officers’ quarters. 


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105 



there,” he pointed, “across the 
lake. Was I very ill?” 

“The sleep,” said Harrison. "It 
was long. There was no antidote 
for the poison Richard used, so 
your friends put you in the sleep 
tanks until one could be devel- 
oped.” 

“How long was I out?” 

“Nineteen years.” 

Ramsay closed his eyes and 
touched his forehead. Harrison 
clapped him on the shoulder. 

"Don’t think about it now. 
Your mind is still recovering 
from the shock. You want to get 
this thing over with first, don’t 
you ?” 

“Yes, that’s right I do. 
Larry is a man now . . .” 

“Of course — a baby wouldn’t 
be hiring a pimp, would he ?” 

Ramsay laughed, and his eyes 
matched the color of the sun. 

“A pimp! How royal! How 
grand and fitting!” 

His laughter became demented. 
It rolled and echoed about the 
high hall. 

Harrison coughed loudly. 

“Perhaps you had better — ^uh 
— compose yourself. He’ll be here 
soon, and you should be proper- 
ly subservient.” 

He sobered, but a smile con- 
tinued to play about the corners 
of his mouth. 

“All right. I’ll spend the next 
five minutes thinking of money 
and sex. I’ll save this for later — ” 

His right hand darted behind 


his back and up beneath the hem' 
of his jacket. 

Simultaneously, there was a 
blurring movement and a click. 

Harrison looked cross-eyed at 
the switch blade touching his 
Adam’s Apple. He licked his lips. 

“Excellent form — but please 
put it away. What if Larry were 
to walk in here and see — ?” 

“Then this would happen,” he 
replied, without moving his lips. 

The blade was gone again. 

“Very impressive.” Harrison 
swallowed half of the last word. 

“It will stay put now, until 
bleeding time.” 

They lighted cigarettes and 
waited. 

T he door finally opened, sound- 
lessly, behind Ranuay. He 
turned, nevertheless, smirking at 
the thin-faced boy who stood 
upon the threshold. 

The youth looked through him 
and into Harrison. 

“Is he the man?” 

“He is.” 

“What’s his name?” 

“Pete.” 

“Pete, I’m Leonard de Tourne, 
first heir of this damned amuse- 
ment park.” He walked past them 
and hurled himself into an easy 
chair so hard that it banged 
against the wall. He wiped his 
moist forehead on a silken sleeve 
and crossed his legs. His dark 
eyes focussed on Ramsay. “I 
want a woman,” he announced. 


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Ramsay chuckled out loud. 

“That’s easily accomplished.” 

The boy ran many-ringed lin- 
gers through his thatch of un- 
ruly black. He shook his head. 

“No, it isn’t. I want a woman, 
not just any woman.” 

“Oh, a special transaction.” 

“That’s right, and the price is 
no object.” 

Ramsay rubbed his chemically- 
wrinkled hands together. 

“Good ! Good ! I like challenges 
— and big commissions.” 

“You’ll be well paid.” 

“Excellent ! What’s her name?” 

“Cassiopeia.” 

The green-gray eyes squinted. 

“Unusual name.” 

"She’s the human daughter of 
two dead hallies, and very beau- 
tiful. Her father was part native 
and her mother was an orphan 
from God knows where. When 
they’re fertile, those hybrid types 
produce either lovely children or 
freaks — or lovely freaks. 

“Her mother was a servant girl 
named Gloria,” he finished, “and 
her father was an officer in the 
Guard — I forget his name." 

Ramsay nodded, then looked 
away. 

“Where does she live?” 

“In an apartment building in 
town. She owns it. Both parents 
died at the same time, and my 
father endowed the child. I don’t 
know why.” 

“Give me the address and I’ll 
see her directly.” 


“Good.” His lips curved into a 
half-smile and he pulled a wrin- 
kled envelope from his pocket. 

“That’s the address on the out- 
side. Inside is money.” 

Ramsay opened it and counted. 

“She must be very desirable.” 

“Use as much as you have to, 
and keep the rest for your fee. I 
want her this week — tonight, if 
possible. I'll give you a note so 
that you can come and go as you 
choose, in this part of the palace. 
But don’t try to cross me! The 
world isn’t big enough for anyone 
to hide from a Tourne.” 

Ramsay bowed, very low. His 
voice wavered and, for a moment, 
held Vindici’s deep resonance. 

“True to my profession, m’lord 
— I have never failed an assign- 
ment.” 

* * * 

The moon hurled down spears 
of silver. The six racing stars 
darting between them were a 
three-headed dragon with a long 
tail. 

Cassiopeia looked away. 

The tiger’s tread was on the 
stair behind her violet eyes. In 
the marble garden of Medusa Per- 
seus sleeps in stone . . . 

MINUS SIX 

G eneral Comstock stared at 
the purple-veined nose, then 
shifted his gaze to the tip of 
Richard’s cigar. 

“They may try to assassinate 
you . . .” he began. 


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107 



“Not ‘may’,” corrected the 
Duke. “ ‘Will.’ " 

The Denebian’s eyes widened. 

“You have heard a rumor?” 

The Duke shook his head and 
passed him the message he had 
received earlier. 

“Not a rumor,” he stated, "a 
fact. Stat is sending Vindici.” 

Comstock tugged his goatee 
and read the brief sentence. 

“I didn't think Stat really ex- 
isted.” 

“Fed has done a good coverup 
job — good enough to fool anyone. 
But I know that Stat exists be- 
cause I know Vindici exists.” 

“I’ll buy Stat,” said Comstock, 
handing back the note, “but not 
Vindici. When it comes to super- 
man, there’s just no such animal. 
Heroes, yes. Lucky fools, yes. 
But don’t try to sell me a super- 
man.” 

“This is my last strike at the 
Federation,” said Richard, after 
a long pause. “Win, loose, or 
draw, I die. The tiger is here on 
Turner’s World and it’s just a 
matter of time — because I killed 
him when he was only a man.” 

“Killed?” 

“Killed. Stat knew what he was 
then, and my failure to keep him 
dead gave them the tiger. After 
an hour and a half they dragged 
him back from hell, and a man 
named Channing created Vindici 
from what was left.” 

“What was he then?” 

“A halfy. A genuine, fertile 


halfy.” He touched the saint’s 
ikon on his desk. “A soulless 
cross between humanity and a 
Turnerian native.” 

“They’re telepaths, aren’t 
they?” 

Richard shrugged. 

“Some are, others are other 
things. But no one knows what a 
man like Channing could do VTith 
the mind of a broken halfy — 
Channing certainly doesn’t 
know.” 

“Doctor Karol Channing, the 
Adler of the twenty-third cen- 
tury! Is he your man?” 

“Of course. Who do you think 
sent this message? He’s a ssTn- 
pathizer, but like most academi- 
cians he won’t go overboard for 
revolution. He doesn’t even know 
where Stat is, anyhow. All he did 
was send me a message that I’m 
going to die.” 

“This place is built like Fed’s 
gold vault.” 

“So was Kenton’s HQ.” 

Comstock crushed out his ciga- 
rette in the huge pewter tray. 

“It’s been rumored that he 
didn’t reajly die of food poison- 
ing. But still, the man took 
chances.” 

“Everyone takes chances — like 
walking up a flight of stairs, like 
eating food. The tiger is quite 
real, he’s here in Cyril, and I have 
no idea what he looks like. It’s 
been close to nineteen years since 
I’ve seen him. And halfies can 
change shape,” he added. 


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109 




“Just supposing he succeeds,” 
asked Comstock, "have you any 
plans?” 

"My son, Larry, can take over. 
You make the decisions, and he’ll 
supply the name of Tourne. He’s 
been briefed.” 

"Very well, then that’s set- 
tled. Can I lend you some body- 
guards ?” 

The Duke’s ruddy cheeks ex- 
panded with his chuckle. 

“When you leave, go through 
the North Wing. Stop in the main 
dining room and look at the wall.” 

“What’s there?” 

"Three words, in red chalk.” 

“All right. I’ll take these maps 
with me. I’ll be back this after- 
noon.” 

“Good morning.” 

The General saluted and Rich- 
ard returned it. The metal doors 
slid open, soundlessly. He walked 
past them and his bodyguards 
headed toward the North Wing. 

“Tonight,” said Richard, “in 

Samarkand.” 

•* * * 

G ood morning, my lovely. You 
have not changed. — Here, 
in the tombs of ice, time does not 
wither . . . Only . . . Only that 
green mark of the kiss that stops 
the heart. . . . Gloria ! I’m going 
to see our daughter. That human 
puppy of Tourne wants her. — 
What’s that? — No, of course 
not. But I must see her. I’d im- 
agine she looks like you. — She is 
either lovely, or a lovely freak. 


he said. Like mother, like daugh- 
ter, they say, and like father like 
son. — Richard killed us when 
you threw the wine in his face, 
but I’m back. — Smashed form 
releases chaos ; chaos smashes 
other forms — rebound ! The pup- 
py wants her, as the dog wanted 
you, my fairest bitch. — Save 
your tears of ice. I’ll reap two 
souls and root the tree of Tur- 
ner! — No! Wait for me. — 
Save your icy spit for the souls 
of Tournes, when they face you 
— not far removed, but near . . . 

“Good-bye, my lovely.” 

MINUS FIVE 

P ETE?” 

“Yes, my lord?” 

“I understand that my son 
hired you because of your — er — 
profession.” 

“That’s right, sir.” 

“I’m, well. I’m rather tense. Do 
you know what I mean?” 

“No, sir.” 

"Hell! You’re as old as I am! 
You know the feeling.” 

“Sir?” 

“Dammit! I’ve got an itch for 
a woman and I want to be fixed 
up! Is that plain enough?” 
“Very clear.” 

“Good. Here’s something for 
your trouble. Get me a young one.” 
“Where shall I bring her ?” 
“That furthermost summer 
cottage will be deserted.” He 
pointed out the window. “Tonight, 
say eleven o’clock?” 


no 


FANTASTIC 



"She’ll be there with bells on.” 

"Heh ! I’d prefer a little less.” 

"Naked to the bone, my lord?” 

"Not quite that far. Heh 1” 

"True to my profession, 
m’lord.” 

Rather than take the elevator, 
he climbed nine flights of stairs. 
When he reached her door he 
paused. It opened. 

“Oh. I didn’t know there was 
anyone . . .” 

“I was about to knock.” 

"I must have heard you on the 
stair.” 

"Must have.” 

She stood aside and he walked 
into the apartment, etching each 
painted screen, each grass mat 
and low table on the metal plate 
at the bottom of his mind. 

“Won’t you sit down?” 

"Thank you.” 

He fumbled for the envelope. 

"You are Cassiopeia Ramsay?” 

"Yes.” 

“I’ve come from the Court of 
Tourne.” 

She stared into the Alcatraz of 
his eyes. Dreamlike, the words 
passed between them as they 
watched each other, waves match- 
ing colors on a sunny sea. 

"Leonard, the son of Richard, 
desires your presence in his 
chambers. Tonight, if possible.” 

“I see. What will happen ?” 

Nothing. 

“He wants to sleep with you.” 

"Oh. And you are the royal — 
factotum ?” 


Why will nothing happen? 
“Yes, and well paid. I’ve 
brought you much money also. 
Here.” 

He will be dead. 

“Very well, I’ll be there. What 
time?” 

“Say midnight.” 

"Midnight,” she smiled. 
Midnight. 

When he left the seas became 
chianti, and overflowing. 

But Perseus of the glacier arm, 
sword of ice .. . The sun is 
burning bright! 

Then, for the first time in many 
years, she laughed. 

» * * 

C OMSTOCK’S Commandos 

laced the darkness. A tug, 
and their lines would tighten. 

Anyone could enter. Nothing 
could leave. 

“You got the time, A1 ?” 

“Ten till.” 

Soot-barrelled laser rifles pro- 
truding through ink-dipped 
fronds. . . . 

“Think anyone’ll come?” 
“Naw.” 

Fractional wattage; dim cot- 
tage, still. 

“What if Richard decides to 
take a walk?” 

“Don’t be the man he spots. 
Comstock’s out on a limb.” 

“Cripes, it’s the old man’s 
neck! He oughta be grateful.” 
"It’s not his order, so shut up.” 
Stark, and the static of in- 
sects. . . . 


NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


111 



“Who’s that in the cottage?’’ 

“Dunno. So long as no one 
comes out it don’t matter.” 

“If they do?” 

“We observe.” 

Moist wind, the laughter of 
thunder. . . . 

“You bring a poncho?” 

“Yeah, didn’t you?” 

“Damn!” 

Footsteps. 

* * 

Through jagged intermittances 
of the Belt Stat sucked weight- 
less quantities: words, from ev- 
ersnvhere. 

Three times a day Statcom took 
thirty-second vacations from 
heavier matters and translated 
everything into mantalk — mil- 
lions of units of mantalk. Then it 
placed everything into categories 
of importance. 

When the Code-V prefix ap- 
peared, it dropped all the other 
words into screaming heaps in its 
Pend-drum and uttered lights 
the color of sucked cinnamon 
drops. 

The long tongue of paper rat- 
tled at Smythe. He ceased his 
manicuring and poked the nail- 
file through it. 

Raising it, he read. 

Smiling, he let it fall again. 

Having informed the forebrain 
that Ramsay was about to die, 
the cerebellum returned to chew- 
ing its cud. 

The cerebrum focussed its at- 
tention on a thumbnail. 


“. . . Palsy and ague,” an- 
swered Ramsay, “that’s what’s 
happening. Scream if you wish — 
no one will hear you.” 

“Dead. She is dead,” said Rich- 
ard, 

“Of course. You made her that 
way, nineteen years ago. Remem- 
ber?” 

Ramsay put an arm around the 
delicate shoulders. He turned the 
seated woman, slowly. 

“Gloria? Do you remember 
Gloria?" 

“Yes. Yes! I do! My throat is 
burning !” 

“Excellent! Wait till it hits 
your lungs!” 

“Who are you? You couldn’t 
be—” 

“But I am !” 

His eyes blazed orange, and he 
raised his arms over his head. 
Like leaves, the years fell away. 

“Captain Ramsay — Vindici !” 

“Yes, it’s Ramsay,” he told 
him. “I was going to use a knife, 
but this way is better. You want- 
ed to kiss her so badly a moment 
ago — years ago. Badly enough to 
kill her and her husband.” 

The Duke began to gag. 

“Be quick about your dying. I 
must return her to the vaults and 
finish another job.” 

“Not my son !” he choked. 

“Yes, old man — old, filthy, rot- 
ten poisoner — and for the same 
reason. You to my wife, he to my 
daughter — and father and son in 
double harness to hell!” 


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FANTASTIC 



“He is young!” he cried out. 

“So was Gloria. And so Cas- 
siopeia. . , .” 

The Duke screamed, one long 
blade of a howl, broken off at the 
end. 

Ramsay looked away, mopping 
his forehead. 

“Die, damn you! Die!” 

“Green lipstick,” muttered 
Richard. “Green lipstick. . . .” 

The walls splintered about 
them, Ramsay whirled like a bat 
passing through the blades of a 
fan. He chopped the first man he 
saw, across the throat. He 
snatched his rifle and began fir- 
ing. 

Three men fell. 

He leapt across a body and 
stepped through the exploded 
wall, firing first to his left and 
then to his right. 

A rifle butt caught him in the 
back and he dropped to his knees. 

Heavy boots began kicking at 
his kidneys, his riba. 

He curled into a ball, his hands 
clasped behind his neck. 

Before everything disappeared 
he saw a candle, a skull, a dag- 
ger, and a mirror. 

* * * 

H ello,” she said. 

“Hello yourself. You’re 

early.” 

“A few minutes.” 

“Couldn’t wait, eh?” 

“You might say that.” 

He walked around her, study- 
ing. He patted her Tiips. 


“You’re going to be all right, 
girl. God ! Your eyes ! — I’ve never 
seen eyes that color.” 

“They change,” she told him. 
“This is my happy color.” 

He smirked, then touched her ; 
hair, her cheek. . . . 

“Well, let’s get real happy.” 

He pulled her to him, fumbling 
for the clasps at the back of her 
dress. 

“You’re warm,” he said, push- 
ing the straps off her shoulders. 
“Real warm.” 

Without releasing her, he 
leaned back and turned off the 
main light. 

“Makes things more co^. Me, 
I like atmosphere — What was 
that?” 

“A scream,” she smiled. 

He pushed her away and ran 
to the window. 

“Must have been some damned 
bird,” he said after awhile. 

She shrugged off the rest of 
her clothing and stood swaying 
in the dim light, with hair of 
tiger gold and penetrating eyes' 
of tiger black. ... 

“That was the Duke, your fath- 
er,” she told him, softly. "You 
have just succeeded to the title.! 
Long live Duke Larry! — at least! 
till midnight.” 

He turned, his back against thci 
sill. 

“Take a long, last look. The 
vaults of ice are lonely.” 

He tried to scream, but her 
body was a sheet of white flame 


NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


113 



and her eyes were two black suns ; 
he stared like a wild thing 
trapped. 

She did not move, and he could 
not. 

The ivory furniture of fascina- 
tion, her shoulders, and the two 
blue-lined moons, her breasts, 
floated on that river of ballads, 
her tiger hair, inside his head; 
then everything twisted in icy 
waves of paralysis about the tree 
of his spine, until it became a 
frozen sapling. 

“Halfy!" he choked, before it 
seized him completely. 

MINUS FOUR 

I S he going to live?” asked the 
fat sergeant. 

“Don’t know yet,” answered 
the tall one, wiping egg from his 
mustache. “As soon as they give 
him new blood it becomes tainted. 
They can’t transfuse fast enough 
to dilute it. Lungs are paralyzed. 
They’ve got a squeeze-box on his 
chest, and he’s doped up plenty.” 
“Who takes over if he dies?” 
“The kid, they say.” 

“God !” 

He looked at the figure on the 
cot. The man blinked up at the 
ceiling and did not move. Four 
of Comstock’s Commandos sat at 
the points of the compass with 
weapons pointed in his direction. 
“What about him?” 

“We’re going to question him 
as soon as he comes to his sens- 
es." 


“He’s the tiger?” he asked. 

“That’s what they say.” 

“He’d know about Stat then.” 

“That’s right.” 

The fat man’s high-pitched 
voice shook. His small, dark eyes 
gleamed. 

“Let me question him!” 

“Everybody wants to. What’s 
so special about you?” ' 

“He tried to kill the Duke. I 
have the same dibs as anyone 
else.” 

The other shook his head. 

“We’re going to draw straws 
for the first session. You’ll have 
the same chance as the rest of 
us.” 

“Good.” The fat man hitched 
up his belt. “I want a tiger’s 
tooth bracelet.” 

« « « 

"DICHARD lay encased in the 
coffin of coils, tubes, dia- 
phragms, and bottles. It breathed 
for him. It did the work of a 
hundred pairs of kidneys. It 
charged his blood with vitamins 
and antiserums. It prodded his 
reticulo-endothelial system into 
storms of protest. 

He thought for himself, how- 
ever, during the strange periods 
of calm through which his mind 
drifted. It was as if he were free 
of his burning flesh and floating 
bodiless in empty space. . . . 

Youth’s the season made for 
joy. Love is then a duty . . . 

Snatches of old songs pursued 
him. He felt peacefully impotent 


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for the first time since his child- 
hood. 

A flash of remorse illuminated 
his inner night as he thought of 
the Federation — the slow-turn- 
ing, in-gathering, chewing, di- 
gesting Federation. The Turner- 
ian Axis was the last great op- 
position to its octopal embrace. 
Vanishing, like memories of his 
youth, the autonomy with which 
the frontier worlds had once been 
endowed, into the maw of the oc- 
topus — its movements seeking to 
emulate the wheel and spin of the 
galaxy — to become cells of the 
beast. 

No ! He would not let it happen. 
He would live ! All nine starships 
had arrived and were waiting, 
somewhere above, in a V-forma- 
tion. Nine starships waiting for 
his hand to guide their spear in- 
to the eye of the octopus, and 
down through its heart, Stat ! He 
tried as hard as he could to live. 

The feelings of fire returned. 

“You can’t hold me forever, 
halfy!” he gasped. “You’re losing 
your grip already!” 

“That’s right,” she smiled. 

“Someone will come to tell me 
what that commotion was — they 
will find you here. . . .” 

“No,” she said. 

“. . . Then you’re going to 
wish you had never been born.” 

“I’ve been doing that for nine- 
teen years,” she answered, before 
breaking a vase on his head. 

NIN? STARSHIPS WAITING 


Old father, old artificer, what 
has happened? 

I’ve failed. 

Vindici does not fail. 

Who is Vindici? 

Youmust try to remember . . . 
* * * 

“I win!” giggled the fat man. 

Tiger, tiger . . . 

“I win,” he repeated. 

Burning bright . . . 

“I’ll use that room,” he pointed. 

I’m coming. 

“Go ahead.” 

• Get out of the palace. 

He arose, and the guards 
dragged Ramsay to his feet. 

Do you remember? 

They pushed him in the direc- 
tion of the storage room. 

I’m trying. Get out of the pal- 
ace! 

He staggered forward and 
lurched against the wall. 

Why? 

The door swung open. Many 
hands pushed him, and he was 
inside the room. 

I don’t know. But I know that 
you must leave now. 

He stayed on his feet, with ef- 
fort. He stood in the center of the 
room, squinting puffy eyelids to 
shield his yellow-gray stare from 
the naked bulb overhead. 

There are nine starships in the 
sky. . . . 

Go home! 

The sergeant smiled and closed 
the door behind him. He locked 
it, placed the key in his pocket. 

115 



“So you’re the tiger. You don’t 
look so fierce.’’ 

Ramsay shook his head and 
glared. 

The sergeant removed the gun 
from his belt and slipped it be- 
hind his waistband. Slowly, luxu- 
riating in each movement, he un- 
clasped his wide leather belt and 
drew it from around his waist. 
He began wrapping it about his 
right hand. 

Tiger, tiger , . . 

When only the buckle and two 
inches of leather extended from 
his fist he smiled and took a slow 
step forward. 

Burning bright . . . 

Ramsay reached over his head 
and broke the lightbulb. 

“Better yet, Vindici,” came 
the chuckle. 

The fat man took three steps 
through the blackness, toward 
the place where Ramsay stood. 

In the forest of the night . . . 

He raised his right hand to 
strike. 

Whut immortal hand or eye 
dare frame . . . 

The second last sound that he 
heard was a metallic click from 
behind his back. Something 
seized a handful of his hair and 
a knee jammed into his spine. 

He felt something, like a piece 
of ice, touch his throat, and he 
was suddenly very wet. 

The last sound that he heard 
was either a gurgle or a. soft 
laugh or both. 


C omstock sprang to his feet, 
face whitening. 

“Escaped?” 

“Yes sir,” writhed tha^lieuten- 
ant. 

“Who is responsible?" 
“Sergeant Alton.” The lieuten- 
ant was chewing his lower lip. 
“Have him shot immediately.” 
“He’s already dead, sir. Vindi- 
ci cut his throat and took his 
gun. He killed five guards. There 
was an open window and one 
missing uniform.” 

“Find him. Bring him here if 
you can. If you can’t, then bring 
me what’s left.” 

“Yes, sir. We’re searching 
now.” 

“Get out of here! Help find 
him!” 

“Yessir.” 

A memory nagged him for a 
long moment. Then he seated 
himself and raised the comm lev- 
er. 

“Sir?” 

“Double Richard’s guard. That 
man is loose again.” 

He dropped the lever without 
waiting for a reply. 

“He was right,” he told the 
empty screen. “He was really 
right.” 

* * * 

The world of Stat’s a drunk- 
en bat. 

It woggles to and fro . . . 

» * * 

“He’s failed,” Harrison told 
the shiny brown box. 


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FANTASTIC 



“Is he still alive?” it asked. 

“Yes, bu^-” 

“Then he hadn’t failed,” it an- 
swered. 

“But he’ll be dead soon. . . .” 

There was a sound like the 
breaking .of strings on a steel 
guitar. 

Harrison realized then that he 
was talking to himself. 

He closed the box, his mouth, 
and his mind, and went to join 
the tiger hunt. 

* * « 

— Father . . . 

— Who is that? 

— Cassy, but . . 

— I know no one named Cassy. 
I am no one’s father. 

— You are Vindici. You are al- 
so Captain Ramsay. J am your 
daughter. 

— I borrow Ramsay occasional- 
ly. You are his daughter, not 
mine. 

— Very well, have it your way. 
But look above you. 

— I am underground. There is 
nothing to see. 

— There are nine starships in 
the sky, waiting to strike at the 
Federation. 

— They won’t get that far. 

— Perhaps I want them to. 

—Why? 

— We both have reason to kill 
Richard. But the Federation . . . 
Perhaps there is reason to break 
it also. 

— What reason? 

— It has already served its pur- 


pose. It’s gotten man to the stars. 
Now it is a huge sponge, sopping 
the blood of worlds that cry for 
independence. Squeeze it, and it 
will shrink', bleeding. . . . 

— That’s not my job. 

— Once it was my father’s. 
Long ago. 

— And Richard killed him! Are 
you suggesting that Richard’s 
plan be permitted to proceed, un- 
altered? 

— Only you know where Stat is 
located. . . . 

— That’s right. 

— Do you remember Gloria ? 

Silence. 

— Men ahead! Lights! 

Flight, wordless. 

Hate, an active verb. 

Fury, the inside of a furnace. 

Pain — 

Silence. . . . 

MINUS THREE 

E was awake. 

For a long while he did not 
open his eyes. He thought of his 
arms and his legs and they were 
there. He tried to decide what he 
was, but he could not remember. 

He began to shiver. 

Then the pain came. 

He had been running, running 
through passages under the 
ground. He stirred the bonfire of 
memory. He had been working his 
way beneath the palace. He was 
nearing the huge vents. Someone 
had been talking to him, from 
somewhere. 



NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


117 



The bonfire smouldered. 

Someone, probably Ramsay, 
had wanted him to smash Stat. 
He remembered killing many 
men. He remembered being 
backed against the wall, his gun 
snatched away. He remembered 
being beaten. 

He was on all fours, snarling. 
They were kicking him. He re- 
membered gripping an ankle and 
hammering below a kneecap as a 
man bent above him. He recalled 
the snap and the scream. Then 
there was blood in his mouth and 
a skull in his head, splitting, and 
a mirror behind his eyelids, but 
no reflection . , . 

He licked his lips and gagged 
at the taste of blood. He forced his 
swollen eyes open. 

“For nineteen years you have 
marked magnificent time,” said 
the voice inside his head. “In the 
entire sidereal abattoir there had 
never been another such as Vin- 
dici for the breaking of places, 
the killing of people, and the 
stopping of things — but you have 
failed in the only job that really 
meant anything to a man you 
once were — ” His memory licked, 
like the tape recordings which 
had filled nearly half the life of 
his mind, changing channels. 

“You are a naked, useless man, 
a pitiful, crawling worm, a fork 
of stripped willow, a poor player, 
strutting and fretting — you sig- 
nify nothing ! — only deeds re- 
deem, and you cannot do them! 


You are afraid to look in a mir- 
ror and view the countenance of 
cowardice . . , 

He snarled. 

He threw his head back and 
bellowed through broken teeth. 
The pain in his wide-stretched 
limbs was enormous. His cry beat 
upon the bars and his cracked 
ribs and was broken in mid-howl. 
He sobbed within his cage. 

His wrists and ankles were 
clamped tight against the frame 
of the great rack. There was 
shade below, but the hot light of 
the sun drove needles through 
his eyeballs. 

He looked about, slowly. 

He was alone, at the bottom of 
a pit, with his rack. An ugly dejd 
vu occurred as a coffin swam 
through his mind, drifting in a 
lake of blood. 

The walls were stone, and at 
least twenty feet high. Thejf were 
unbroken by any openings. The 
enclosure was about ten feet 
square. His rack was tilted back 
at a ninety-degree angle. The 
mouth of the pit was open. 

It was too high, too smooth to 
climb, even if he could manage 
to break his metal bonds. 

The sun was a green one-spot 
on a pale blue die, slightly right 
of center. Nothing intruded upon 
his view of the heavens, not even 
a cloud. 

He cursed the sun, he cursed 
the day. He cursed the gods 
shooting craps above him. 


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FANTASTIC 



T he sun moved directly to the 
center of its square, then be- 
gan an amoeba-like crawling to 
the left. Finally, it kissed the rim 
of the pit. He expected it to dis- 
solve and flow down the wall, 
raining green fire upon him. In- 
stead, it was sliced shorter and 
shorter and finally was gone. The 
square became an empty aquari- 
um. 

Voices. 

"There he is,” said the woman. 
“Is he still alive?” 

He tilted his head and looked 
up, hating. 

“Lord ! Look at those muscles ! 
Those eyes — !” 

“He’s a halfy,” said her com- 
panion, a thin youth with a ban- 
dage about his head. “I’m going 
to come back every hour. I’m go- 
ing to watch him die. But he still 
has a lot of life left — halfies are 
strong.” 

The woman waved at him, 
jauntily. 

“Halfy!” cried the boy. “You 
failed. My father is getting bet- 
ter and he’s going to live! He’ll 
personally open your veins as 
soon as he’s able to move!” 

Vindici’s eyes burned and the 
boy reeled. He began to fall for- 
ward. The woman grabbed his 
arm and jerked him back. 

“It didn’t work,” he called 
down. “Nice try, though. Your 
daughter is better at that sort of 
thing ! I hope you’re around to see 
what I’m going to do with her.” 


“The ingredients of tiger soup 
are hard to come by . . .” 
groaned the man on the rack. 

There was laughter above. 

“But we’ve caught the tiger!” 

The square grew empty once 
more, and the sounds trailed off 
in the distance. 

Daughter. They had said 
“daughter”, hadn’t they? 
Ramsay’s daughter. Cassy . . . 

— Cassy. Where are you? 

— Hiding. In the apartment 
building. There is a room — dark, 
cool. It was not in the blueprints. 

— They are looking for you 
now. Do not leave the place. 

— Where are you? 

—It is not important. 

— 7 see a piece of sky. A win- 
dow? 

He closed his eyes. 

— No. 

— You are hurting. But I 
thought you ivere dead. 

— Don’t worry about me. Stay 
safe. Leave this world when 
things grow still once more. 

— Where is there to go? 

— Offioorld, anywhere. 

— The Federation will be ev- 
erywhere. I am of Turner’s 
world, not of man’s. So are you. 

— No! I am Vindici! I was not 
born! 

Silence. 

— Why are you weeping, girl? 

— How could you tell? I was 
weeping' for my father. 

— Ramsay is dead. He was 
weak. 


NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


119 



— No. You are Ramsay. Vindi- 
ci is facade and falsehood. 

— Go away! 

Silence, 


« 


■ » » 


N 


IGHT. Clouds. 

Stars, and the sounds of 


birds. 

In the El Greco sky, framed 
by lips of the pit, nine stars were 
arrow awaiting target. . . . 

A head interrupted the sky. 

. . . Bandaged head, white. 
Halo of steel, crown. . . . Mock 
of steel, laughter. . . . 

"We know where she is, Vin- 
dici ! I’ll have her here and let you 
watch — soon !” 

Emptied crown. Clouds. Seas 
of cotton. 

— Run! Run! They know where 
you are! 

— How could they? 

— 7 do notknoio. 

Flight before fury. 


* 


* 


Harrison hurried through the 
night, a puzzled look on his tired 
face, a gun in his pocket, and 
Stat’s latest pronouncement 
rolling about his head like a mar- 
ble in a tin can. 


* * » 

Youth’s the season made for 
joy— 

Richard perspired as the nine 
metal-blue eyes peered pyramid 
through his skylight. 

He tried to raise an arm, but 
both were clamped to the bed. 


"The world of Stat’s a drunk- 
en bat . . ,’’ 

Smythe poured another drink. 

". . . Only Statcom knows,” 
he hiccupped. 

MINUS TWO 

"Y^OU’RE a fool, Vindici! Take 
A a good look!” He pushed 
her forward. 

Cassy? 

— Yes. They were waiting, 

“You flushed your cub for us ! 
Tomorrow morning my father 
will be able to sit up 1 He’s going 
to kill you then! But tonight is 
mine — and hers!” 

I’m sorry, Cassy. 

— You didn’t know. They 
tricked you. 

“I knew you halfles could talk, 
mind to mind! You made her 
run! — Into my arms!” 

Vindici roared. It was not a 
human sound that emerged from 
his stiffened throat. The hackles 
rose on the back of his neck. 

His eyes became distinguisha- 
ble to those above him. Two 
burning points. . . . 

She tilted her head, straining 
against her captors grip. 

I love you. 

As she moved, her net of tiger 
gold snared the formation of 
mine, and drew it, wreath, to her 
brow. 

There was a snapping sound 
and Vindici’s left hand came free. 
The pain in his right wrist in- 
creased to unbearable propor- 


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tions. His voice rose and fell 
through a terrible series of wails 
and cries. 

Laughter above, and an empty 
canvas . . . 

Words from everywhere 
seemed to be saying, "Come back ! 
I hate you !” to everyone in the 
palace and on the grounds. 

Richard moaned within his pri- 
son of pipettes. 

Vindici looked up at the nine 
starships, then dropped his head. 

“One time were you peerless," 
said the tape-worn synapses. 
“Once the arm of Tamburlaine 
was invincible, and the dagger of 
Vindici never missed its mark. 
Under all the passes of Time's 
wand only one remained — you, 
Vindici ! — of the ancient dynasty 
of bloodletters. Mad in Argos, 
you slew your mother, tongueless 
in Castile, you stabbed Lorenzo 
— you, the lance of the black 
Quixote, dagger of the damned, 
cup of hemlock, dart of Loki — 
the bough where the murderer 
hangs. . . .” 

"I still am,” he muttered. 

“No, you are a man on a rack, 
a broken blade, a gob of flesh and 
phlegm. . . .” 

“Yes ! You are a snapped firing- 
pin, an unvoiced battle-cry — you 
are the want of a horseshoe for 
which a kingdom was lost. . . .” 

A mirror appeared before his 
eyes. 

“No!” he cried. “No! I am 
Vindici ! The son of Death ! Bred 


in the Senecan twilight of Jaco- 
bean demigods, and punctual as 
death!” 

He looked into the mirror. 
“Behold !” he laughed. “Behold 
I am the fury!” 

Vindici, the tiger, sprang. 

* » *• 

All went black as the world 
came to an end. 

« * 

Dribble. 

Dribble. . . . 

Rain. Soft on lips of sand. 

A moan. 

. . . Dribble. 

* * * 

“Water,” he asked. “Water.” 
“Here.” 

“More.” 

“Here.” 

“Good. More.” 

“Slowly. Please.” 

Green met green in circles of 
seeing. 

“Here?” she asked. 

“Here,” he nodded. 

“Father.” 

“Gassy.” 

He looked at the world. 

“What happened ?” 

“Gone. Dead. Rest now. Talk 
later.” 

“Richard?” 

“Dead.” 

“Larry?” 

“Dead.” 

“The ships?” 

“Only Vindici knows.” 

He slept. 


NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


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Nine starships waiting. Hurry, 
hurry, hurry. . . . 

MINUS ONE 

I T is morning,” she said, “and 
no birds are singing — all of 
them dead, and fallen from the 
trees.” 

“Vindici always hated the 
birds,” he told her. “Where are 
the soldiers ? The courtiers ?” 

“All of them dead.” 

He propped himself on ^n el- 
bow. 

" ‘Paraphysical conversion 
from a psychopath neurosis,’ ” he 
repeated, “ ‘produced when the 
stimuli overwhelm available phys- 
ical responses.’— Channing’s 
words never meant anything to 
Vindici, but I remember them.” 

“And the battle conches? Nine 
starships ?” 

He snapped his fingers and 
winced at the pain in his wrist. 

“Gone. Dust — dust of dust. He 
blacked them.” 

He dropped back to the grass. 
“Everyone,” he said. 

“Every living thing in the pal- 
ace and on the grounds,” she 
agreed, “except for me.” 

“ — Even himself.” 

Ramsay looked at the sky. 
“How classic and dreadful. 
What a man he was!” 

“Man? Are you sure?” 

“No, I’m not. I couldn’t do it.” 
Harrison entered the open 
gates and moved through the or- 
chard. 


He approached the couple on 
the lawn. 

“Good morning.” 

“Good morning.” 

“Quiet here.” 

"Yea.” 

He looked about. 

“How did you get him up?” 

“The same winch they used to 
lower him. I put it back in the 
shed.” She pointed. 

“Neat, aren’t you?” 

She gave her father another 
drink. 

Harrison jammed his hands 
into his pockets and paced out a 
square. 

“What did you do with the 
ships?” 

She shrugged. 

“He says Vindici ‘blocked’ 
them.” 

He stared at the man on the 
ground. 

“Vindici . . .” 

“Ramsay,” corrected the split 
lips. 

“That makes it harder.” 

He removed the gun from his 
pocket. 

“I’m sorry, honestly. But it has 
to be done.” 

“ ‘The bird-killer weeps,’ said 
the sparrow. — ‘Watch his hands, 
not his eyes,’ answered the crow.” 

“Stat says Vindici must die.” 

“He is dead,” she told him. 

He shook his head. 

“So long as he breathes, the 
tiger lives — and he might appear 
again someday.” 


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“No,” “No,” said Ramsay. 
“I’m sorry.” 

He raised the gun. He aimed 
for a long, long while. 

Slowly, he toppled forward on- 
to his face. 

Cassiopeia smiled. 

“Family heritage.” 

She picked up his gun and 
tossed it into the pit. 

“He'll have a sore nose this 
afternoon.” 

She helped her father to his 
feet, and together they staggered 
toward the unguarded vehicle 
pens. 

» * » 

H arrison was right,” he told 
her, “he’s not dead.” 

He drew the smoke deep into 
his lungs and exhaled heavily. 
“What do you mean?” 

“I’m both now. We’ve fused. I 
know what he knew.” 
“Everything?” 

“Including the hate,” he said. 
“What’s there left to hate?” 
she asked, almost eagerly. 
“Stat.” 

“What good does hating Stat 
do you? Stat’s like Time — it just 
goes on and on.” 

He shook his head. 

“There is a difference. Stat 
must come to an end.” 

“How’s it to be done?” 

He stared into the small mir- 
ror by the bedstead. 

“I can’t black it, like he did 
the ships. That calls for a special 
kind of hate, and I can’t muster 


it. But there’s enough of the ti- 
ger left in me for another hunt.” 

He closed his eyes. 

“I do know how to get to Stat. 
Harrison is alive. When he re- 
ports failure it will only be a 
matter of time before Stat finds 
another way. I’ll die then.” 

"If Stat could be destroyed 
. . her voice trailed off. “If 
only Stat could be destroyed! It 
used you, me, everyone !” 

She looked back at him. 

“Nine battle conches couldn’t 
break the Federation.” 

“Not with Stat and Vindici on 
their side,” he answered, “But 
if the tiger decapitates the ro- 
bot and disappears, then the out- 
worlds might declare their inde- 
pendence and have a chance of 
maintaining it.” 

“What will you need ?” 

“Nothing. All the tools of my 
trade are cached in the hills.” 

“You can’t leave in your con- 
dition.” 

“I’ll be in shape by the time I 
get there — shape enough. It’s a 
long walk home from heaven, 
even with h.d.” 

She mixed him a drink and 
watched him drink it. 

That afternoon, upon a hilltop, 
she purred softly as he leapt in- 
to the sky screaming fire, to hunt 
the drunken bat. 

* * « 

T hirty minutes before Stat 
came to an end the ship’s ra- 
dio blared. 


NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


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“Identify ! Identify ! These 
lanes are off-limits to- civilian 
traffic! Identify!” 

Smythe watched through a 
beacon-eye that peered from an 
island of rock. He pressed a but- 
ton. 

"Bring Channing — fast!” 

Spaghettis of paper coiled 
about his ankles. He raised a 
strand, then dropped it. 

He switched off the automatic 
warnings and picked up a micro- 
phone. 

“The ship has beefl identified, 
Vindici. It’s ours, you know.” 

He lifted the toggle and waited. 

No reply. 

He spoke again. 

“Statcom predicted that if you 
survived you would try to return. 
Stat cannot be destroyed.” 

The door sighed open and 
Channing stood blinking at him, 
flanked by two maintenance ro- 
bots. 

“Come in, quickly!” 

He entered the control room, 
eyes mild, face placid. 

Smythe slapped him. 

“Channing. Doctor Karol 
Channing,” he said. “I am Carl 
Smythe. You are a psychiatric 
engineer in the Corps d’ Assas- 
sins. You created a super killer 
named Vindici. You have been 
under sedation recently, but you 
remember Vindici, don’t you ? 

“Yes,” said Channing, “I re- 
member Vindici. I remember 
Smythe, and Channing.” 


“Good." He handed him the 
microphone. “It was your voice 
that conditioned Vindici. Take 
this and talk to him. He is out- 
side. Tell him to answer you.” 

Channing gripped the micro- 
phone clumsily. 

“Vindici?” he asked it. “Vin- 
dici, this is Doctor Channing. If 
you can hear me, answer me.” 

Smythe pushed up on the lever. 

The talk box talked. 

“Hi, Doc. Sorry I have to kill 
you and a lot of other people, just 
to knock off Stat, but that’s how 
the story goes. You know, Fran- 
kenstein, et cetera.” 

Smythe snatched the micro- 
phone. 

"Vindici, listen. We can still 
use you. Land. I’ll open a hatch. 
You’ll need more conditioning, 
but you can still be of use to 
Stat.” 

“Sorry,” came the reply, “this 
isn’t Vindici, it’s Captain Ram- 
say of Turner’s Guard. Twenty 
years ago I declared war on the 
Federation. I just remembered 
that recently. You were a kid 
then — I don’t know what you 
are now, Smythe. . . .” 

“That’s your last word on the 
matter?” 

“I’m afraid so.” 

“Then we’re going to destroy 
you,” he said, switching on a 
panel of lights. “I really hate to 
lose a good man.” 

“Go ahead and try losing me,” 
said Ramsay. “I was raised from 


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the dead to do this job. Tell that 
old washing machine you have to 
do its worst.” 

S MYTHE pushed the button 
numbered 776. 

He glanced at the screen. 

The hovering ship, bearing the 
number 776 on its side, glowed 
red and became a Roman Candle. 

Smythe switched off the re- 
ceiver. 

"All the ships bear the seeds of 
their own destruction,” he ob- 
served. 

"Doesn’t everything?” asked 
Channing. 

Smythe mopped his forehead 
and looked at the thermostat. 

"Hot in here.” 

“Very.” 

“We’re shielded. That explosion 
shouldn’t be doing this.” 

“It’s getting hotter.” 

Bells began to ring. 

Statcom spoke, in tongues of 
paper. 

“Something else is out there !” 
cried Smythe. 

Channing leaned forward and 
turned on the broadcast-receive 
unit. 

“Ramsay?” he asked. 

“I read you, loud and clear.” 
Smythe began throwing 
switches. Another scene ap- 
peared on the viewer. The surface 
of Stat was hot. A figure in a 
spacesuit moved about it, drop- 
ping parcels into the hatchway 
pocks. 

NINE STARSHIPS WAITING 


“Congratulations,” said Chan- 
ning, “you have exceeded my ex- 
pectations.” 

The redhead snatched the mi- 
crophone. 

“What are you 'doing out 
there?” 

“You didn’t think I’d stick 
with the ship when it got this 
close, did you? I hooked up my 
suit-radio to broadcast through 
it while I came on ahead. Stat is 
beginning to die.” 

“Not yet,” said Smythe. 

He inserted a key beneath a 
lever and turned it. He jerked 
down on the lever as Channing 
struck him. 

Lying on his back, he watched 
Channing stare at the blazing 
surface of Stat. 

— My Perseus! cried Medusa, 
and smouldering in stone! 

Then the fires began to subside. 
"Inner line of defense,” he 
laughed. “Thermite fuses.” 

"The tiger,” Channing whis- 
pered, “is burning bright.” 

T hirty seconds before Stat 
came to an end Cassiopeia 
began to weep, uncontrollably. 
She tore off her dress and 
smashed all the mirrors in her 
apartment. 

With hair of tiger gold and 
eyes of tiger black, she stood 
upon the balcony, staring across 
the wide, dark room of the sky, 
her fearful symmetries of hate. 
THE END 

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According to you... 


Dear Editor ; 

The covers for both the No- 
vember and December issues 
of FANTiSTic were good (though 
I still dislike Birmingham’s liney 
quality) but the Lee Brown Coye 
drawings added real quality of 
eeriness to the back cover. 

December, it seems to me, was 
representative of the finest ef- 
fort exerted in quite a while. 
The most all-around perfect is- 
sue I’ve read, every story was 
top-rate. Especially enjoyed the 
Sharkey serial and Laumer’s 
plausibly written "Cocoon” 
seems to be a further testimony 
of his talent. Leinster’s “Imbal- 
ance” was entertaining. Each 
one of these was top-rate and it 
was quite surprising to find 
them altogether in one issue. 
The only disappointment seemed 
to be “Heritage.” From SaM’s 
introduction, I expected some- 
thing unusually good and 
though it was worth reading it 


certainly was not worthy of the 
label “classic” which is so loose- 
ly tossed around nowadays. “Ti- 
tan,” is a good example of a 
“Fantasy Classic” but certainly 
■ “Heritage” was below par. 

“It’s Magic You Dope” was as 
entertaining as it was effectively 
written. This story, by employ- 
ing the myths of yesteryear, 
presented a flavor reminiscent 
of “The Wizard Of Oz” . . . the 
three characters traveling to a 
castle to rescue an unfortunate 
victim, combatting the numer- 
ous obstacles along the way. A 
whopping success. 

In summing up. I’d say that 
the December is the finest all 
around issue to appear in a long 
time. 

Dave Keil 

38 Slocum Crescent 

Forest Hills 75, N.Y. 

• More Sharkey is coming 
up, both in fantastic and in 
our sister magazine, amazing. 


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Dear Miss Goldsmith : 

, Much as I dislike Birming- 
ham's cover art style, I’ll will- 
ingly put up with it as long as it 
inspires Jack Sharkey to such 
masterpieces as “Robotum De- 
lenda Est,” and the current “It’s 
Magic, You Dope!’’ That old 
UNKNOWN kind of story in- 
deed! One of the most delight- 
fully wacky pieces I’ve read in 
I don’t know how long. Keep 
printing stories like these and 
you won’t have to worry about 
losing readers if you go to 60^. 

I have a complaint about your 
use of Lee Brown Coye’s art- 
work. You didn’t use nearly 
enough of it! A whole issue of 
Coye artwork wouldn’t be too 
much. I certainly hope you’re 
going to make him a steady 
member of your stable of artists 
as soon as possible. You deserve 
another award for reintroducing 
him to the prozines. 

Fred Patten 
5156 Chesley Ave. 

Los Angeles 43, Calif. 

• Many more Coye Ulos com- 
ing up — including a cover. 

Dear Editor: 

Yay Sharkey! “It’s Magic, 
You Dope’’ was really great. 
He certainly has come a long 
way since his last novel, “The 
Crispin Affair.’^ In fact, the 
whole issue was exceptional what 
with Laumer and Leinster ap- 
pearing, too. 


Adragna isn’t too bad, let’s see 
some more by him. Coye’s style 
is interesting and good for real 
fantasy illustrations. 

I especially liked Leinster’s 
story because it shows a side of 
his talents which I had hereto- 
fore not encountered. I think you 
should try to prod a couple more 
humorous stories from him. 
While you’re prodding, get him 
to write another Calhoun novel. 
That reminds me, have we seen 
the last of that saint of the 
spaceways. Sir Dominic Flan- 
dry? Please, say it isn’t so! 
Arnold Katz 
98 Patton Blvd. 

New Hyde Park, N.Y. 

• Flandry is reportedly on a 
long trip across the Coal Sack. 
Perhaps there’s a story in it — 
if he manages to get hack home. 

Dear Editor : 

As an old friend of the late 
Howard Phillips Lovecroft, I am 
always on the lookout for more 
weird, uncanny yarns and maca- 
bre illustrations, and this De- 
cember, 1962, issue of fantastic 
surely pleased me! It was tops! 

I enjoyed “Heritage” very 
much, especially the “different” 
illustrations by Lee Brown Coye ; 
E J. Derringer wrote a truly 
fantastic yarn, and Coye certain- 
ly illustrated it beautifully! The 
back cover was wonderful, and 
the weird picture illustrating the 
story brought chills ! Give us 


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more Illustrations by this talent- 
ed artist! How our late friend, 
H. P. Lovecraft, would have liked 
his weird illustrations for his own 
weird concoctions! 

All of December’s tales were 
interesting, but “Heritage” 
was best! I love your magazine! 

Mrs. Clifford M. Eddy 
688 Prairie Avenue 
Providence 6, R.I. 

• We love you, too. 

Dear Editor: 

Well, I certainly was pleased 
with your December cover for 
FANTASTIC. It’s been ages since 
I’ve seen that beautifully gaudy 
red-and-yellow type of sky. Who- 
ever this Robert Adragna is he 
sure can handle himself with 
paints. And surely there’ll be 
more of him? You can’t possibly 
let such a fantastic fantasy talent 
slip through your fingers. 

As for a description of that 
cover, for once I am practically 
speechless. Words like resplend- 
ent, magnificent, gorgeous, fan- 
tastic come to my mind but they 
are not nearly suitable. My very 
first glance overwhelmed me and 
I have not recovered since. It is 
easily, definitely your best cover 
for the entire year. 

. . . one more word about the 


art of the issue: I hope the two 
pictures illustrating that fantasy 
“classic” Heritage are not any 
example or true sample of what 
Lee Brown Coye is capable of 
doing. I’ve never seen such gar- 
ish, ridiculous things in all my 
life as a fan. I practically died 
laughing at those vampirish teeth 
and those white circles with spots 
that Coye denotes as eyes. 

The Sharkey serial was good, 
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my tastes. But that’s no reflec- 
tion on my attitude toward seri- 
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Elasily the best story in the 
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coon.” It was really a story worth 
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best of science fiction’s modern 
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story — ambition — was — well 
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stressed and nearly perfectly ex- 
pressed. It was a great story. 

Bob Adolfsen 
9 Prospect Ave. 
Sea Cliff, N.Y. 

• “A little too fantastic, the 
mcm says. That’s a complaint we 
haven’t heard in years. Anyone 
else think fantasy can he too fan 
out? 


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“There was a roar from the edge of the 
clearing, and a huge wildfaced man in 
a straw hat, a shot gun held like a crotc- 
bar in his massive hands, stormed in 
among the Indians, driving them hack. 

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